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Lets see......I was born and raised in Alexander City, Alabama. My Mom and Dad divorced before me and my twin sister were born, so it never really phased me about them not being together. My mom remarried before I even knew she wasn't ever married to a man named Jim who became my "real" dad for a while. I basicly grew up hanging around Jim and my step brother...Gene....and my twin sister katie. My mom wasn't too much involved in the things we liked doing....such as fishin', mud ridin...all your basic country fun. They were my life as was my sister and I was there's. But my mom never really cared much for Jim's son, and that ended their marrige and
at age 12 we moved to a big city so my mom could start a new life....I totally rebelled against everything and shortly after we moved I started haning around the "druggies" as you would call them and got addicted to herion and other shit. I started skipping school and then one day just stoped going.....Thats when I got on probation and went to court for the first time...lets just say I didn't listen and got sent off to bootcamp for 42 days.....yet that still did not slow me down. I got sent away again to a group home and that is when I started going through withdrawls from herion...and let me tell you that shit was NOT fun at all. I finally started to get my act together and have not had a relapse since 9/16/04.....but I still refused to go back to school....and I did have a good reason not to....I decided to get my GED and start from there.....I had planned to be in college by now, but I met a man and we had a pretty good relationship for a while...then everything backfired and it became abusive.....I took the beatings for a while...then one day got fed up with the shit and decided to reverse the shit on him...lets just say he NEVER messed with me after that one.........

okay well all of you that knew me before knew that i was in a relationship, but am no longer cause the sorry sob left me, yes it will hurt for a while, but i'm strong and will survive....he wasn't me soul mate....i knew all along that there was something missing, but oh well i'll find my guy someday, i may already even know him...who's knows, but that's all i have to say about that!!!!!!!!

There's this feeling that I can't describe
It's just there, burning me inside
No longer can I bare it
I close my eyes..I take a breath
Just to find out....this feeling was only death.

The full moon is out
You feel the chill of the night air
Hear the rustle of the leaves
Blowing in the wind
Then out of no where
You feel a shiver
A chill running up and down
Your spine
It is the sound of howling
Like an echo
Over and over again
It’s that of a lone wolf
Calling out to the moon
Asking for help
Can’t find her mate
In the wilderness
Barren and empty
She feels alone
Throughout the night she howls
Hoping, waiting for and answer
That perhaps he too
Will call to the moon
Looking for help



Lost,alone,ashamed,hurt,scared, are only a few ways to describe how I feel
Tired of holding on to nothing, wondering if this is all real
Feeling like such a fool knowing that you can hurt me the way you do
And wondering if you meant it when you said "I love you"
My heart has been crushed beyond no belief, while my soul cries out in sorrowful pain
I can't feel good about myself ,I hold my head down in shame
There's nothing left to give of myself , you robbed me of my light
No longer can I smile, nor can I look at myself in the mirror and see such a pitiful sight
I don't want to walk outside and hear the birds sing, I just can't move on
I feel forever lost in this world of sin and hate, forever alone
If the world were to end tomorrow, I think my pain will follow me to the other side
And when I walked up to the pearly gates, I wouldn't be able to look into the Lords eyes, for my pain I will try to hide
I’m tired of it all, yet again you made me cry
I will forever be broken….I sit here alone…I slowly die.
No one can rescue me now, for I have drifted to far
I am numb all over, you have left the final scar
As I drift deeper into the sea of lonliness I take one last look back to see if you were there,
You aren’t so I began to silently cry.
I look at the stars above hoping you will do the same, I whisper my last words…..” Stay true to your heart my Darlin Boy, for you still hold mine………” This is the final Goodbye.


When days are hard and you feel alone
Always remember that life goes on
If you ever think that no one cares how you feel
Always remember that my friendship is real
When things just don't seem to be going the way you wanted them to
Always remember that I believe in you
If you ever feel sad and down
Always remember that I will be around
When life gets hard and you need a friend
Always remember that if you need me, I will be here until the end.

When I woke the days always started good and I was free.
Innocent and wide eyed...a 9 year old me.
Always ready for birthdays and christmas......ready for school to let out
Jumping on the trapoline with my siblings, we would scream and shout.
~~Then days turned to years and all was gone.
Everything seemed so right, but no oh so wrong.
Losing touch with reality, depression sinks in.
Laughter and music used to fill the house, now drowned by screams and tears.
Years went by, but life slowed down, as a young teen drugs took over and sex was fun
I was seeking love and understanding, but never found it, that why I stole that gun.
I never knew that one day I would look back and be ashamed of what I used to be,
I've changed so much...at 17 a young woman....the past is over....just memerouis.

She lay there awake during the cold hours of the night, despratly tring to sleep.
When thoughts of him arise in her head as her heart silenty weeps.
And when sleep finally comes, she dreams of him feeding her lies as he steals her heart.
Awakened by tears falling from her eyes....knowing he ripped her apart.
She goes through the countless hours of the day as she tries to find the end to this tragic maze.
He left her heart broken and helpless..too stunned she is forever in an empty daze.
She often sits at the window gazing at the stars.....tring to find the light.
But she only sees darkness, all this happened because she fell in love with a heartless man on a saturday night.

I can feel his breath upon my skin.
His strong hands all over my body, how could this be a sin?
His gental kisses take my by surprise.
Then on his bed is where I lie.
In the nude, bodies engaged in a passinate dance.
He thrusts harder, this is his last chance.
When he releases, he moans with pleasure.
This is a moment that will last forever.

I enjoy listening to all types of music....here will show you all the types of music that I like to listen to which includes...classic rock, hard rock, blues, country and more.....



Black sabbath

N.I.B
Some people say my love cannot be true
Please believe me my love and I'll show you
I will give you those things you thought unreal
The sun the moon the stars all bear my seal

Follow me now and you will not regret
Leaving the life you led before we met
You are the first to have this love of mine
Forever with me 'till the end of time

Your love for me has just got to be real
Before you know the way I'm going to feel
I'm going to feel
I'm going to feel

Now I have you with me under my power
Our love grows stronger now with every hour
Look into my eyes you'll see who I am
My name is Lucifer please take my hand

Follow me now and you will not regret
Leaving the life you led before we met
You are the first to have this love of mine
Forever with me 'till the end of time

Your love for me has just got to be real
Before you know the way I'm going to feel
I'm going to feel
I'm going to feel

Now I have you with me under my power
Our love grows stronger now with every hour
Look into my eyes you'll see who I am
My name is Lucifer please take my hand



The Doors

The End
This is the end, Beautiful friend
This is the end, My only friend, the end
Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
I'll never look into your eyes...again
Can you picture what will be, So limitless and free
Desperately in need...of some...stranger's hand
In a...desperate land
Lost in a Roman...wilderness of pain
And all the children are insane, All the children are insane
Waiting for the summer rain, yeah
There's danger on the edge of town
Ride the King's highway, baby
Weird scenes inside the gold mine
Ride the highway west, baby
Ride the snake, ride the snake
To the lake, the ancient lake, baby
The snake is long, seven miles
Ride the snake...he's old, and his skin is cold
The west is the best, The west is the best
Get here, and we'll do the rest
The blue bus is callin' us, The blue bus is callin' us
Driver, where you taken' us
The killer awoke before dawn, he put his boots on
He took a face from the ancient gallery
And he walked on down the hall
He went into the room where his sister lived, and...then he
Paid a visit to his brother, and then he
He walked on down the hall, and
And he came to a door...and he looked inside
Father, yes son, I want to kill you
Mother...I want to...fuck you
C'mon baby, take a chance with us X3
And meet me at the back of the blue bus
Doin' a blue rock, On a blue bus
Doin' a blue rock, C'mon, yeah
Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill
This is the end, Beautiful friend
This is the end, My only friend, the end
It hurts to set you free
But you'll never follow me
The end of laughter and soft lies
The end of nights we tried to die
This is the end



AC/DC

Problem Child
I'm hot
And when I'm not
I'm cold as ice
See me comin'
Step aside
Or pay the price
What I want I take
What I don't I break
And I don't want you
With a flick of my knife
I can change your life
There's nothing you can do
Cause I'm a problem child
repeat
Make my stand
No man's land
On my own
Man in blue
It's up to you
The seed is sown
What I want I stash
What I don't I smash
N' I don't need you
Dead or alive got a .45
N' I never miss
Every night
Street light
Drinkin' my booze
Some run
Some fight
I win they lose
What I need I like
What I don't I fight
N' I don't like you
So say bye bye
While your still alive
Cause your time is due -
Cause I'm a problem child
repeat



Godsmack

Awake
Wait another minute.
Can't you see what this pain has fucking done to me?
I'm alive and still kickin'.
What you see I can't see...
and maybe you'll think before you speak.
I'm alive for you.
I'm awake because of you.
I'm alive I told you.
I'm awake swallowing you.
Take another second.
Turn your back on me...
and make believe that you're always happy.
It's safe to say you're never alive.
A big part of you has died.
And by the way...
I hope you're satisfied.
Tearing it back unveiling me.
Taking a step back so I can breathe.
Hear the silence about to break.
Fear resistance when I'm awake.



Johnny Cash

LONG BLACK VEIL

Ten years ago, on a cold dark night.
Someone was killed 'neath the town hall light.
There were few at the scene, but the all agreed
that the slayer who ran, looked a lot like me.

The judge said son what is your alibi.
If you were somewhere else, then you won't have to die.
I spoke not a word, thou it met my life.
For I'd been in the arms of my best friends wife

Chorus:

She walks these hill.
In a long black veil.
She visits my grave
When the night winds wail.
Nobody knows, nobody sees.
Nobody knows but me

Oh the scaffold is high and eternity's near.
She stood in the crowd and shed not a tear.
But late at night, when the north wind blows.
In a long black veil, she cries o're my bones.



George Jones

White Lightin'
well in North Carolina way back in the hills
lived my ol' pappy and he had him a still
he brewed white lightning till the sun went down
then he'd fill him a jug and he'd pass it around
mighty mighty pleasing pappy's corn squezing
shhhhhhh "WHITE LIGHTNING"

chours

well the g-men t-men revenures to
searchin' for the place were he made his brew
they were lookin' tryn' to book him
ooooo "WHITE LIGHTNING"

i asked my ol' pappy why he called his brew
white lightning stead' of mountain dew
i took one sip and right away i knew as
my eyes bugged out and my face turned blue
lightning started flashin' thunder started crashing
oooooooo "WHITE LIGHTNING"

chours

well the g-men t-men revanures too searching
for the place were he made his brew
they were lookin' tryn' too book him
ooooooo "WHITE LIGHTNING"

well a city slicker came and he said
im tough i think i wanna taste that
powerfull stuff he took one swift slug
and he drank it right down and i
heard him moaning as he hit the ground
mighty mighty pleasin'your pappys corn squezin'
ooooooo "WHITE LIGHTNING"

chours

well the g-men t-men revanuers too
searchin' for the place were he made his brew
they were lookin' tryin' to book him but my
pappy kept a cookin' ooooooo "WHITE LIGHTNING"



Hank Willams Sr.

cold cold heart
I try so hard, my dear, to show that youre my every dream
Yet, youre afraid each thing I do is just some evil scheme
A memory from your lonesome past, keeps us so far apart
Why cant I free your doubtful mind and melt your cold, cold heart

Another love before my time, made your heart sad and blue
And so my heart is paying now, for things I didnt do
In anger unkind words are said, that makes the teardrops start
Why cant I free your doubtful mind and melt your cold, cold heart

Youll never know how much it hurts to see you set and cry
You know you need and want my love, yet your afraid to try
Why do you run and hide from life, to try it just aint smart
Why cant I free your doubtful mind and melt your cold, cold heart

There was a time when I believed that you belong to me
But now I know your heart is shackled to a memory
The more I learn to care for you the more we drift apart
Why cant I free your doubtful mind and melt your cold, cold heart



Ray Charles

Cry
Lyrics:
If your sweetheart, sends a letter, of goodbye
It's no secret, you'll feel better, if you cry
When wakened, from a bad dream, don't you sometimes think it's real
Well it's only, false emotion, that you feel

If your heartaches, seems to hang around, too long
And your blues, keep getting blue-er, with each song
Remember, sunshine can be found, behind a cloudy sky
So let your hair down now, and baby go on and cry

(If your heartaches seem to hang around too long)
(And your blues keep getting blue-er with each song)
Well remember, sunshine can be found, behind a cloudy sky
Why don't you let your hair down now, baby go on and cry

I said let your hair down, baby go on and cry.



B.B King

Blues at Midnight
When that midnight hour went chiming,
I was in my room alone
Yes, when that midnight hour went chiming,
I was in my room alone
Yes, and when I came home this evening,
I found my baby gone

Oh, I laid my head on my pillow,
I gazed up at the stars up above
Yes, I laid my head on my pillow,
Yes, lookin’ up at the stars above
I tell you it’s a miserable feeling,
Oh, when you lose the one you love

Oh, I get the blues at midnight,
Oh there’s one thing I can’t describe
Oh, I get the blues at midnight,
Oh there’s one thing I can’t describe
Yes, and when you look at your baby’s picture
Oh, the tears will come from your eyes



Della Reese

Walk With You
When you walk down the road
Heavy burden, heavy load
I will rise and I will walk with you

When you walk through the night
And you feel like you wanna just give up, give up, give up on the fight
I will come and I will walk with you

Walk with you
Until the sun don't even shine
Walk with you
I'll be there all the time
I tell you I'll walk with you
See you through

When you walk from this place
And you gotta go to meet Him face to face
Take my hand and I will walk with you

Oh, oh walk with you
Till the clouds fade away
I tell you I 'll walk with you
Each and every day
Oh yes I'll walk with you

Oh, oh oh when nobody cares
I'll be right there by your side
If all your hope is lost
I'm the one that's gonna help you see the light
Just look into my eyes
Please know you're not alone
I'm here, I'm here by your side

Walk with you
Walk with you
Walk with you
I'll be there all the time, I'm gonna walk with you
Walk with you
I'll be there until the clouds just fade away
Walk with you
I'll be there every day, every day, every day, every day
Walk with you
I'll be with you all the while
Walk with you
Be right there through the longest mile

Walk with you
I will walk with you yes I will, yes I will, yes I will, I will
Walk with you
I will walk with you
I tell you I'll be there and I will
Walk with you
Believe me I'll be there and I'll walk with you, yes I will