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I'm hidden' in the scream

When the virgin dies

I'm the ache in the belly

When your baby cries

And i'm the burning sensation

When the convict fries



And i'm the compound fracture

In the twisted car

And i'm the lines on the face

Of the tramp at the bar

And i'm the reds by the bed

Of the suicide star



I'm the holes in your arm

When you're feelin' the shakes

I'm the lump on your head

When you step on the rake



I'm the salt in the sweat

On the cuts of slaves

I was the wound in the side

While Jesus prayed

I was the filthiest word

At the vandalized grave



Yes, I'm Pain

I'm just Pain

Dear old Pain

I'm your Pain



It's a compliment to me

To hear you screamin' through out the night

All night

What was before. No longer the same.



Feelings that grew. Now tattered and torn.



Try to hold on. Though it may be in vain.



Is all that is left? The two that were born.





Over a decade lying on the brink.



Up and down, good and bad, nothing need be changed.



Promises kept, yet lost in a blink.



No apologies, it has all been arranged.







Things they wither and things they die.



From out of the rubble new things rise.



To many tears have been shed, no more to cry.



Wipe away the pain. Dry your eyes.







Out of the ashes breathes new life.



A will to go on is all you need.



Wounds will heal. From the proverbial knife.



Close the door; turn out the light, together we bleed.

One by one

These bloody tears

Fall from eyes

That used to be so wise

But now I know

That I could never know

If I had the prize

Of the love shown in your eyes



One by one

The silver strands

That keep me together

Are coming apart

And now I see

I can never be

Where I used to be

Safe in your heart



One by one

All the lies I told

Myself to keep me here

Are falling away

Now only the painful

Memories of what I did

Push me away

At the end of the day



One by one

All of the flowers

That I gave to you

To show you I care

Now have lost

All of the petals

Wilted and faded

Leaving them bare



One by one

All the years that we've travelled

Side by side

Are coming unravelled

Ashes to ashes

I'll never forget you

Dust to Dust

I still love you

CHILD ABUSE



My name is Sarah

I am but three,

My eyes are swollen

I cannot see.



I must be stupid

I must be bad,

What else could have made

My daddy so mad?



I wish I were better

I wish I weren't ugly,

Then maybe my mommy

Would still want to hug me.



I can't speak at all

I can't do a wrong

Or else I'm locked up

All the day long.



When I awake

I'm all alone

The house is dark

My folks aren't home.



When my mommy does come

I'll try and be nice,

So maybe I'll get just

One whipping tonight.



Don't make a sound!

I just heard a car.

My daddy is back

From Charlie's Bar.



I hear him curse

My name he calls

I press myself

Against the wall.



I try and hide

From his evil eyes

I'm so afraid now

I'm starting to cry.



He finds me weeping

He shouts ugly words,

He says its my fault.

That he suffers at work.



He slaps me and hits me

And yells at me more,

I finally get free

And I run for the door.



He's already locked it

And I start to bawl,

He takes me and throws me

Against the hard wall.



I fall to the floor

With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues

With more bad words spoken.



"I'm sorry!", I scream

But its now much too late

His face has been twisted

Into unimaginable hate.



The hurt and the pain

Again and again

Oh please God, have mercy!

Oh please let it end!



And he finally stops

And heads for the door,

While I lay there motionless

Sprawled on the floor.



My name is Sarah

And I am but three,

Tonight my daddy

Murdered me.



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