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Great.

Just great.

My mom is drunk, AGAIN, and nothing good ever happens when she's drunk. Last time she had drank too much alcohol - about a week ago - she was arrested for attacking a neighbours house.

She's just.. ugh... hard to handle like this...

And she yells so much.. fucking hell...

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MordrakusxMortalitas
22:02 Mar 30 2017

I recommend getting yourself a tranq gun or a taser. Next time she she decides to rampage....fire away, the rest of your night should be peaceful.

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PorcelainLavender
22:30 Mar 30 2017

*laughs softly*

Well, that certainly would help.

Thank you for such a bizarrely humorous suggestion, it somewhat cheered me up.

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BatsInTheBelphry
23:57 Mar 30 2017

duct tape works wonders too...or as Ive heard some english women in the past call it "stalker tape" ...lol

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BrokenCrown
22:50 Apr 01 2017

Darling Lace, I love you... You have so much potential. Follow your heart... and your instinct. Create your own world away from all that brings you down My Dear.

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PorcelainLavender
13:21 Apr 02 2017

I love you too, my dearest Mother. I shall try my best too, though I do admit in needing to reign in my emotions when such situations occur.. however, I aspire to learn and adapt; rise about all that hinders me.

Thank you for your kindly wise words, M'lady.

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...For any late replies to messages and for my flux of activity/inactivity upon the site, since my sleep schedule is rather...

Well, "in shambles" seems to define my current sleep situation well enough.

I assure you that I will reply whenever possible, so please refrain from spamming my inbox.



Thank you for reading.



I hope you have a nice day and take care!

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xXLittleRedXx
21:45 Mar 15 2017

:^: please be safe Onee-san!

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Boredom is vile, yet cannot be helped when there's a lack of mental stimulation at 2/3am...



Then again, times like these often give way to remembering fonder times.



Like a couple years ago, sneaking out with such a handsome boy.. his lovely chocolate hues and his messy curls, that one lock of silver hair always adding to his peculiar unique charm.



His lips...



Under a starless sky, or a moon glowing canopy of darkness - we would roam where ever our curiosity lead us, talk about anything and everything, he would.. make me feel brave by his side and alive in the shadows of rooftops or abandoned buildings.

That boy.. he has many names, ones which bookmark a change to himself, an affinity... but I recall each name, I hold them in my heart with respect...



He left town, one day.

So I don't see my boy too often anymore...

I miss him, I really do.. although I shan't tell him that, because I think he already knows.

So, he visits town when he can and makes time to see me, welcoming my company before claiming and cherishing me in the shadows once more...

Bless his umbra heart.

I hope my darling is well.

I am not perfection.. nor do I perceive myself as such. My insecurities are not me mourning my lack of perfection because the concept itself is fake to me - there is not such thing as true perfection, no matter how well-formed or romantic a person wishes to be regarding the concept...



It is me seeing my flaws amplified greatly by fear and weakness, far more obvious to my eyes than what is passively ignored...



I will not explain in full detail what my insecurities consist of, since there are very few on this site that I trust...



I just needed to vent into my Journal, so pardon me.

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DayWalker90
15:07 Apr 03 2017

All of us need to vent. I know the feeling of feeling imperfect all too well. When I was in school and college I was always portrayed as the outcast. Even nowadays its hard to accept being accented. Just know. You are a l cool unique human being and you should never stop being yourself no matter what.

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It's always disappointing when a friend wishes for my company and invites me over, only to cancel on me for another one of their friends.

Well, that's rather impolite.



Oh well.



I shan't be so sweet and pleasant to them next time.

So, I woke up shortly after 1pm and was hit by a large wave of boredom.

When struck by boredom, I am prone to do silly things for the sake of entertaining myself.. or just doing stuff because I can.

So, I applied for a modelling job because the advert was just there over one of my blogs.



So now, I'm just processing what I've done.

Oh good grief...

Merry meet, friends.



Okay, so I'll get to the point.

I recently found a competition for DnD (Dungeons and Dragons) items that equate to $138 in value, which is incredible from my british veiwpoint - since finding decent DnD equipment that isn't overpriced or low quality is difficult.



So... I need a little help.



Basically, there is a link that helps you get extra entries through referral points.



This is my link:

https://wn.nr/42FGWH



and by clicking the link above then signing up for the newsletter (you needn't do anything else after that), I get +10 entries that'll help me win!

There will be at least 3 winners, so I'm really hoping to be one of them.



Thank you everyone who offers their help, I highly appreciate it!! 💕

Blessed Be. )O(

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Necromance
17:17 Mar 09 2017

done and done Hope it helped you out some

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PorcelainLavender
17:27 Mar 09 2017

thank you so much!

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