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16 entries this month
WoOp wOop!
16:40 Sep 27 2005
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I just got the newest version of Photoshop!!! If you liked my pics before, just wait till I master photoshop! I'm so excited! ^_^
19:58 Sep 23 2005
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I must say that this year has turned out to be most excellent. So many great things have happened, and less bad things...and there's still 3 more months left in this year, and one of them includes my Birthday HELL FUCKING YEA! In a little more then a month it's gunna be my special day I'm so excited! :D
I'm glad I can look back on this year and smile, more then frown or get depressed. I think back and it puts a huge grin on this face, and that makes me happy...
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My weekend
19:08 Sep 18 2005
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It was awesome, Friday was definetly better then Saturday's show. Dope had to leave early as hell to go to Boston that night :( but at least I got to say good-bye and get a big hug from Edsel and I got my ring back (how lucky for a change) They'll be back in Ohio again, as long as it's no longer then a 3 month wait it'll be all good. At least on Friday I had the most awesome sex ever!!! LMAO ^_^ It feels good to be bad...the next show will be a good one indeed, I can't wait!
I ♥ Spanking! >;)
WOOOOO!
11:47 Sep 17 2005
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Yea buddy I just had an awesome fuckin time!!! The show was awesome, I got pictures, and I was all access! :D This was probably one of the most fun shows I've been to in a while, I love Dope and Mushroomhead so much! They're both playing again tomarrow and the drive is less then 2 hours away this time, so it'll be less of a tiring drive that ruins your buzz. It's not like it mattered thought I still got drunk! :P
Can't wait for tomarrow's shows, there shall be new pics!
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Counting down -2 days remain02:04 Sep 16 2005
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It's almost here, the day I've been waiting for for about one and a half months! I'm so excited...I'm bringin my videocamera. I'm gunna make an attempt to record the mosh from a mosher's point of view...sorta. Some places just don't care about camera's and such. This is gunna be at the place where the G.O.T.J happens, so I'm assuming it won't be a problem not for me at least! ;) I'm gunna tape as much of concert footage and other crazy concert shit from now on, I'm calling it "The diary of a concert junkie" This is gunna be so much fun I can't wait, not just for the video, but I also get to see Edsel's sexy self that is a treat all on its own hehe ;)
9/17 --It's on for sure!!! 
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Stupidity
17:31 Sep 13 2005
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I hate stupid people they give me headaches!!!!! I have no sympathy for stupid people...
So I made a plan, let's lure a bunch of stupid people together, trap em in a box, and toss em off a cliff! >:D
Little kids...
17:18 Sep 13 2005
Times Read: 779
LoL some little punk kid decided to send me a message today. They told me I was a fat ugly bitch o.O I'm like anywhere from 98-101lbs normally, if I'm fat then the whole fuckin world must be obeast haha! As for the ugly bitch part, I'm not ugly I know it i don't see myself as ugly, but infact very sexy. I'm sure there are a ton of people who would agree, included my #1 favorite...Edsel! :D As for bitch well that's the only thing the little twirp got right about me, I am one badass bitch! I'm not one to be fucked with, which is why I'm not pissed off about this. in real life the stupid cunt wouldn't have enough balls to even look me in my eyes, I'm will knock your ass out if offended or pissed off!!! Well anyhoo I just thought that this little situation was funny and thought I'd share it LoL...
Little punks like the one from today, are the reason why I hate little kids so much. But I feel I'm not alone on this one, I know a few other VR members that dispies little kids too hehe >:)
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4 more days!!!
Kinda disappointed
03:39 Sep 13 2005
Times Read: 785
Hmm talk about some drama last night! I drive an hour away from home to see Dope play, and they didn't even play! o.O Something bad happend, and I can't give any details but w.e the fuck it was that happend definetly was not good! I almost left the concert, but then I thought to myself...what kinda shroom fan am I if I just leave? Not a very loyal one so I decided to stay, and it was worth it for more then one reason ;) Althought I've temporaily lost a friend, because of something that happend last night...but that's guys and their stupid insecure, petty jealousy...bleh I don't need it so fuck him for now! >:0
Well i have to wait a few more days until I can see Dope again on the 17th, but you can definetly count on me going! I know for god damn sure that something awesome is gunna happen that night. My dream that I had before really did predict what was gunna happen...I can't wait for it to finally actually happen! I'll be be counting the few days left until the show...
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5 more days!!!
Finally!
21:47 Sep 11 2005
Times Read: 792
Today's the day, the Dope show is finally here!!!! I'm really excited even thought I'm probably gunna look retarded. I hate when I make plans with me and they don't come throught...nothing pisses me off more then when someone fucks up my plans!!! >:0 So as you can tell I'm just a tad bit pissed off. I have to do my own hair now (which is fuckin impossible) and it takes forever is a pain in the ass, and it never comes out lookin very good when I do it. I can't reach the fuckin back of my head and usually miss spots...I just wanted to look perfect tonight. =/
At least Edsel seems to like me no matter how I look. :) But I still like to try to be as perfect looking as possible, not just for him but also myself. When I look good I feel good, when I feel good I'm more friendly and social. I'll try my best to do my hair and look awesome tonight, and to get wasted too! :P
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Counting down--The last day
00:31 Sep 11 2005
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Tomarrow Dope will be here in OH! I haven't really been paying attention to how much longer it was till the show! Well I'm excited and I can't wait to see them again, my heart is racing only 1 more day till I see Edsel again!!! *drools* he's delicous :D
Man what am I gunna wear...?
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Counting down --6 days to go...
02:28 Sep 07 2005
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I'm in a good mood today...I finally got some herbals again and smoked. It had been 2 days since I smoked a bowl, I get kinda cranky and a little bitchy when I don't smoke O_o
Well the show is in only 5 more days!! I'm so exctied, I haven't seen dope or Shroom since July. I have a feeling that the show on the 16th is gunna rock my socks off!!!! That's the show I am truely excited over...for some reason I have a feeling something really awesome is gunna happen, don't know what but I have a feeling deep inside of me great things are coming to me...
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5 more days!!!!!
05:38 Sep 04 2005
Times Read: 847
I really haven't been paying much attention to this upcoming Dope show...hell it's in a week now!!! Finally something good is gunna happen, and then afer that another show is in 12 days! ^_^
Well I hope I get better by then, I feel a little ill. My back is killing me and my head feels like it weights 20lbs! O_o I normally don' get sick very often, and when I do it's usually only from a day or two to at most a week. I should be just fine next week when Shroom and Dope come back to OH again...hopefully. I wanna mosh I've got anger to get out! What better way to do it then by pushing, and knocking down random people that get thrown into you? LoL I love knocking down big guys, it's like haha you got knocked down by a girl...I may be cute and little, but I am vicous, and pack a punch! >;) Man I am so excited!!! ^_^
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Grrr!
06:08 Sep 03 2005
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I hate bitches! Jealous nasty little sluts! >:0
I am so sick of this bullshit...
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whatever
03:28 Sep 03 2005
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I can't believe some people, getting so wraped up in fantasy. Some people on here seriously think they're vampires, and need blood to survive. What a joke! :D
Real life...and fantasy two very diffrent things that need to be seperated. If you can't do that you need to be locked up in the looney bin!
09:51 Sep 02 2005
Times Read: 868
A few words have been running through my head...To have, and to hold...
Repeating those words to myself, almost makes me wanna cry, cause when I think about it...who do I have and to hold, and who has me? No one...and it's because I refuse to settle for less then what I want! I'd been settling for less and ended up feeling regret later on, and regret is such a terrible feeling. =/ I refuse to settle for less, after all the bullshit I've been throught I know I deserve better! When will someone worthy step forward and ease this loneliness, and appreciate me for me? (btw I'm not talking about marriage)
To have, and to hold...
Wow
17:17 Sep 01 2005
Times Read: 882
Holy shit I can't believe it's already September!! The Dope show's are in about 2 weeks I'm so excited! And let's not forget the Mushroomhead Halloween show too!My B-day is also in 2 more months woot woot! I am so excited for what's ahead of me.
*does the happy dance*
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10 more days!!!!!
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