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Quote: Dattebayo!!!
- Welcome to DivineInfectioN's profile -
Current profile music: Gazette: The Murder's T.V
DON'T STAMP ME
Please read and respect these few things!
A couple requests before you read on...
1. please check out my portfolio
2. Read my journal
3. Don't leave any perverted comments!
4. If you're on myspace come check me out LiliHawaii.com
5. DO NOT BITE ME WITH A CUSTOMIZED ONE TO OVERRIDE THAT I HAVE BLOCKED BITING!
-Thanks
~ The introduction ~
So you've managed to scroll down this far actually. I'm glad you're reading this still! So I'm going to give everyone an insight to who exactly DivineInfection is! ^_^
- A little about me -
Name:LiLi
Nickname: 
Stats: I am single because I choose this, please do not attempt to change that. I will make an ass out of you!
Occupation: Model/Student
Hobbies: I love to write poetry, music, photography, writing lyrics and stories, Videogames, concerts, moshing, modeling, collecting bongs.
Music:
(216)
GazettE
Girugamesh
D'espairsRay
Alice Nine
Mushroomhead
dope
NIN
old Manson
Genitortures
MSI
Dead Star Assembly
Cradle Of Filth
Psyclon Nine
ICP
Twiztid
Rob/White Zombie,
Slutbox
Ventana
10,000 cadillacs (off the rip!)
DFD,
Alter Boys
Coal Chamber,
The Cure
Guns n Roses.
Led Zeppelin
Snoop Dogg
Static-X
But emo boys are totally HOTT!
- German Pride
Ich bin kein dummkopf, Ich bin deutsch!
I really love music
* Pinky's Sexy Muscians section *
my favorite band, cleveland baby!
J-MANN the old singer of MH
Nero Bellum of Psyclon Nine (he makes my panties wet!)
very sexy yes!
Old school shroom
This is current MH with new singer Waylon...yummy! ;)
Likes:
Anime, japanese guysConcerts, music, videogames, poetry, literature, art, Rockstars, moshing, crowd surfing, photography, BDSM, Sharks, Dinosaurs, girls, friends, long hair, makeup on guys, good food! Peaceful days, rain, thunderstorms, fire
, the ocean, vampires, Europeans, Germany, doing good things for people,
Dislikes:
Stupid people, rap wiggers, racist biggots, sunny days, Slipknot!(they suck so much) emo ppl cold weather, winter, christmas, flowers, liers, broken hearts, country, being sick, the government, being abandon, perverts, most guys, short hair, arrogance, immaturity, and most definetly people who smell, people who send me a billion messeges a day, people who downrate just for fun, jealousy, skany ho's with no self respect!!!
This could go on and on...
center>Random stuff...
Height:5.4 - Shortness rocks! ^_^
Weight:101.-107 lbs
Eyes:Dark brown almost black
Hair:Light brownish-blonde and it' at my shoulders in the front, and it touches past my shoulders in the back! :D
I' have 3 tattoos a Mushroomhead face a pentagram, and (216). I've also got my belly button pierced. I'm naturally tan, or as I like to call it "lightly toasted" I am described as exotic, and mysterious. Just go to my portfolio to see! ^_^
I dont know what more to say about me excpet for some more random shit. I'm a wild and crazy person, I love to party and have as much fun as possible. Life is too short and we only have one so I say make the best outta life while you still can. Of course there is more to life then parties and having fun all the time. There is a time and place for seriousness and just the opposite.
I enjoy videogames a hell of a lot more then the average girl. I think i'm the videogame queen he he. Im a huge fan of the RPG's especially Final Fantasy. They usually make really sexy main charecters lol. Um besides that i really love literature. Im a poet and you can deifnetly an artist! I love art and music, they are my passion, I'm also into modeling and, and photo editing. I love the night and darkness I find it to be peaceful and soothing, it brings out a different mood in me. I'm on this site in hopes to meet people who are different from but at the same time like me, who live near or close to me. I'm always open to talk with new people as long as the conversation remains intelligent. I hate annoying stupid ignorant people, I get a lot of those types bothering me often. If you aggitate me I will block you so choose your words wisley my friend!
- Videogames I love and play -
Tales of Symphonia, Legendia, and Abyss
The Castlevania series
The FF (Final Fantasy) series excpet X2
Big Red (Red 13) from FF7
Black Mage# 3 from FF9
The Legend of Zelda series!!! I love Link he's a hottie! ;-)
GTA 3 Vice City and San Andreas
Devil May Cry series can't wait for 4!
Tekken series
Devil from Tekken 2, he's kool!
Resident Evil series
Tomb Raider
God of War
Naruto Clash of Ninja
Bleach Shattered Blade
I'm a huge fan of NES and SNES games too, but there's way too many too list...
- Some more blah blah about me...
I can sometimes come off as a huge bitch, I'm usually a mean person cause I don't like to be bothered by annoying perverted morons! There are people I'm nice to like my friends and the people close to me. People who were able to get past my differences and give me a chance, and all that have done that for me I truely love you guys! ♥
Update!!! - 1/29/06
Within the time that I have been gone from the rave up until recently, a lot about myself has changed. I am the same girl I was before, just improved! I feel like a new person on the inside thought. See I finally realize and know that at heart I am truely a good person. It's not about looks, or money, how much skin you show or don't in your pictures, or about how famous you are! It's about being true to yourself, loving yourself for the person that you are! There's been a person inside of me, that was hiding in the dark for a long time. A more loving, kinder, less selfish, grown up, mature person hide within me. I had been to angry and hurt to let this better person out of me. Finally one day, while I was spending time with my mom something changed inside of me. I finally understood all the things that I never did, and everything started making sense to me! All the lies, and fucked up things that happend to me through out life so far. I'd been so angry with my mom for the last few years, because so much was being misunderstood. I sat down with her, and we cleared all the confuesion up. It was at this time I realized what a rotten, terrible, and hurtful person I was to the people I love. I cried I felt so bad for some of the awful things I've done to my family. Instead of helping out and making things a little easier, I only made it harder...
Now however things are different, and so am I! I love my mother more then I ever have, for she is the most beautiful, and loving person I have ever had the pleasure to know. She is the most important person to me, and I will always be there for her no matter what! Same with my little sisters. They look up to me, I'm the big sister, and it's about time I started to be a good one. Being able to unconditonally, and unselfishly love is the greatest feeling I've ever felt! I have become a better person on the inside, and it is a most rewarding feeling. I am truely happy now...
Update 11/27/06
Well I recently just moved back to Cleveland from a boring small ass town, called Mount Vernon Ohio. I was there for about 3 months where I had no computer, and no access to the internet! Being away from VR really sucks, but unfortunetly there was nothing I could do. So I found out when I went to that Dope concert on July 28th that I couldn't have the man I really wanted, for some strange reason I wasn't as heart broken as I thought I'd be. I decided to spend a week in Mount Vernon and visit my family there and my friends too. Somehow I ended up not leaving that town and having a boyfriend?! o.O I was happy there throught out the remaining months in summer, but when the fall hit me I realized how much I missed everything in Cleveland...
My lame ass boyfriend ended up getting a decent job, but he had to work 3rd shift which took away from seeing eachother on weekdays pretty much. It was after that when he began not trusting me and suspecting me of cheating, and it's not like he had a real reason to expect my ex not giving up on getting back together with me. I didn't want my ex thought so wtf was my boyfriend's problem you ask...insecurity that's what. He was insecure about his looks, and thought just because I could have anyone I wanted, that I'd sleep with just anyone! Pretty fucked up logic don't you think? So anyhoo out realtionship started going down hill, he didn't put effort into us anymore. When he would get angry or upset he'd take his anger out on me always, even if it wasn't me who caused it!
I was getting extremly home sick, and I was getting fed up with my good for nothing cheap ass boyfriend. He wasn't even that good looking, I'm not quite sure what I seen in him. I think I was just trying to cover up my hurt and feelings that still remained from Edsel. Mushroomhead's Halloween show came around, so I decided to stay with my family at the house I used to live at. The concert weekend passed and I felt this longing feeling inside me that wanted to stay for a little bit longer. I ended up staying for two weeks and not wanting to stay with my boyfriend and go back to Mount Vernon. However I went back broke up with my boyfriend, got all of my belongings that I had, and was ready to get the fuck out of that town I had ENOUGH!
I moved back to Cleveland, and after 3 long months of hell I am back and here to stay! ^_^
- Update 12/13/07 -
The year of 2007 has had to probably be the worst year in my life so far! In the middle of spring I went back to live in that horrible little town Mount Vernon again! -_- It was either there or in a small town in PA with my grandma, so that I could go to school and work close to home. I really didn't like either of my choices, but I went with Mt. Vernon instead because I wasn't as lonely over there. I knew people and made friends so I guess I felt comfortable there. I always liked going to stay over there, the whole small little town thing was peaceful compared to the city. However I ended up living in that small town again for 4 long months. It wasn't too bad at first, I went to a great dentist and got my awful teeth fixed. I found a job after 2 months so I was working, I made a bunch of new friends younger and older. I was having a lot of fun especially when my little sister came to visit me, that was the highlight of the summer for me.
However all things were not going well. My cousin was like a control freak, he wanted me to do all these things his way. No one would ever listen to me and how I felt, it was just always what I should do. Everyone was so uptight and always on my case about any little thing they could find to bitch about! Everyone treated me differnt from when I lived there the previous summer, and not in a better way. They treated me more like a little kid who was stupid! On top of that I started being treated much differently then when I fisrt arrived. It was like no one wanted me to be there anymore, especially if I am not going to do things the way everyone else wanted. To make it all worse in the very begining of August, it was as if all my friends just disappeared into thin air! No one called me anymore no one barely came over to hang out. I was most upset about Tyler because I had really begun to like him, but then he just vanishes and doesn't even have balls to tell me wtf is going on! I don't know why everyone just vanished, but I also didn't care anymore. By this time I was sick of this town, sick of the people, sick of being alone, and I was constantly depressed. My cousin was attracted to me in a sexual manor (ew) my friends stopped talking to me, I lost my job, and I was very sad. I figured that was enough and left my piece of shit car, and memories of anyone from that town behind me...
I belong here in the city and that is where I'm going to stay!
♥ ...This is just a little somethin about me gettin over a broken heart... ♥
After all this pain you put me through
I gathered all the strength and broke away
from the evil little games you played with my heart
and a maze I was lost in, I was lost in your love
but nomore shall I fall victim, my heart is mine!
I took my heart back from you,
and nestled it into the empty space
where my heart that never knew love
once used to be...
I LOVE this song!
After Dark by: Asian kung-fu Generation
SENAKA NO KAGE GA NOBIKIRU SONO AIMA NI NIGERU
HAGARE OCHITA HANA NI MO KIDUKA ZUNI TOBOU
MACHIKADO AMAI NIOI RYUUSEN TOOKU MUKOU KARA
DOKO KADE KIITA YOU NA NAKI KOE
YOKAZE GA HAUBU WAI KIBOU NOSETE
DOKO MADE IKERU KA?
SORE WO KOBAMU YOU NI SEKAI WA YURETE
SUBETE WO UBAU SA
YUME NARA SAMETA DAKEDO BOKURA WA
MADA NANIMO SHITE INAI SUSUME
MAHIRU NO TAIDA WO TACHIKIRU YOU NA SOBURI DE UKABU
UMARE OCHITA KUMO MADE MIOROSU YOU NI TOBOU
MACHIKADO CHI NO NIOI YUUSEN TOOKU MUKOU KARA
DOKO KADE KIITA YOU NA NAKI KOE
DORODORO NAGERURU FUKAKU AKAI
TSUKIGA ARAWARETE FURARERU ROSAI
DETARAME NA HIBI WO TACHI KIRITAI
NANI KUWANUKAO DE OWARANU YOUNI
YOKAZE GA HAOBU WAI KIBOU NOSETE
DOKO MADE IKERU KA?
SORE WO KOBAMU YOU NI SEKAI WA YURETE
SUBETE WO UBAU SA
YUME NARA SAMETA DAKEDO BOKURA WA
MADA NANIMO SHITE INAI SUSUME
A picture from one of my newest set -Ice Princess Lili
Of course I had to edit it to make it appropriate for here.
If you are a model, photographer, makeup artist, or a web/graphic designer and would like to see my portfolio, I have an account on Model Mayhem.
modelmayhem.com/lilihawaii
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