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Give up
06:12 Jun 30 2006
Times Read: 745
I give up today luck is definetly not on my side. Have you ever been accused of something you weren't guilty of? No matter how I tried to convince, no matter that I was telling the truth she won't believe a word I say! I'm not fucking guilty god damn it, and it hurts me to think that she could even think I could ever do such a thing! Does she really think I am that kind of person, how could she? It hurts me deeply, to accuse and discard my feelings! She doesn't even stop to think how this is making me feel, I can't wait until she realizes that I am innocent. She really cut me deep this time, and I'm not sure I can forgive her for this one. This accuzation has gone too far!
I don't ever know if we'll be the same again...
Late update!
17:25 Jun 25 2006
Times Read: 756
Sorry it took so long for me to get back on this one, I forgot to write about the concerts last week. Shame on me! The first one on the 17th sucked, I missed Dope play. When I talked to Edsel at the second show, he said they played really well the day I missed them...grrr! I think Fat Chris purposly wanted to make me miss them playing. At least they had a show on Monday, althought this place was about 3 hours away from Cleveland! o.O I love those guys thought, so I had to go see them. Plus I wanted to find out all the answers to my questions, and I did too! The results from my conslusion are good. Btw did I mention that Edsel is super fucking sexy! No matter if he was sick he still looked delicous.
I finally got to see Makeshit Romeo play for the first time. They're actually pretty good, and Edsel was amazing on the drums! I was impressed. Yea the 2nd show was definetly better haha cause I actually got to see Dope play this time. That and I got drunken, it'd been a while since I drank before that. Too long infact I like getting drunk and making fun of the band sluts lmao! :D
August 11th baby that's the next Dope show, and of course yes I am going to go!
I love Dope! ♥
Reached my coven's goal!
22:29 Jun 24 2006
Times Read: 761
Well we finally did it, my coven has finally passed up my old house Lunazure!!!! This is a major achievement for me and my members to have finally done it. Here is my coven's stats as of a few minuests ago!
Members: 21
Standing: 7 of 17
Ratings Score: 2.87714
Status Score: 2.07537
Favor Score: 0.2487
Total Score: 5.20121
Average Rating of Members: 8.719
Average Status Level of Members: 18.238
The countdown closes in!
18:35 Jun 15 2006
Times Read: 773
Ok so now there are offically 2 days left until Dope comes! I'm so excited I haven't seent them in 6 months, and now they're only two days away from Cleveland! I still don't have any idea of what I want to wear, I just found out it'll be 90 degree's that's so hot! I really want to wear my new boots, but with weather that hot I think I'll need sandals. Of course not any of my 6" stuff LoL. Definetly don't want to have to get carried again, because my feet hurt so bad from walking...wait a minuet yes I do! just without the feet hurting part, I only weigh 95lbs its not hard to carry me. :P I have a good feeling about Saturday, because even if things go wrong...I will be strong and shrug it off. I'm not one to dwell on unimportant bullshit, like some loser who doesn't know what he's missing. If that's the case fuck him, I don't need him and I'm too good for his sorry ass!
Yea so I like this guy I'm not freaky obssesive over him like most chicks are. Big deal he's in a band, doesn't mean he's better, or godly just because he's sexier then most guys are. So he's in a band, that don't make him anymore of a person then everyone else. Musican's are people not objects! People treat them like they aren't even people, but not me I'm not that way. In my eyes he's just a super sexy s.o.b, and I want him! You can think what you want of it, I don't care. The only opinions that matter to me now, are mine and his!
So anyhoo two more days to go, I have a good feeling about it. I hope I am right...
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Coven update!
20:02 Jun 13 2006
Times Read: 778
We are rising and so close to completing my goal! Here is our stats as of today 3:01pm!
Members: 17
Standing: 8 of 16
Ratings Score: 2.81813
Status Score: 1.96795
Favor Score: 0.22849
Total Score: 5.01457
Average Rating of Members: 8.54
Average Status Level of Members: 17.294
Rock out! ^.^
promoting the summer of sin tour!00:36 Jun 08 2006
Times Read: 783
Click on this banner to check out tour dates and other dope info!
These guys rock don't miss them in your state!
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Summer preperation
17:41 Jun 01 2006
Times Read: 789
Well today is the first day of June, the month of holyness. The month where I will finally find out all the answers I've been searching for. Sixteen days left to be exact, oh I cannot wait June is finally here! All the concerts I've been waiting for, the summer heat the sweet smell of humidity. I love it all, and I can't wait to strut my stuff at this next concert at the Scene! I'm going to have all the guys looking at me again this year, only minus the 6 inch sandals...that was a terrible idea. I still remember how bad my feet hurt at the end of the day.
However things may not be so sweet for me this year around. Like I said I'm finding out all the answers to questions I've been asking for over 2 years now. It could be good, or it could go horribly wrong. My heart might get broken this time...but it's a risk I must take to find out the truth. Sometimes I think back on all of my memories with him, and I'm positive everything will work out. As of lately I am not sure anymore thougth, someone might be in the way...but actions speak louder then words. His actions tell me that he cares, but now I really find out if it's true. Now it's time for words, the serious kind that determine if he is a boy or man.
Either way I'm planning on looking stunning, and no matter what I'm going to enjoy both concerts. I am ready for whatever may happen this summer, I say BRING IT ON!
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