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In about a week or so i'll have been single for 11 months!!! I know i really dont like people and all, but being single for 11 fuckin months is RIDICULOUS! I'm tired of being alone, im tired of not having someone to care about, i'm tired of not being cared about. Im so lonely, i've always been. Life hasn't been easy lately either...but still i continue day by day, alone. :-( I wonder if i'll become unsingle...maybe one day. Till then i gotta suck it up and deal! Ya know the worst part about it, is that like everyone has someone now i always see couples together, and think why can't that be me?...maybe this is some sort of punishment, maybe i deserve this? I dunno how though my heart is the one that got broken if anything that Asshole should be feeling what i am! I grrrrrr him!...and i grrr love for being so cruel to me