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12 entries this month
12:43 Aug 29 2008
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Wow luck just took a huge shit on me! Harvest Moon was supposed to come out this week and now won't be coming out until September 17th! Not just that but I have been crushed, again someone I liked lies to me. Why do people have to lie to me I'm not stupid and I will gladly take your truth, though it may be hurtful I would much rather here that then a lie!
Seriously I am done over here with american men you all bore me and disappoint me. I find very few of you to be attractive the only ones that are, are all rockstars and you can't date men like them. Trust me I tried that one already, I'm just bored and fed up with the same things about men in this country. I'm going to move to Japan and find myself a goregous japanese guy. I love asian men they are fucking delicious much better looking then the guys over here.
I give myself until 2010 to finish learning the japanese language, because there is no way I'm going over there without being able to communicate. I think I'll be done by summer 2009, but it never hurts to give myself extra. Who knows my modeling could end up keeping too busy to study so yea better safe then sorry. I can't wait to say good-bye to this country and the ignorant people in it. Honestly I wish when I was younger my mom had never moved us to the U.S and just stayed over in Hungary. People say the USA is the best country in the world...I strongly disagree. It's more like the most racist ignorant greedy fat ass overweight country doesn't sound like anything to be proud of just embarassed!
You can hate me for saying what I do I do not care, but hey this is america I have freedom of speech, so kiss my ass if you don't like it! :D
Pics
14:03 Aug 26 2008
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Post some new ones in my portfolio take a look. :)
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Read my poetry!!!
06:35 Aug 25 2008
Times Read: 759
If you're going to stop by and read my journal please read the Infectious section, that is my poetry. I would think people would find that more interesting then my every day life.
My poems are neglected... =/
Decision
03:06 Aug 23 2008
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So yea I decided to stay here on the rave I just needed a break. :)
taking break
03:19 Aug 20 2008
Times Read: 805
I'm going to take a break from the rave for a few days. I'll know by then what I'm going to do, so if you need me find me on myspace.
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12:05 Aug 18 2008
Times Read: 831
For some reason I kinda feel like completly deleting myself from Vampire Rave. I wonder if I will?
Standards
00:19 Aug 12 2008
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It's great my life has finally started to turn around. My website opened, I moved, I'm doing something I love. There's just a lot of good things happening, I'm very happy at the moment. The only thing I wish I could get straight is my messed up love life. I wonder if it's just me I wonder really if I am just not made to be in a realtionship at this time, or if it's just all the moronic people I've been with. The last one I was with was younger then me...biggest mistake ever! I cannot date someone more than 2 years younger then myself, no way! I think my standards are too high and no one will ever be able to live up to them, but I cannot settle for anything less anymore. I've read my previous entries and I always say the same thing, however this time I really mean it! I will be alone forever if I have to be, ok maybe not forever but I am holding out no matter what. Never again will I overlook anything or any details you either have it all, or you're as nothing before me!
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OPEN NOW!
01:27 Aug 08 2008
Times Read: 888
LiliHawaii.com is now open for buisness check it out guys!
00:33 Aug 08 2008
Times Read: 897
I'm sad today slowly over the course of years, I have lost a great number of friends. Even more so they've all been people without enough decency to tell me they don't want to be friends. They ignore my calls or ignore my e-mails and that really hurts me. I do deserve just a little bit more then that damn it, I'm a good friend and I always have been. So why is it that this same thing always happens to me? :(
Call me
03:02 Aug 06 2008
Times Read: 925
I am currently taking calls to talk to you!
1-800-863-5478, extension 02918241
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3 days left
18:24 Aug 05 2008
Times Read: 939
I'm very excited the days are getting closer, this Friday will be the grand opening of LiliHawaii.com. Which I ensure any fans of my pics on this site, would more then love what my site has to offer. It's no nudie explicit kind of porn site or anything. Yea I do not do nude pictures so don't even ask me about it!
7 more days23:10 Aug 01 2008
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