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16:21 Sep 28 2010
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I'm over the hump, but far from done.



3 more craptastic days,


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ugh

18:46 Sep 26 2010
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In the last 2 days I've worked a total of 26 hours, and slept for a total of 10 hours.



There's just something painfully wrong about that.



I may have to go in 3-4 hours early tonight too. We'll see.


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damn

22:47 Sep 24 2010
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I have to be up for work in 4 hours and I can't f-ing sleep.





Great.


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ace hole

16:39 Sep 24 2010
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Me: O.o what is that you're scrolling through?



WC: An option you don't have!



Me: oh, what's that?



WC: Petition Coven *evil laughter*



WC: *more laughter*



Me: asshole *thump*



WC: *more laughter*









Meanie! :p

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18:25 Sep 23 2010
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Oy..



I want to lay down, he wants to run around.



This is what happens when I wake up when he goes to bed.



Off we go. Hahaha

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WildChild
WildChild
18:28 Sep 23 2010

*Cracks the whip*





LadyDarkRayne
LadyDarkRayne
03:03 Sep 24 2010

haha i know that feeling lol





atyourwindow
atyourwindow
05:08 Sep 24 2010

yeah, tonight will be the first night in a while rachy and your's truly will be up at the same hour's...*yawn's*





LadyDarkRayne
LadyDarkRayne
11:59 Oct 01 2010

and today is not one of those days I am just getting ready to go to bed and he just woke up





 

damn

19:08 Sep 22 2010
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We went grocery shopping again, and yet again we come home without cookies.



=/



I don't agree with this trend.





I guess WC is going to drive me to baking.

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Mystic
Mystic
19:50 Sep 22 2010

lol, your not the only one the oleman is driving me to bake something.....perhaps some cup cakes or something like that.





WildChild
WildChild
20:56 Sep 22 2010

I made a pumpkin spice cake. We have all the stuff to make cookies.





 

10:03 Sep 22 2010
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I have deeply rooted issues.

Who of us doesn't these days.





I've actually gone and exposed a few of my demons to others.





Yesterday I gave two people enough information to destroy me. With the knowledge they have, if they wanted to turn it against me they could literally tear me apart from the inside out.











Good thing I can trust them.

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GypsyOfTheGreen
GypsyOfTheGreen
10:50 Sep 22 2010

ya its hard these days to know who to trust and who not too.





BubbleGumClaudia
BubbleGumClaudia
13:36 Sep 22 2010

I have issues too! let's start a who isn't fucked up rebellion!





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
19:05 Sep 22 2010

O.o what?





KattrinaK
KattrinaK
19:10 Sep 26 2010

I have deep issues too.



only a few know all of my Secrets.





 

@.@

20:23 Sep 21 2010
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I need sleep.



I took a muscle relaxer, and turned the radio on. That should help.



Here's to hoping my classical station will be kind today.



Unlike yesterday when I woke to screechy violins, and freak ass underwater scifi dreams. Wtf?

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03:27 Sep 20 2010
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I have good days and bad days as far as pain goes.



Today is not a good day.


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PandorasBx
PandorasBx
03:35 Sep 20 2010

I'm sorry hun *hugs*





atyourwindow
atyourwindow
04:01 Sep 20 2010

geez maybe you need some of rachy's pain meds, hope the pain goes away.





LadyDarkRayne
LadyDarkRayne
07:10 Sep 20 2010

Ya I know that feeling , seems i am having more bad then good days





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
10:18 Sep 21 2010

No thanks. I'm not a fan of the meds. I've practically weaned myself off of everything. I'll take the gimpy days to not be doped up all of the time.





 

16:25 Sep 19 2010
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Oy.



My throat hurts, my ear canals hurt, I feel like I've been kicked in the head, my back hurts, and one of my ovaries is bothering me.



It's looking like it's going to be one of those kind of weeks.



I need a massage, a soak in a tub with jets, and a good nap. Wishful thinking.

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Mystic
Mystic
16:36 Sep 19 2010

No doubt woman I was sick all day yesterday, just wanted to curl up and die....hope you feel better =}





BubbleGumClaudia
BubbleGumClaudia
05:19 Sep 21 2010

You need a spa day!





 

woohoo

16:09 Sep 19 2010
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Wildchild made me pancakes! =D


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ladySnowStrixx
ladySnowStrixx
16:23 Sep 19 2010

Wow, and you lived to tell the tale. LOL





Mystic
Mystic
16:37 Sep 19 2010

aww that was nice, the oleman made me breakfast a few times this week and i lived to tell about it. hehe actually he makes really good breakfast hehe





 

dressage

18:11 Sep 15 2010
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I was talking to WC about it...



And then I realized he had no clue what I was talking about...



So I tried to explain it...



Little hand gestures and all..



And I realized it probably didn't make sense to him..



And that I probably looked like I was smoking crack.. little finger horsie and all. O.o



So I gave up and just sent him this.



There you go.



Dressage.

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Nightgame
Nightgame
18:15 Sep 15 2010

Hey I knew what it was :) but in KY where the world equestrian games are going on this year how could I not? lol Still I attended some of these as a kid to watch family and it was always amazing to me.





FiliaOfAbyssus
FiliaOfAbyssus
18:28 Sep 15 2010

Haha that was actually pretty cool...and I would have had no idea what dressage was...





LadyDarkRayne
LadyDarkRayne
18:34 Sep 15 2010

Both my horses are trained in dressage....Cam was a 4 year champion in NY... its like dancing on horde back i myself like the freesyle to music dressage compititions





WildChild
WildChild
18:36 Sep 15 2010

Dances with horses got it.





atyourwindow
atyourwindow
18:38 Sep 15 2010

i think that horse need's to be on dancing with the star's, the guy did nothing to add to the dance routine...poor horse did all the work lol





ladySnowStrixx
ladySnowStrixx
18:45 Sep 15 2010

Oh my god, that was so great . I loved it.





Bijou
Bijou
18:57 Sep 15 2010

i had a friend who would compete in horse shows like this.





Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
19:11 Sep 15 2010

Aunt who use to show Tenn walkers- I knew what this was also. :)



The video was great!





InnerSanctum
InnerSanctum
21:59 Sep 15 2010

LMAO.. I had too look Ill admit it. Didnt have a clue what the hell Dressage was. thought you were speaking some South Denver slang for a dress.. LMAO. Loves ya anyway hon. Would not expect WC to know what it was either, so I can imagine the looks he was giving you.





BubbleGumClaudia
BubbleGumClaudia
06:30 Sep 17 2010

My mom use to do this when we had horses..Shit I should find the picture of me on one of our horses





 

00:40 Sep 15 2010
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I may suddenly lose my net access soon. Not that I give a shit about that much. I'm never here often anymore anyway.



Asta peeps.



Have a good life.


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KattrinaK
KattrinaK
00:44 Sep 15 2010

: (





Saetan
Saetan
00:57 Sep 15 2010

Will miss you.





LadyDarkRayne
LadyDarkRayne
01:14 Sep 15 2010

well we can always still yahoo text woman dont be a stranger...=}





atyourwindow
atyourwindow
01:26 Sep 15 2010

that sucks, gonna miss ya pd!





Nightgame
Nightgame
18:15 Sep 15 2010

Oh poot!





InnerSanctum
InnerSanctum
21:59 Sep 15 2010

meah I talk you you more offline then on here anyway..lol





 

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16:11 Sep 14 2010
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02:51 Sep 13 2010
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holy shit

16:32 Sep 12 2010
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I'm exhausted.


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relaxation before work

04:21 Sep 12 2010
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I'm laying in bed, in my dark room, listening to the new york philharmonic hosted by Alec Baldwin. I've never been much of a Baldwin fan, but he does have a nice reading voice.



I'm enjoying the cool air coming in through the window, the calming scent of a good incense, the sounds and smell of the sprinklers watering the lawn outside, and the gentle chirp of crickets.



This is good.



Too bad only 30 more minutes left of it before I have to roust myself and go to work. I could enjoy this for several more hours.

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LadyDarkRayne
LadyDarkRayne
04:28 Sep 12 2010

ah yes that is nice and peaceful





atyourwindow
atyourwindow
04:31 Sep 12 2010

peaceful moment , not unlike those last 5 second's before the alarm wake's you from a deep sleep.





 

05:17 Sep 10 2010
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"A man can be happy with any woman as long as he does not love her."



•Oscar Wilde•

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Requiem
Requiem
12:05 Sep 10 2010

What a romantic.





atyourwindow
atyourwindow
02:29 Sep 12 2010

:(





 

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04:59 Sep 10 2010
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21:38 Sep 07 2010
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Back to work tonight.





Fun.







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21:32 Sep 07 2010
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09:27 Sep 06 2010
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seriously?

22:58 Sep 04 2010
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Why is it that people who see fit to announce that they're a hot piece of ass on VR tend to be average at best? Don't get me wrong, there are some absoultely gorgeous people on here (Morrigon, and VW for example, as well as others). But I haven't caught any of them running around publically telling others that they're hot, and everone else is just jealous of how sexy or beautiful they are. *gag* Wake up people, your vanity is disgusting. In my eyes it makes you ugly. I also am average at best. I'm not going to pretend I'm more than that.



While I certainly also enjoy someone who is beautiful on the outside, I prefer to be friends with people who are beautiful on the inside.



Some people need to realize that their mouth (or in vr's case fingers) make them ugly people. It's just sad that they don't understand that on their own.

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WildChild
WildChild
23:08 Sep 04 2010

You are beautiful inside and out. No one can or will tell me ANYTHING ELSE.





KattrinaK
KattrinaK
23:10 Sep 04 2010

The hottie has responded.





: )





Yep, some of the hottest here....don't need to announce it.





Indulgence
Indulgence
00:15 Sep 05 2010

So true. Love it that Wildchild is first in with a comment for his ladylove..that's wonderful.





atyourwindow
atyourwindow
00:22 Sep 05 2010

morrigon beautiful? lol





Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
02:41 Sep 05 2010

Ahhhh.... thanks. :) Make up is a wonderful thing.



And I know what you mean- people who are just beautiful as a person are the ones I hang with.



And if we was close in life, as far as living, I am sure you would be in on the Friday Night's dinners. You just have to leave WC at home. :P *kidding,,,kidding*






PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
03:10 Sep 05 2010

How can you kick him under the table if I leave him at home? ;)





WildChild
WildChild
03:11 Sep 05 2010

Who says I want to go out with all you crazy ladies anywho.. :p





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
04:03 Sep 05 2010

HEY!!! WHO YOU CALLIN CRAZY?? O_o





WildChild
WildChild
07:08 Sep 05 2010

The whole lot of ya.





LadyDarkRayne
LadyDarkRayne
07:41 Sep 05 2010

Yes indeed PD is a beautiful person in all ways...beauty may be in the eyes of the beholder in some cases to others, but it counts most as to how you see yourself and having the one you love, remind you of that.... Just saying ..=} PS and yes VW is a beautiful Lady !





BubbleGumClaudia
BubbleGumClaudia
21:26 Sep 05 2010

If you don't want to hang out with us WC then FINE!!! We'll just mohawk your hair a nice pea soup green HEH





 

oh lawd

07:04 Sep 04 2010
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WildChild has never seen jackass. O.O





I had to rent one and share the insanity.



Bwwwaaahahahahahaaa!

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Bijou
Bijou
09:31 Sep 04 2010

I love jackass...although I always feel a bit bad for Bam's mom, because they are always destroying her house. lol





Requiem
Requiem
15:30 Sep 04 2010

... He's never seen jackass? I think the universe just hiccoughed. That show might well have been made specifically to make him giggle.





And you know ... When I read the first line, I read, "WildChild has never seen a jackass."





... And I was trying to figure out ow. They're everywhere.





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
18:04 Sep 04 2010

I give him credit, he didn't avert his eyes. I on the other hand made good use of my pillow protecting my eyes from seeing the scenes that would make me dry heave.





 

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19:14 Sep 03 2010
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Im depressed...

19:26 Sep 02 2010
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Not that it's that hard to accomplish.



Chronic pain is annoying.



I spend way too much time sleeping, but it hurts to be awake and to attenpt to function.



I don't want to watch movies, I don't want to read.



I don't even want to sleep, but I do.



I'm tired of taking meds, and I'm tired of hurtimg.

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LadyDarkRayne
LadyDarkRayne
19:43 Sep 02 2010

*hugs* i know you are...I get the same way with hurting all the time.





atyourwindow
atyourwindow
00:54 Sep 03 2010

*hugs*





BubbleGumClaudia
BubbleGumClaudia
12:36 Sep 03 2010

*huggles the PD* I know exactly how you feel....When I was in the hospital I did the exact same thing.....





 

05:08 Sep 02 2010
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I found this article interesting.



Just thought I'd share.


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Mystic
Mystic
05:45 Sep 02 2010

Yes that was an interesting article. that must have been really hard for her, being she really didn't fit in any where...





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
06:25 Sep 02 2010

I think she's beautifully unique. It's sad that she was so tormented as a child that she feels the need to be sure her children won't have her condition.





 

00:55 Sep 01 2010
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I'm so fucking sick and tired of it.



Why do I try, when I only get kicked when I'm down?



Why do I care, when no one else does?



Why do I allow the finger to be pointed at me repeatedly?



Why don't people understand that if they expended as much effort doing as they do bitching there wouldn't be anything to bitch about?



Will we ever learn that we receive what we give?



Give love, receive love.

Give happiness, receive happiness.

Give drama, receive drama.

Give effort, receive effort.

Give hate, receive hate.





You are the energy that you expend and surround yourself with.







Think positive. Breathe positive. Live positive. Be positive.

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Bellanova333
Bellanova333
01:00 Sep 01 2010

very true...





Requiem
Requiem
02:23 Sep 01 2010

You are correct.



♥ right back atcha. =) And thank you.





Saetan
Saetan
02:29 Sep 01 2010

*Nods* Hugs, hope you feel better soon.





Mystic
Mystic
04:03 Sep 01 2010

*nods and gives PD a gentle yet caring hug* don't forget you will get a present when I get home =}





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
05:15 Sep 01 2010

Too bad that doesn't work with money. =l





I'm sure I'm going to have a fuckton of hospital bills in a few weeks.





atyourwindow
atyourwindow
07:10 Sep 01 2010

well it's kind of true ya have to spend money to make money ...only positive vibes for you ^.^





PAGAN
PAGAN
09:23 Sep 01 2010

hey...*hugs*





BubbleGumClaudia
BubbleGumClaudia
12:35 Sep 01 2010

I Love you! *hugs*








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