I'm over the hump, but far from done.
3 more craptastic days,
In the last 2 days I've worked a total of 26 hours, and slept for a total of 10 hours.
There's just something painfully wrong about that.
I may have to go in 3-4 hours early tonight too. We'll see.
I have to be up for work in 4 hours and I can't f-ing sleep.
Great.
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*Cracks the whip*
haha i know that feeling lol
yeah, tonight will be the first night in a while rachy and your's truly will be up at the same hour's...*yawn's*
and today is not one of those days I am just getting ready to go to bed and he just woke up
I have deeply rooted issues.
Who of us doesn't these days.
I've actually gone and exposed a few of my demons to others.
Yesterday I gave two people enough information to destroy me. With the knowledge they have, if they wanted to turn it against me they could literally tear me apart from the inside out.
Good thing I can trust them.
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ya its hard these days to know who to trust and who not too.
I have issues too! let's start a who isn't fucked up rebellion!
O.o what?
I have deep issues too.
only a few know all of my Secrets.
I have good days and bad days as far as pain goes.
Today is not a good day.
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I'm sorry hun *hugs*
geez maybe you need some of rachy's pain meds, hope the pain goes away.
Ya I know that feeling , seems i am having more bad then good days
No thanks. I'm not a fan of the meds. I've practically weaned myself off of everything. I'll take the gimpy days to not be doped up all of the time.
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No doubt woman I was sick all day yesterday, just wanted to curl up and die....hope you feel better =}
You need a spa day!
Wildchild made me pancakes! =D
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Wow, and you lived to tell the tale. LOL
aww that was nice, the oleman made me breakfast a few times this week and i lived to tell about it. hehe actually he makes really good breakfast hehe
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Hey I knew what it was :) but in KY where the world equestrian games are going on this year how could I not? lol Still I attended some of these as a kid to watch family and it was always amazing to me.
Haha that was actually pretty cool...and I would have had no idea what dressage was...
Both my horses are trained in dressage....Cam was a 4 year champion in NY... its like dancing on horde back i myself like the freesyle to music dressage compititions
Dances with horses got it.
i think that horse need's to be on dancing with the star's, the guy did nothing to add to the dance routine...poor horse did all the work lol
Oh my god, that was so great . I loved it.
i had a friend who would compete in horse shows like this.
Aunt who use to show Tenn walkers- I knew what this was also. :)
The video was great!
LMAO.. I had too look Ill admit it. Didnt have a clue what the hell Dressage was. thought you were speaking some South Denver slang for a dress.. LMAO. Loves ya anyway hon. Would not expect WC to know what it was either, so I can imagine the looks he was giving you.
My mom use to do this when we had horses..Shit I should find the picture of me on one of our horses
I may suddenly lose my net access soon. Not that I give a shit about that much. I'm never here often anymore anyway.
Asta peeps.
Have a good life.
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Will miss you.
well we can always still yahoo text woman dont be a stranger...=}
that sucks, gonna miss ya pd!
Oh poot!
meah I talk you you more offline then on here anyway..lol
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ah yes that is nice and peaceful
peaceful moment , not unlike those last 5 second's before the alarm wake's you from a deep sleep.
Why is it that people who see fit to announce that they're a hot piece of ass on VR tend to be average at best? Don't get me wrong, there are some absoultely gorgeous people on here (Morrigon, and VW for example, as well as others). But I haven't caught any of them running around publically telling others that they're hot, and everone else is just jealous of how sexy or beautiful they are. *gag* Wake up people, your vanity is disgusting. In my eyes it makes you ugly. I also am average at best. I'm not going to pretend I'm more than that.
While I certainly also enjoy someone who is beautiful on the outside, I prefer to be friends with people who are beautiful on the inside.
Some people need to realize that their mouth (or in vr's case fingers) make them ugly people. It's just sad that they don't understand that on their own.
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You are beautiful inside and out. No one can or will tell me ANYTHING ELSE.
The hottie has responded.
: )
Yep, some of the hottest here....don't need to announce it.
So true. Love it that Wildchild is first in with a comment for his ladylove..that's wonderful.
morrigon beautiful? lol
Ahhhh.... thanks. :) Make up is a wonderful thing.
And I know what you mean- people who are just beautiful as a person are the ones I hang with.
And if we was close in life, as far as living, I am sure you would be in on the Friday Night's dinners. You just have to leave WC at home. :P *kidding,,,kidding*
How can you kick him under the table if I leave him at home? ;)
Who says I want to go out with all you crazy ladies anywho.. :p
HEY!!! WHO YOU CALLIN CRAZY?? O_o
The whole lot of ya.
Yes indeed PD is a beautiful person in all ways...beauty may be in the eyes of the beholder in some cases to others, but it counts most as to how you see yourself and having the one you love, remind you of that.... Just saying ..=} PS and yes VW is a beautiful Lady !
If you don't want to hang out with us WC then FINE!!! We'll just mohawk your hair a nice pea soup green HEH
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I love jackass...although I always feel a bit bad for Bam's mom, because they are always destroying her house. lol
... He's never seen jackass? I think the universe just hiccoughed. That show might well have been made specifically to make him giggle.
And you know ... When I read the first line, I read, "WildChild has never seen a jackass."
... And I was trying to figure out ow. They're everywhere.
I give him credit, he didn't avert his eyes. I on the other hand made good use of my pillow protecting my eyes from seeing the scenes that would make me dry heave.
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*hugs* i know you are...I get the same way with hurting all the time.
*hugs*
*huggles the PD* I know exactly how you feel....When I was in the hospital I did the exact same thing.....
I found this article interesting.
Just thought I'd share.
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Yes that was an interesting article. that must have been really hard for her, being she really didn't fit in any where...
I think she's beautifully unique. It's sad that she was so tormented as a child that she feels the need to be sure her children won't have her condition.
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very true...
You are correct.
♥ right back atcha. =) And thank you.
*Nods* Hugs, hope you feel better soon.
*nods and gives PD a gentle yet caring hug* don't forget you will get a present when I get home =}
Too bad that doesn't work with money. =l
I'm sure I'm going to have a fuckton of hospital bills in a few weeks.
well it's kind of true ya have to spend money to make money ...only positive vibes for you ^.^
hey...*hugs*
I Love you! *hugs*
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