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I am
12:16 Jan 17 2014
Times Read: 332

I am a box in the attic



closed away inside,



Holding everything in



Never touched,



Never opened.



Never to share myself with the world



Till some one comes in and opens me up.

very old poem I wrote from middle school
11:09 Jan 17 2014
Times Read: 342








Welcome to my world,

Where being yourself isn't good enough.



Where it's hard to live everyday,

with people who hate you.



Where words are made of razors,

And cut deep into your heart.



If you could feel what I feel,

you may stop this cruelty.



I just wanted to thank you,

For making me find my

Relief.

Left behind
22:52 Jan 08 2014
Times Read: 352








In this place,

Once filled with hopes and dreams

Is now only hatred and darkness,



Everyone else stays in the light,

Filled with happiness and joy,



They are happy,

I am not,



I don’t know how to go back to the sun,

To that happy place where no one worries



I watch the moon,

Looking up at the stars,

These are my only friends.



They understand and listen

Though they never speak to me.

They help me throughout my life.



They are my hopes,

My dreams,

My love

Until my world dies out.

Anxiety
22:49 Jan 08 2014
Times Read: 353

The agony of unshed tears stabs like daggers in my throat.

I feel like I'm walking through a fun house,

where mirrors play tricks on you.

Where you believe nothing is real.

I try to find my way out,

becoming freaked out.

I start running in circles and start to cry.

Afraid,

I’m losing my mind.

I feel as though I may die,

Fear crashing in.

The world begins to spin.

Then suddenly,

it stops.

The mirrors fade

The fear is gone

Reality sets in

But I realize,

It will happen again.

Memories
22:45 Jan 08 2014
Times Read: 354








The air kisses my cheeks

Closing my eyes

Tears run down my face

I feel you,



Your touch,

Your kiss,



I imagine you holding me,

Caressing me,



Taking in your sweet earthly scent

Breathing in deeply



Throat burning

Heart pounding



My eyes open,

You’re not there

The wind ceases

Your scent fades



All feelings of your presence vanish

As if you never were

Desired
22:41 Jan 08 2014
Times Read: 355










I feel the darkness consuming me,

Filling my mind and soul.



Corrupting my reason and morality,

He cloaks me in his lifeless embrace.



His icy grip,

His warm breath,

His power.



Helpless,

Fearful,

I wish to escape.



Lustful curiosity,

Pain,

I want to surrender.



I let the darkness consume me,

As though I had a choice.



I feel cold,

Lifeless.



I feel him inside me,

Feeding.



Worming his way through me,

Till there is nothing left but him.



I surrender,

Giving my all.



He has me,

I am his.



I am consumed.

Calling
22:36 Jan 08 2014
Times Read: 356








In my darkest hour,

In the hush of the night,

I hear a sweet voice calling to me.



The voice calls to me,

daring me to go into the shadows

and let it consume me.



Blindly I follow,

letting my body trust this unknown sensation,



this voice,

calling to me,

in my darkest hour.