Thank you God ......
It's kinda funny, my avatars on this profile and my BloodBunny account were taken just days apart this month and yet they look so different. I just had my hair highlighted darker and changed the style a bit. So yeah, they really are both me...
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There was this really hot guy in my sons Hunters Ed class last night sitting in front of me, I immediately thought of Pat (Indulgence aka CarnelianMyst), my eyes darted to the rifles and shotguns they had up front, then to the bullet case, then to the hottie hehe. Unfortunately Pat they wouldn't let me near them lol, I so wanted to bag him for you :P Maybe I will set up a blind and nab him next time ;)
Any other orders?
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One hottie at a time me dear! Hmmmm.. Or errr, live dangerously!
Not for me Emmy (see title), tis for my friend hehe, dirty job and all that :P I'm deliriously happy :D
I like a man with a big...gun. Heh heh.
Ahahaha!!
Oi! I am not an animal to be hunted lol.
Oh you are an animal alright ;)
hehe oh wait till I cut the restraint ;) lol
Mmmmmm, looking forward to it ;)
Most people either love me or they hate me and then there are some that don't know what to think of me at all, I'm in that group lol.
I am a passionate and feisty person who often times doesn't know when to keep her mouth shut, this is all a part of my ultimate plan ;)
How many people do you think just play up to you? I wonder this everyday. You don't have to like me, just don't pretend. I'm not going to sit here and say that others opinions don't matter to me because they do. Not everyones of course, just those I like and respect.
So yeah. Let's not play games.
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(Huggies) I like you, Pandy.
Well I think your fab so there! lol
oh who's this about?
:)
Love you guys too....no one in particular Erin, just the VR masses.
What about the ones that love to hate you??
Juny and I love you to bits....grrrrr
Oh I've got plenty of those lol
I like games if they involve taking clothes off ^^ and, I don’t need to tell you what I think of you :P
I had a lot of time to just sit and think about things yesterday. I'm not in a happy place right now, haven't been for a long long time but I am not sure how to change that or if it will ever be within my reach. There is always something. Maybe thats the key to my happiness, just realizing that there always will be SOMETHING not right in my world. I thought I had accepted that but I just feel so mentally exhausted its overwhelming.
And this other area of my life......I'm not sure I can do it. I don't want to waste anyones time and I am filled with doubts.
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“Doubt yourself and you doubt everything you see. Judge yourself and you see judges everywhere. But if you listen to the sound of your own voice, you can rise above doubt and judgment. And you can see forever.”
Nancy Lopez
I couldn't have said it better my self.
Jadee i have seen you overcome alot of things and you will again and will be a better person because of it .your strong and the happiness will come again
That's a great quote Ray. And thanks GM :)
"Hugs"
Everything seems to be falling down around me at home. I made a few mistakes and they will be costly ones and I do mean that in a monetary way, uggh. I have to do some serious thinking. Then I heard today that my ex-husband may be loosing his job. He is a manager at an Ice Plant and businesses are now going to the automatic ice machines, his plant has already lost half their accounts. This will put my child support in jeopardy and the health insurance that my son receives from his dads place of employment.
“Money is like a sixth sense - and you can't make use of the other five without it”
William Somerset Maugham
“While money can't buy happiness, it certainly lets you choose your own form of misery”
Lack of money is the root of all evil.
George Bernard Shaw (1856 - 1950)
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Keeping fingers crossed for you and your son.
And I don't mean to sound insensitive to his need for income, his new wife is loaded :)
Yeah right lol. I joined everyone else and took the test, I think it lies lol......
Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of
intoxication with success
The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
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LOL...i had to take the little test too...I ended up being the moon card
That sounds much more exciting than mine lol
Your luck will never change with a good man like Pinja around you! :)
I was the Sun
I am The Magician lol
Hmmm, hadn't seen that one drawn yet...
As old as I am and as much as I have been through and experienced I still find that I have a lot to learn. Some lessons come harder than others and some take longer to learn and are much more painful.
Maybe I just need to realize that I am flawed in so many ways and the change needs to come from within me. I once had a friend point out to me all of my softness, all of my vulnerabilities and she put it nicely but she had some very valid points. I reacted like I always do "thats just me".
Well I think its time I changed those things. It hasn't worked real well for me so far, so hey, might as well join the fray...
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Your not old and I have some years on you. Just don't lose yourself in the process.
Its the folk who don't think reflectively that really should take a look at themselves. I'm sure you're just fine as you are, and a much better person than those who think they're perfect :)
I think self-improvement and self-reflection is a constant in our lifes, and learning is infinite..
well-said.
I just came home to a fucking disaster! My sons dog tore the house apart trying to get out the windows. My living room curtains are in shreds, tears in my leather furniture,the kitchen though is the worse. My bowls that were on the counter shattered, heavy crockery, beautiful but now discontinued, can't replace them. My wineglasses, shattered, I buy them at Pier 1 Imports, once again hard to find and nearly impossible to replace not to mention expensive. Antique glassware I had collected over the years, destroyed, some worth a pretty penny...and on and on....
I AM FUCKING PISSED!
This is not the first time, my son Tyler knows better but says its mean to put him outside. Well they can both go sleep in the damned dog house!
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It sucks when that happens. :|
We lock our dogs in the kitchen so they can't get out and destroy the rest of the house.
Wow...that really sucks! Sorry to hear that...Why the hell was the dog so desperate to jump out a window anyway?? Bizarre canine behavior...
He freaks out when no one is home...he's a pit bull, I don't get it.
Damn. Trade in the big dog for a poodle...I can just imagine the mess. You said nothing about the poop but I bet there is some of that too!
Fuck.... Yeah your son better check his attitude abd realize all that you've now lost.
hun, sorry to here about that but if you know the name of the things that got broken look up this place they might be able to help you get new ones on some of it.
http://www.replacements.com
Replacements, Ltd. China, Crystal & Silver - Old & New -1-800-replace (1-800-737-5223) 8am - 10pm ET, 7days!!
I'm sorry that to hear that happend sweetie. I know how it feels to have dogs trash a house when your gone it sucks
Thanks everyone and LSS for that # :) Nope Pat, no doo doo thank God.
I have two crates , When my son isn't home the girls get crated. I have two shiztu mixes. Shelby the older one is good. But Cookie my younger one........................we left her out and I came home to toilet paper all over the house. What your dog did he would be living in the dog house. It isn't mean as long as he has fresh water and a dog shelter.
We crate our Staffy whenever we're not home.
She's half Pitt we suspect....her Sire was a Pitt and her Dam a Staffordshire Terrier....the Breed as a Rule goes literal shitnuts when no one is home...they get frantic and stressed/bored easily.
Sorry that happened.
Oh for freaks sake! Ground him and the dog..how loud did you scream? As I thought I could feel the ground shake in Ireland today!
Oh shit...I don't know how to respond to this, as I'd also be mad as hell. Psycho, even...
Tell your son if he doesn't repay for the items that was destroyed... You will sell the dog to the local chinese restaurant.
So I get up this morning, I'm wearing just my bra and panties cuz I know my son Tyler is at work and Justin is fast asleep still. I head towards the bathroom thinking of the shower and start to remove my bra, it's off then start to take my panties off when I remember I need a towel. I spin around to go to the laundry room when much to my horror I see Brandon, my son Tylers friend, laying on the couch, quiet as a mouse with his eyes riveted on me. He is 24.
Ugggh.
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LMAO , SURPRISE !!!!! ghee he got his eyes full , Older woman fantasies , here they come!!
Talk about awkward, lordy..
Hehehehe....uh oh....
Now there is one hell of a wake up call.
Hehe bet you made his day, or maybe life! :D
its a moment he will treasure forever ,nothing Kadak would do could top that
Queenie said ;
new Bra $40:00
new towel $10:00
Flashing your sons your best friend priceless ,
Corrupting the innocence ,mmmm you go girl, bet he,ll never look at you like a mom again.
Bet he got a woody in his pants. I would have spanked his ass and shoved him out the door! :P
Heh, how how delicately funny heh
Why couldn't it be me on that couch :(
Oh no...lol!
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Very nice. *Bows*
What kind of a theme was it at the restaurant? *blushes* Ladies night only?
you look so cute.!!
Awwww thankies :D
@ Gordy, not telling lol
You look stunning :)
Yummy!
Today is Justins 10th Birthday, no more single digits *sighs*. My baby is growing up. He is really excited to get his new cell phone I am getting him, strangely enough he chose that over an XBox 360. Cupcakes are on their way to school as I sit here and we are having a family party later tonight. I think I will be taking him to the family fun center after he gets out of school, not sure yet as I am leaving it up to him as to what he wants to do.
Time to start decorating :D
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Ooooh take him to get his very own pirate sword!!! :D *steps back slowly*
HUSH! you bad Pinja you :P
I'll have the XBox 360 if he doesn't want it? : P
How about a giant waterpistol for him for the family party?
Oh he's got a few of those hehe
For all the times I have said not so nice things about my ex-husbands wife Katy she sure has come through for me this last year. I can rely on her more than I can Jason and despite the rocky start we had and a few differences, we agree to disagree, we get along great.
I am going on a trip next week, Jason never told her and they will have Justin while I am gone, surprise! LOL. Anyways she is giving me a GPS system to use, a cell phone and a digital camera to keep. She just furnished my house with stainless steel appliances (I rent from her) and she helped Jason to pay me back the 10 grand he owed me. He was just making a payment every couple of months. She has also been our mediator when we have the rare issues between us concerning Justin. She has turned out to be a very caring, thoughtful and giving individual.
Not going to say we won't have our own issues at some point again, I AM the ex-wife after all but I am grateful we can coexist for Justins sake.
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That's really good, makes thing so much easier.
That's wonderful, she sounds like a damn fine person.
Hmm that means pictures. Uh oh.
Wow! That is wonderful.
OMG...you rent from her?
Just as well you both get on at the moment. She actually sounds nice! lol
Sometimes women can get shit done and be civil when the guy is more or less put in the background, ie not the center of attention/contention.
Kudos to the both of you.
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Ooh great pictures and unfortunately I was bigger than your daughter when I was about 3 months pregnant, had a big baby! lol :)
I like your tea towel....looks like it has apples on it!
Haha Bk me too :) And tb you are correct...
See I am so gonna rub her belly when I get up there
STUNNING!
*Shakes head* Like my week hasn't been bad enough, or rather month. I was minding my own business driving down the road headed home when out of the blue this car T-bones me hard on the drivers side. FUCK. I'm like, what the hell just happened? So I get out of my car, no I wasn't hurt and I was wearing my seat belt thank God and look at the other driver. He had to be in his late 70's and could barely hear me, I had to keep repeating myself. All I could get out of him was "I didn't see you". *Sighs*. Seriously....I really think they need to change the driving laws where the elderly are concerned. At least have them take the driving skills test annually. Jeebus.
Thankfully no one was hurt other than my Toyota Camry, its not looking so purty.
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Yes elderly drivers can be very scary sometimes...I agree on annual testing to keep their licenses.
.....and glad you weren't hurt.
:)
Thanks hun :)
damn!
crazy.
glad you weren't hurt.
Will you PLEASE blow that black cloud that's hanging over the entire state of Idaho away now?? Crap! Thank God you weren't hurt. How's the car? Fixable? Not fixable?? Insurance company promising you a Hummer and then let you go gunning for the old guy??
damn woman glad you are ok
yes there does need to be a change in the dmv for elderly drivers.
Wth, that's it I'm going Kavorkian on octagenarian day at the DMV
Glad to hear you were not hurt, and I hope the insurance picks up the bill for the damage..
Glad both of you was alright. Yes- I think at 65 they should start being tested.
And hope the insurance takes care of your car.
:)
Oh wow I'm glad you're okay and alive and I agree with Ky get that black cloud away far far far away
At least he didn't say it was your fault for being infront of him...I would have!!! lol
Thanks everyone ..
I've been saying this for years. 65 is a good year to start annual testing for driving skills of the elderly. Also, young people should be tested annually until they are 21.
On a good note, I'm glad you are ok.
I agree. My mom stopped driving when she hit 70 or so. She knew that she'd be a problem on the road.
Glad that you came out okay.
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xxEmaeraldxx
20:49 Sep 30 2010
Oh, does he like 69's too? oops 99's I mean..
ThePinja
20:49 Sep 30 2010
Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww *note to self, seperate sandwich dressings are in order*
PandorasBx
20:54 Sep 30 2010
Ha! I'm going to spike your mayo with my whip ;)
xxEmaeraldxx
21:01 Sep 30 2010
Oh, wait... what is miracle whip over there? lol
ThePinja
21:07 Sep 30 2010
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Evil!!!!
Miracle Whip is mayo with sugar, and a couple other things. Its evil.
PandorasBx
21:11 Sep 30 2010
Don't listen to a word he says lol, it's nectar from the Gods I tell ya :D
LadyKrystalynDarkstar
21:37 Sep 30 2010
MIRACLE WHIP ROCKS!!! Especially with bologna!!! Yay!!!!!!!
PandorasBx
21:40 Sep 30 2010
See Pinja :P
Isis101
23:08 Sep 30 2010
Ah - the things that can be misconstrued in English across the pond...or down under? Whatever...
Anyway, Miracle Whip is yummy.
Bones
04:22 Oct 01 2010
Miracle whip is nasty! If you can't use (or handle) the real thing you may as well smother your sandwich in ketchup.
PandorasBx
15:20 Oct 01 2010
I like my white creamy condiments to have flavor thank you very much ;)