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Dear Reader,
You claim we are one.
You are very dumb, You claim things are shitty and you talk about trust I haven't trusted you since day one let's start there.
You tried setting us up multiple times you lied countless times we are the ones who should not trust you you have been caught red-handed.
You lied about you're lifestyle you lied about where you go and what you do so don't even go there you're a liar to you think people are going to by your pathetic lies and twistings around as well.
You lied about people whom you flirt with you have an x husband.
Yeah, you're exposed you lied to them you didn't tell the past you should have brought up the past before you got caught red-handed.
and slapped across the universe it's no wonder why I don't like girls like you.
From the start.
You claimed you wanted to be my friend surely you lied there as well.
I can feel the emptiness in you're writing you can not fool anyone no more.
If you think you can get away much further don't let me expose you're history.
Nothing left to say to you from this point forward all you are is looking for a reaction out of me as my memory stands corrected you are always like why are they not reacting well.
You are not worth my time or energy anymore I already know why you are here so why bother? with it all.
Just because you unblock me due to you're own interest does not mean I will unblock you.
You will always do the same shit and I'm done with you're bullshit.
For life and it isn't for good.
For life you will be remained blocked.
Rather you like it or not I'm done I'm sick of all of you.
I'm also done with Ivy winning that I have her blocked to other people when she spread lies about me complaining in her journals.
I'm not gonna let my anger get the best of me like you guys do. I'm done with high school. Since 2011
20:51 Jun 04 2023 Times Read: 577
Dear reader,
You continue to make more false lies about me even my worst enemies know I don't call people that.
Bringing up my family good one I never brought the family up in my last journal post I only told you to say the truth to vampire rave that you blacked out Skype and you left me when I was sleeping in the middle of the night saying you wouldn't and you did.
Also I'm not by far being manipulative I think you need to go back to school what being manipulative really means and being shown how it's done.
You're the one that's being mean to be you started it when my mom told you to leave me alone you didn't listen to my mother.
She told you to leave me alone and leave it be.
Sorry mom for putting you here but it needs to be said you really did tell her to leave me alone and my cousin and the other two people wont.
But don't worry the other people known as immortalxkiss and xhellsguardianx
Do the same thing as you cousin so you are on the same page as them you don't know when to leave me alone its okay we know you think you are in high school.
Same with Master Of Madness slamming my name in his journals for a couple of weeks when he sent other people after me
like immortalxiss and xhellsguardianx
You know I had enough with all of you trying to say I'm lying when I don't lie.
Clearly the problem isn't me and it's you all cant handle me blocking you because of you're actions you don't remember.
And this is the first jounal I bring the other three peoples name up you know I just let the journals pile up and let people come after me f or 8 years then I write my final journal.
You just all want the last word you all claim you are better but you're not really showing much of being better by keep doing what you are doing.
OH another thing dont call someone a demon when you dont even understand the term demon.
or what it means to be a demon or being one if I was a demon lets say for an expale.
Dear Reader,
Sorry everyone for my cousin She likes to think I'm stupid from time to time that I don't catch on claiming my spiritual shit ain't real or what I Saw when I was first born wasn't real I mean dead people are real you're just mad that I'm not letting you in back in my life how about you confess it for once that you truly only hate it when I block you because you turned you're skype black why.
don't you tell vampire rave the truth you came to vampire rave to attack me because I got you blocked everywhere and this is the only place where you can write a journal to come at me 3rd parting and not to mention I won't say your name but I will tell.
everyone on this site you are my cousin bashing me every chance you get like when I lived with my father and you had the whole family attacking me verbally in 2018 and cornering me due to you're mind games let me make myself clear.
SPIRIT DOES NOT LIKE YOU.
THIS IS WHY I'M NOT NICE AND I WILL FOLLOW MY SPIRITS LAW AND ORDER IF THE SPIRIT DON'T LIKE YOU I DONT LIKE YOU GO LOOK AT SOME TAROT CARD DECK AND GET SOME CARD READING DONE ON ME THE SPIRIT WILL TELL YOU THEY HAD ENOUGH.
You don't think turning you're skype black hurt my feelings mentally it's no wonder why I'm fucked up you ruined me.
oh and by the way I did care that is why I asked you to play video games with me you play video games with everyone else but I so don't even go there lying to everyone saying you are not interested in video games no more.
you just got a fucking problem with me and that is what you need to clear up.
Dear Reader,
Before you say my full real name publicly, I'm going to be blocking you on all of my accounts which I have done so right about now so the next time you hit update please let everyone know how many blocks you have now.
Because the only point I see happening right now is me blocking and ignoring you to fix a problematic
Where done here your words don't matter again must I repeat myself?
And so help me if I find you making another profile to contact me again I will block every profile you make.
Dear Reader,
Before you say my full real name publicly, I'm going to be blocking you on all of my accounts which I have done so right about now so the next time you hit update please let everyone know how many blocks you have now.
Because the only point I see happening right now is me blocking and ignoring you to fix a problematic
Where done here your words don't matter again must I repeat myself?
I SIGNED THE CONTRACT FROM 2018 AND BROUGHT IT INTO THE FUTURE WITH MY SENSES I HAVE.
05:25 Jun 03 2023 Times Read: 701
Dear reader,
You ask you're why I'm not sweet anymore you a few things that you did to me in the past even my own soul can not forgive the likes of you I already know who you are and I won't flame your name as you did me in your journal so here you go.
Bringing up the past you want to talk dirty well here's the fucking truth.
The reason I'm not sweet is to remember 2018.
I sure as fuck know I do.
Let me break it down for you.
When breaking someone else spark in 2018 when they loved someone a lot you had to be the asshole to break us apart.
I had a good relationship going on and you let your jealousy always step in the way like you always do.
I every time I left mic and acted like I was afk you always talked shit behind my back I always stood up for you behind you're because honestly, I thought you were a good fucking family but I guess I was wrong.
I should have never stood up for you behind you're back knowing you would just stab mine.
You Killed the old me and the old is dead it has been because of you and it has wrath because of you.
You're the cause of my existence ruining every chance you grab you're hands on.
I get it you're better huh?
You get a car?
well, cars don't live long either.
I have no emotions left because of you as well you killed my joy you fucking killjoy.
You killed my love for people and now I can't even feel love towards any human being not even you if I wanted to.
I can't FEEL anything AT ALL I LOST INTEREST IN SO MANY THINGS DID YOU NOT REALISE I STOPPED PLAYING THE GUITAR?
DID YOU REALISE I ONLY LIVE BECAUSE OF ONE THING THAT IS NOT ALIVE?
DO YOU KNOW WHY I CARE ABOUT DEAD PEOPLE MORE THAN THE LIVING?
OH FOR FUCK SAKES LETS SPEED UP TO THE FUTURE SHALL WE MY VOICE IS DEATH RATHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT ALL OF YOU RUINED IT FOR ME AND ALL OF YOU ARE BAD GUYS RATHER YOU SEE IT OR NOT YOU KILLED THE ONLY SPARK I HAD
I ONLY HAD ONE SPARK I CAN NOT CREATE ANOTHER LOVE SPARK FOR PEOPLE IT ONLY COMES ONE TIME WHEN YOU TRULY DID LOVE SOMEONE
TO DEATHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AND I REALLY ENJOYED SPENDING TIME AND EVERY CHANCE I GOT I LOVED HIS VOICE I LOVED SPENDING TIME I LOVED PLAYING WAR GAMES.
BUT YOU KILLED IT, DEAR READER!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU KILLED ME THE OLD ME ITS GONE ITS DEAD BECAUSE OF YOU AND THERE IS NO GOING BACK
YOU ARE JUST GOING TO HALF TO DEAL WITH THE NEW ME WHO IS EMPTY AND DEAD INSIDE AND CANT EVEN FEEL LOVE OR EVEN TRY TO TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE AND THE PROBLEM DOES NOT LIE EVEN WITHIN ME ITS NOT ME WHO NEEDS HELP
IT IS YOU DONT YOU GET IT YOU POINT OUT THAT EVERYONE NEEDS HELP BUT MAYBE ITS GOD DAM YOU.!!!!!!!!
THAT NEEDS FUCKING HELP.
I WON'T BE SWEET OR KIND TO ANYONE AGAIN NOT LIKE I USE TO BE I GOT MY WALLS FUCKING HIGH.
YOU CREATED THAT BLACK GIRL PROFILE TO HAVE MY BOYFRIEND CHEAT AND BREAK UP WITH ME WITH A GOD DAM FAKE PHOTO.
GOD DAM FAKE TEXTING.
YOU DON'T FUCKING CARE THAT YOU SLOWLY KILLED ME ON THE INSIDE OVER THE YEARS
I DON'T EVEN LOVE THE OLD SHOWS I USE TO ANYMORE I BARELY WATCH ANYTHING
I'M BARELY ON THE INTERNET AND YOU LISTEN TO YOU'RE FRIENDS AND THEY WANTED ME BLOCKED SO I DID YOU A FAVOR AND DID YOUR FRIENDS A FAVOR AND BLOCKED YOU GOD DAM FIRST
HOW DO YOU LIKE THAT FOR A MOUTH FULL OF TRUTH?
I ASKED YOU SO MANY TIMES COME TO HANG OUT WITH ME COME PLAY VIDEO GAMES WITH ME BUT NO YOU IGNORED ME AND PLAYED ON YOU'RE PHONE
AND OVER AND WHEN YOU KNOW GOD DAM WELL IM TRYING TO SAVE THE LAST ONE AND ONLY INTEREST I HAVE LEFT WHICH IS SAVING DEAD PEOPLE.
I'm almost done with the fucking living if I can't keep the new friends I have just made I ain't gonna talk to no one at all.
pretty much.
HAVE A NICE LIFE ASSHOLE.
YOU AND PETER WERE GOOD TOGETHER BY THE WAY
AND YOU CHANGED SO MUCH YOU'RE SELF AND YOU DON'T EVEN WANT TO CONFESS IT
YOU NEVER USE TO DRESS THE WAY YOU DID WHY NOT YOU LOOK AT YOU'RE SELF IN THE MIRROR?
THIS GOD DAM 1 GHOST IS THE ONLY INTEREST I HAVE LET AND I WON'T LET YOU DESTROY IT.
I WON'T LET YOU NEAR MY GHOST OR DEAD PEOPLE I TALK TO I WILL BLOCK ALL OF YOU'RE ENERGIES YOU FLOOD ONTO MY FIELD.
I WAS GONNA PROTECT YOU'RE GRAVEYARD FROM SATAN BUT I'M JUST GONNA LET HIM GET YOU NOW I'M DONE PROTECTING THOSE PEOPLE FROM THE DEVIL.
YOU CAN PROTECT YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!!
SINCE YOU'RE THE TRUE FOOL DON'T YOU REMEMBER ALL THE MISSIONS I HAVE DONE?
AND SERCETES I HAD?
THAT I COULD NOT TELL YOU.
WELL, HERE IT FUKCING IS.
Dear reader,
Once again I write you another letter because you can not simply help yourself either.
I'm surprised any of you have friends as well as much as you attack one person on the site over and over again doesn't get tiring attacking the same user for 8 years? I'm surprised you're not even beating your self and to be quite fair we all only met on enemy terms there isn't any positive memory with any of you as well none of you really gave me a good one to be on from you're always so jealous of what I do with my life prying of from me every chance you can grab desperation trying to bring me down so you can lift you're self up.
Just saying before you degrade my lifestyle and choices and degree you should look at you're self in the mirror before speaking and take a good dam to look at your surroundings are you also doing what you say?
Hmm, what was that?
Self-care?
Self-improvement.
If you think you really are better than everyone else but clearly we all know you are not due to how you treat members on this site over and over you really don't know anyone life style or what classes and schools they have gone.
You don't know the encounters they take or what they see you were not there since they have been born a matter of fact you were not there at all and not even now you're just so pathetic sitting behind the screen bashing every member on VR you can grab you're hands on.
Didn't all of you tell a lot of people to use or install Grammarly to write better so you could understand now you claim it's a shitty AI so now when people install what you suggest you even degrade your own advice.
Let's not forget the real truths that have been happening for such a long time.
Everyone says it you can't forget.
But you can forgive but I don't see you forgiving and forgetting anytime soon the way you keep writing.
Go on little keyboard warrior little words on the screen aint gonna affect this butterfly.
Some people are just born with spiritual gifts since birth and I happen to be one of those people I document all my dreams but I never post them here so you can cast magic on me again as you did before.
You want people to live in the present and to better themselves on the internet but how can anyone better themselves on the internet if you keep acting the way you do as well?
I think I said quite enough today I would write a journal on my main account but I simply can not I would love to write about what you do on there as much as you do me I seem to be taking over your pathetic mind with every improvement I make.
You like to think I lie a lie but you like to think you know me, We both know you don't really know me on the internet so why
bother calling me a liar just because a little birdie speaking into you're ear says I'm one doesn't mean I'm not one.
A couple of years ago you also told me to stay away from certain members of Vampire Rave and now when I do that too you don't like that I keep them away from you because I really know you are truly bad calling me a liar all the time, in the end, it will only be a joke on you and we all know who gets the last laugh, Surely it isn't you.
Do you think the spirits are gonna tell you about my life by doing tarot card readings, It won't work at least not 100% accurately.
If the cards were true they would show why I don't like you no more I mean when I first joined the site I use to love it and enjoy it and feel welcomed here now I feel used and abused by too many people here trying to get me killed oh not to mention you didn't tell the others the truth you did that?
I use to trust a lot of people and now I trust no one because of you.
wrecking my life every chance you get.
Trying to destroy me and my family and then you claim I got no friends what do you even fucking know about anyone or me?
SO EXCUSE ME FOR BEING COCKY TOWARDS YOU WHEN YOU DESERVE IT
You don't get to trash my name or keep calling me a liar anymore I don't give you that access.(You also like to think you're above everyone and that's not true so keep playing that mind game of you'res )
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