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I finally took the plunge and got the membership. I was planning to wait until I could save up enough to get the lifetime, and that's still the plan.. but for now I figure I'll go month to month...



See the main thing is I have money today, but I might not next month... hopefully I'll be able to get the six month plan, or even the year plan and then I won't have to worry about it for a while.



Now that I have the PM membership I don't think I can go back.. I mean, honestly... this is so awesome.. all my curiosity is satisfied on who rated what... and guess what else



I made it into Cancer's journal, which is like the coolest thing ever.. he didn't mention my name, which is cool, and I'm not going to say where, because I don't want anyone getting poed at me... but I wrote something to him and it made it in...



I hope that doesn't make me a kiss up.. lol, it's funny, for some reason when I think of Cancer I get all giggly and such, like teenage girls do over the movie stars or band leaders of their choice... he just has, charisma...



Anywho, I guess I should look around and update some more, and I can start an artcle for the members articles... I'll actually spend the time to spell check this time.. lol

I'm 20 years old, and I've often had to play the adult, since about fourteen, or maybe a little longer. But it's not an easy thing for me, because I am really and truly immature... I'd rather sit on the computer all day and not do a damn thing than go to work. I know, everyone feels that way, most of the time, but I feel it to the point it's a physical effort to force myself to go to work.



Like today, I know I can get away with not showing up.



I'm fighting the urge so badly, but it doesn't help that they keep messing with me around there. Everytime I turn around there's some new bullshit, and that wouldn't bother me too much, except they keep bringing the bullshit into my circle of life. Everytime I turn around I'm walking in it, up to the knees and I never know where it comes from.



It's like a really really big flock of birds come and shit on everything while I'm stupid enough to sleep.