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I, like most people in the world, am having a very messed up set of days.



First of all, me and my boyfriend have been fighting none stop. I keep telling him that I'm miserable right now, that him refusing to work was bringing us all down. Doesn't matter what I tell him though, it's all in one ear and out the other. This means that I'll probably be moving out sooner or later. Knowing me it'll be later.



However I'm talking with an old friend of mine who's suddenly become more to me. I don't know exactly what changed about him to me, but suddenly the way I look at him is completely different. I spend all my time talking to him, laughing with him.. and he's the only one who listens to me. I was trying to talk to my room mates about how my mother is going through a lot of trouble and has to have surgery. None of them would look up from the TV... they laughed at the TV while I was talking about how she might die. ..





I hate this situation. I hate that I let myself be in this situation. I hate everything right now.