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Spending most of my time on my other profile now to sire it out.

- Heilung's new album released today so went out for a morning hike while jamming it. Took some pictures and shared them on my alternate portfolio. Not liking how Neowise2020 sits in in some prison coven. So have been spending more time there to level it up. I really don't give a f**k who doesn't like me on this site. It is a resource I use on the internet as a real vampire if you don't like it tough shit. Express yourself however you choose-its all just a part of nature to me. Lots of whiney little bitches do just that about as annoying as a swarm of gnats which I can handle. Anyway, took this early morning hike to my favorite beach cave and back. Ouch Yeah, I pushed these old bones pretty hard. Been eyeballing some pretty expensive stuff of late so may need to rejoin the labor force (part-time) and got to get back in shape. I'm best suited in the security sector. Stand around looking scary-I'm good at that and you don't even need to see my fangs.

Speaking of fangs I got all my crafting materials in for my DIY enterprise to create what I want. First thing to do is create a cast of my teeth. Going to watch some videos on you Tube then give it a try. Going to take my time as I've never done it before. Then phase two will be drafting the fangs from mechanical drawings I make from the perfect model-the vampire bat and then get to work with the Dremel to shape the metal accordingly cutting a slot behind each tooth to attach to a wire base. I chose silver to weld with. Then using the pink plastic material shape that looks like gums onto my teeth mold. Haven't done any of this before but I was a foreman and ran a cold steel company while doing all the maintenance. How hard could this be. I'll be finding out. Will post results when I get to them.

-Got this album from a new follower. I think they may be an A.I. generated bot. I'll try not to hold it against them but rather their creators and those who instituted them to replace real human interaction for the sake of making a fucking profit.

Had this dream today where I went into one of my favorite occult stores and greeted the witch at the counter, but she was speaking something I couldn't hear and didn't even notice me in her own world. This is a common theme in my life as I chose my own way through the wilderness and avoided the paths and roads others cut and travel for easy movement and trade. I suppose I'll have to lurk in the shadows and wait for an innocent curious soul to snatch up when they wander into the wilds. Sharing the wonders I've come to know.

Been going back to my youth trying to attune to this natural vampire energy I felt then when I stayed at my grandmother's house. It vibrates at quite a high frequency but is something I need to reconnect to.

-Another one of those album covers that's a tad on the graphic side so got the thumbnail version. Was feeling some Penis Trauma was in order after my empathic abilities took a read on many a member on this site. It sure is a good thing I know myself so well or I'd be totally f**ked. lol

Went grocery shopping first thing in the morning yesterday being the first of the month I wanted to beat those getting paid. Then later went on a hike with my lover. Got a bit too much sun and now am in a weakened state. It should turn to tan, and I'll be okay soon.

Been focusing on my shadow work and connection to my source.

-Been continuing my shadow work. Put away some other distractions to focus more energy into this endeavor. A watched kettle never boils but I do reflect on how much I've changed in the past 5 years. Was looking for others to join but found them all wanting. So just determined to do my own thing. But it has to be real not this fake ass shit I see so much of. My scrutiny is a hard thing to get past when I aim it toward myself, but I'll manage.