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Fight not my brothers. Shed not the blood of the fates. Repeat not the forsaken raptures of the fallen gods. Collect the tears of our forgotten loves so that they can see our suffering. Let thier fires burn through out eterntiy.

The child without a name grew up to be the hand

To watch you, to shield you or kill on demand

The choice he’d made he could not comprehend

His blood a grim secret they had to command



He’s torn between his honor and the true love of his life

He prayed for both but was denied



So many dreams were broken and so much was sacrificed

Was it worth the ones we loved and had to leave behind?

So many years have past, who are the noble and the wise?

Will all our sins be justified?



The curse of his powers tormented his life

Obeying the crown was a sinister price

His soul was tortured by love and by pain

He surely would flee but the oath made him stay



He’s torn between his honor and the true love of his life

He prayed for both but was denied



So many dreams were broken and so much was sacrificed

Was it worth the ones we loved and had to leave behind?

So many years have past, who are the noble and the wise?

Will all our sins be justified?



Please forgive me for the sorrow, for leaving you in fear

For the dreams we had to silence, that’s all they’ll ever be

Still I’ll be the hand that serves you

Though you’ll not see that it is me



So many dreams were broken and so much was sacrificed

Was it worth the ones we loved and had to leave behind?

So many years have past, who are the noble and the wise?

Will all our sins be justified?

why do we always come back to the places where our hearts have suffered so much pain. why do we always seem to think that we owe these places something.



i just dont understand why i am always going back to the places were so much of my pain seems to have happen. maybe it is just something that has been bred in to me or maybe it is something that was learn has a way to ease the suffering of ones soul.



this is always the reason why i think or go back to the places that have seen my pain. or have inflicted pain upon me.



the reason why i have to go back to these places is that if we forgot our past we will be dammed to repeat those torments of my life. but then there is a part of me that thinks that i owe the person that did this to me some form of dues. for what he or she has done to me.





i have tried to part ways from this old pratice of mine but i have never seem to succed in my tasks. i have always come back to this horrird place in my life.





so this i ask u all out there in the darkness that may read this. why? do we always go back to the places that have caused us so much pain...........