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Like those gasping for their last breath. We cannot hide. There's nothing left.
" all people come to this time and place in there life where we seek the solace of some one or something. may it be a drug or a person. some times even with that person or drug those scars that bleed deep with in ones own heart mind body and soul, are too much for one to bear. that is the moment in ones life where we must make a choice. to either stand and fight. and remember the times where we were fools or we turn and run from such things and allow them to haunt us and to control our minds. to allow that to bend our wills our minds to its will is a greater evil then to stand fight and possibly die or shed ones blood for ones right to live. for ones right to stand, to just be." Glenn Wiest FATHER INTO YOUR HANDS, WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME? IN YOUR EYES, FORSAKEN ME? IN YOUR THOUGHTS, FORSAKEN ME? IN YOUR HEART FORSAKEN ME? These people are really great friends. Check them out and rate them kindly. Just click on their tags, and it will take you right to their profile pages. Thank you. Here is just a small sampling of what it is like to be me. Some of the things I like to do are surf the web, play video games, chat on the phone or online, hang out with friends, draw, write, and poetry. The kinds of music I like are rock, metal, jazz, and more. My age is 28. Some days I feel like I am an old man on my death bed. I bet everyone feels like that some days. I have grown up in MA, NJ, and in PA. The first two I cant really remember much about, because I was only four or five when I was there. I have always viewed my self as a good listener and a good friend before anything. I would do anything for my friends. Without people that love and support you, then what does life really mean? I am an easygoing guy, but if you fuck with my friends, I will get mean quickly. SOME THINGS I WILL NOT STAND FOR. IF YOU FUCK WITH THE ONES I LOVE OR CARE ABOUT, I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN AND FUCKING GUT YOU LIKE A PIG. We all come to the place we feel at home. How do you define what home is? Isn't home where the heart is? That is what I have always thought. I think the brightest and the happiest moment of my life was when I became an uncle. I love my niece and my nephews with all of my heart. I swear to the first person that hurts them, may the gods have mercy on their souls. Here is a picture of my niece and nephew. Some of the good things about me are that I am smart, funny, a good friend, and I am kind. Some of the bad things about me are my shyness, I don't talk about my feelings, and I withdraw in to my own little world at times. I the sun ov man The offspring ov the stellar race My halo fallen and crushed upon the earth That i may bring balance to this world I son ov perdition From sheer nothingness transgressed Unto the highest self - to utmost freedom To explore the starry nature ov my rage I pulse ov existence The law ov nature undenied I hold the torch ov heraclites So i can shake the earth and move the suns I divine iconoclast Injecting chaos into my veins With life accepted With pain resurrected Is the embrace ov god in man profound The joy ov a dawn The ecstasy ov dusk Nourished have i this karmic flow Where great above meets great below Let it be written! Let it be done! Scattered i walk towards the fractured light Ravage by love. Stricken by the fear of never seeing her again, she my love she my life. Always looking for my freedom from this pain this suffering. Killed by your pain, reborn by and reforged by your suffering i live here in this world. Doomed to never again live free. With my might, with my power i stand here on the vast wasteland of eternity wondering if i will ever be rid of this darkness that has forged the man i am today. With my pain i live. With my burden I must carry it to the end of my days. We are all children of the darkness in some ways. It is up to whom we are to think it and make it be so.
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