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RUN RUN

02:46 Mar 31 2010
Times Read: 526


run, run faster

keep on running

he is after you

and he wants your blood

he has no mercy



everyone screams

there is no way out

she is after you

and she wants your blood

she has no mercy



hiding behind a house

they'll find you anyway

they are after you

and they want your blood

they have no mercy



come out, come out where ever you are

you can run, but you can not find

for I am after you

and I want your blood

and I have no mercy



soon the world is all the same

soon no one has to run or hide

soon no one is after you

soon no one wants your blood

soon no one has mercy

soon you are also

a vampire


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Lust and Love

21:16 Mar 28 2010
Times Read: 530


The chains grasp my heart

his voice chills my skin.

Silently i stare

while deep inside i scream with in.

His eyes so cold and empty

his grip tight and cruel.

he laughts so wicked

cruelly saying your a "fool".



i thought it was love

but i mistaked it for lust.

that warm feeling

evaporated in the dust.

his touch used to end the pain

now it is the cause.

believing his lies

what one of my biggest flaws.



his hits bruise my tender skin

his words burn through my soul.

i stare at the floor in silence

knowing he has total control.

over and over

night and day.

as if a barbie

im forced to play.



no longer a human more like a toy

broken and badgered yet forced to smile.

taped together by chains

i know soon it'll happen again in a while.

his lust shines bright

and even bright when i cry.

while he forces me to grin

inside i die.



he's the devil while i an angel

he's bringing hell while i stick with heaven.

not a minute late

my doom comes at the tick of eleven.

all i have the power to do

is pray to god up above.

It hurts to know i recieved lust

from the lie of love.


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martin
martin
22:50 Apr 16 2010

this one is very good





 

Vampire choices

23:27 Mar 27 2010
Times Read: 549


When the music box,



stops its timely dance,



will I be able



to save her,



from myself?



~



Will lust for blood



domiate my thoughts?



making her pale, smooth skin,



so, so inviting.



~



Or will lust for love preveil.



against all the



dirty hands of the world,



trying to pull us apart?



~



When my mouth



dare not touch



her delicate body



for fear



that I may rip it asunder.



~



Oh the love of a vampire



is peril



in its truest form.



~



Oh the tears of a vampire



are pain



in deep, deep silence.



~



To see my true love,



but not daring to



touch her.



Is an agony I cannot express.



~



To see my true love



look out on the world



she cannot be a part of,



as long as she loves me.



~



To feel nothing but



lust and



agony and



anger and



hunger, always hunger



that never stops.



no peace, no rest,



love a dangling parody;



always out of reach.



~



When the knife



beckons,



an answer to all the



pain.



~



And I tell my love,



goodbye.



And I go out,



her last kiss



lingering like



her tears.



~



Standing,



knife at the ready,



to end this



once and for all.



~



Then rain falls,



like the earth knows,



and weeps.



Like the sky knows,



and is sorrowful.



~



Then I feel.



Something I have never felt before.



Grass and rain and cold.



Stone and moss and tree.



fire and water and air and earth,



singing to save,



this child of blood.



~



Feeling the pain



and agony,



and lust,



all wash away.



~



And this new child of Elements,



flys with the birds,



runs with the fox,



howlss with the wolf,



and leaps with the rabbit.



~



And then,



I will return to my love,



not a vampire,



but not human, nether.


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Cereal

23:33 Mar 26 2010
Times Read: 562


cereal with the milk Pictures, Images and Photos



Marijuana has been known to temporarily impair immediate memory. so they say

Based on a true story. I got really high once, and to this day I don't know what happened to my bowl of cereal.



Ode To My Bowl Of Cereal



I lost my bowl,

Of cereal,

Oh where could it have gone?

I went outside to,

Take a few,

Hits off my new bong.



I came back in,

I sat me down,

but then to my dismay,

I found my bowl,

Of cereal,

Had strangely gone away.



I don't know why it went away,

Or why it had to go,

I guess my bowl,

Of cereal,

Knows things that I don't know.



So if my bowl,

Of cereal,

Should come to pass along,

I wish it well,

Suffice to tell,

Now where the hell's my bong?



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Twas The Month After Christmas

23:21 Mar 26 2010
Times Read: 566


Twas The Month After Christmas



Twas the month after Christmas and all through the house

Nothing would fit me, not even a blouse.



The cookies I'd nibbled, the eggnog I'd taste.

All the holiday parties had gone to my waist.



When I got on the scales there arose such a number!

When I walked to the store (less a walk than a lumber).



I'd remember the marvelous meals I'd prepared;

The gravies and sauces and beef nicely rared,



The wine and the rum balls, the bread and the cheese

And the way I'd never said, "No thank you, please."



As I dressed myself in my husband's old shirt

And prepared once again to do battle with dirt---



I said to myself, as I only can

"You can't spend a winter disguised as a man!"



So--away with the last of the sour cream dip,

Get rid of the fruit cake, every cracker and chip



Every last bit of food that I like must be banished

Till all the additional ounces have vanished.



I won't have a cookie--not even a lick.

I'll want only to chew on a long celery stick.



I won't have hot biscuits, or corn bread, or pie,

I'll munch on a carrot and quietly cry.



I'm hungry, I'm lonesome, and life is a bore---

But isn't that what January is for?



Unable to giggle, no longer a riot.

Happy New Year to all and to all a good diet!


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Have I

18:53 Mar 25 2010
Times Read: 569


Poem on Internet dating





Have I ever told you

that if I sit really still and silent,

sometimes. I like to think

I can hear your heart beating

in time with mine?



Have I ever told you

that when I watch you speak to me

through lines and cords,

and bytes and ram,

I imagine

your voice,

whispering into my ear?



Have I ever told you

that I wait out each day

in anticipation,

wanting

only an hour or two,

just a second in space and time,

to feel close to you?



Have I ever told you

that there has been times,

when I ached for you,

ached for you so badly,

that the emotions overwhelmed me..

and so I sat and cried?



Have I ever told you

that sometimes,

I will reach out,

touching your name

on this cold screen before me,

wishing

I could reach in

and pull you to me?



Have I ever told you

that after the first time I heard

the sound of your voice,

thousands of miles away,

I sat up all night,

turning the conversation over and over

in my mind,

examining it,

like some newly discovered species of flower?



Have I ever told you

that I would give everything up,

just for one night

to be able to lay near you,

to feel your chest rise and fall

with each breath you take,

just to know that you are real?



Have I ever told you

that I dream of you often,

I dream of you reaching out

and touching my hand,

simply to let me know

that you are there,

and everything is okay?



Have I ever told you,

have I still yet to tell you . . .

that I love you?


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Bitten

19:04 Mar 24 2010
Times Read: 572


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The ice will burn before the pages turn,

Forgive yourself for the pain you've earned.

You won't cry until you see faces in the rain,

When your life is over and your joy lies slain.







You hide the danger in your smile,

Behind a stranger to your guile;

And I have to ask if you believe

In vampires and the lover's creed.



Your shoes are tied with a hangman's knot,

I wonder if the darkness ever had a shot;

You left the light but the black is nothing

Next to you and your heartbroken paradise.



I know you loved them, each and every one,

I think you killed them, each a world undone.

And I have to ask if you can truly see

Just what the hell you've done to me.



The mirror says my teeth have grown;

On these new wings my guilt has flown,

And I know it will never end;

A loss of life God did not intend.



Well I know we both love blood,

But it never had to flood;

Even though the sun now hates your face,

You can't forget the sweetly sordid taste.

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MeanMeanMrTu
MeanMeanMrTu
07:13 Mar 27 2010

It should be a song.





 

Slave to reality

07:33 Mar 23 2010
Times Read: 577






The mind taken away. Lost to all present

circumstance. Transported to another plane,

another sphere. Elevated

to a higher conscience.

The physical baggage disposed, no longer

a hindrance. Allowed to roam freely,

to soar aimlessly. The imagination

takes flight.



A garden, no a meadow.

Yes, a meadow of gentle rolling knolls,

in the early morning light! The sun's new

rays reflecting on the dew, making the ordinary

sparkle brighter then the rarest of gems.



The contrast between the cool grass

beneath my feet, gently caressing my legs,

and the penetrating warmth of the orbed furnace

is very pleasing. Making me feel

rejuvenated and relaxed at the same time.



The periwinkles dance their exotic dance,

bowing to the demands of a gentle breeze.



In the distance, a dark ominous form

spreads across the land. Growing to

mammoth proportion with each step that I take.



I am drawn to this monstrosity against my will!



I know this demon, and as

I breath out the horrid name, it engulfs me.



Once again I am a slave to REALITY.

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Her Eye

21:46 Mar 17 2010
Times Read: 583


Eyes Pictures, Images and Photos



A beauty stood on a balcony high,

Sneezed and lost her blue glass eye.

A young man walking down The Strand

Caught the flashing eye-ball one hand.

Invited up to receive her thanks

He drooled on her features, figure, flanks.

While dining on champagne and chicken

These strangers felt their heart beats quicken,

Gazed into each others eyes, imperfections indiscernible,

Including the eye-ball that proved to be returnable.

Over croissants and coffee in the morning

The young man felt suspicion dawning,

Said, "Would you do this for just any passer-by?"

"Oh no!" she said, "He'd have to catch my eye".

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Passion so dark

07:39 Mar 15 2010
Times Read: 595


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the bells toll as

your laughter rings out

the chains clanging

the smell of leather

bound down

bound and gagged

submitting to your will

helpless, hapless

suspended within a dark corner

the recess of the mind

alive and intense

the increasing pain is pleasant

drifting off into another universe

transgressing into another being

pinned down and dominated

becoming your slave



pain to panic

panic to pleasure

an endless circle

a revolving door

spinning and spinning

falling and falling

rising back to

a heightened awareness

alive

every nerve is on end

stimulated almost electrified

intense pleasure and pain

combined

ecstasy taking over

releasing the spirit into

an unknown world



unknowingly awake

within a realm of darkness

between the light of day

and the setting moon

lying in

soaked sheets and perspiration

the intensity seems

so real

shaking, trembling

standing

walking to the mirror

with the realization of reality

and the experience, a nightmare

enlightening and overwhelming

awakening a beast within

revealing a latent

dark passion

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Mask

07:32 Mar 15 2010
Times Read: 593


Photobucket





She wears it like a mask

Each time she comes to me,

A shroud to cloud my eyes,

A veil I cannot see.



But her mask is just a ruse,

An aspect of her game.

It hides the girl behind

The fiction of her name.



That name is but a symbol

Of the role she plays for me,

A promise unfulfilled,

A hope of what could be.



Removing all between us,

Clothed only in her name,

Her touch is my illusion,

Setting heart and loin aflame.



A mirage within a dream,

A ghost of fragile youth,

She is fantasy. And fire.

And beauty born of truth.



Her name is but a name,

A symbol, just a mask -

Concealing what I see,

Revealing what I ask.

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Lust for Blood

23:33 Mar 09 2010
Times Read: 610


Photobucket



Blood is but a trickle thro’ her veins;

A tear – but only that it feigns

A look of sorrow; the sigh, she had to borrow;

To know, in acting hurt she all but reigns!



A perk of siren head to draw him in;

He melts – a waning from within.

Her clever snare: he marries with her hair.

But now the kiss - a taste of her cuisine!



She in torsion paints a torrid tale -

See her callous grin upon his wail!

- Be the torture, swallow down the pain -

His burden gone, no life must he sustain.







Revenge on Man! Her loss of trust had

Wrought an evil whored in lust:

The crafted vintage e’re the thrust

Behind her ill champagne.

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Bottom Man

23:29 Mar 09 2010
Times Read: 611


Photobucket



A juicy peach, a pair of thighs,

Packed inside her taughtened jeans:

A crafted view to whet the roving eye.



He chases down the wiggle, though she

Knows it in her giggle, so she

Gives a sense of unawares a try.



He must his hand arrest – or might he

Plausibly molest or slap

The symmetry that is her perky bulge?



But is she flaunting in a quest

To show her bum's the very best?

His dream's alive! but that he won't divulge!

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Shadows

01:18 Mar 09 2010
Times Read: 616


I've captured unicorns in flight

Through twilights purple skies

Danced with Aphrodite as

I gazed into her eyes



I've been intrigued by whispering angels

Frozen by the breath of the Divine

Made love atop soft silver clouds

Built castles from the sands of time



In a breath I've taken in the

Scent of all that perfumes Eden

Bathed in glistening moonlight

Transformed rainbows into seasons



Mythic journeys through the heavens

Have never taken me as high

As the magic of her presence or the

Sparkle in her eyes



She is my goddess of love and beauty

She is my Lord Divine

Enchanting as the blackest rose

Yet radiant as sunshine



She has the smile of an angel

A butterflys gentle touch

Ti's she who mystifies my dreams

I've come to love so much



I find myself returning to the

Streams of liquid light

Condemned to suffer once again

Amidst that ghostly winter night



Forbidden love concealed in shadows

Haunting secrets unrevealed

Despair and sorrow fill my eyes for

She knows not how I feel.


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A knight in armor

01:15 Mar 09 2010
Times Read: 617


In this world full of hurt and pain,

I need someone who would help me through the rain.

To comfort me when Im sad,

Doing everything just to make me glad.



In this world I need a Brave Knight,

Who would never give up any fight.

A knight who would dry away my tears,

Telling me to overcome my fears.



A knight who loves me for who I am inside,

With him there's nothing more I need to hide.

A person who will still be standing strong,

Eventhough everything has gone wrong.



I need someone who is willing to give me more,

Someone I can call my Knight In Shining Armor.


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Sanity

01:11 Mar 09 2010
Times Read: 618


And now I sit inside my glass prison

Screaming to be let free

But all my efforts are in vain

You can't even hear me.



Look into my tear stained eyes

And tell me what you see

Am I so completely dead to you

That you don't even see me?



Watch the tears fall down my face

An endless stream of forgotten hate

Fall into an unknown world

Follow the road of fearful fate.



Banish the light from inside your mind

Let the dark consume your soul

Lose yourself inside this hell

Cause yourself to lose control.



Rest your head and close your eyes

Soon the pain will fade

Slip away into your dreams

No longer be afraid.



I feel my body growing cold

Shaking, shivering, fade away

Trembling under Death's sweet kiss

I'm too far led astray.



Leave me helpless on the ground

Left alone to face this death

Fatal numbness pass over me

And I breathe my one last breath.



My screams have been silenced

My tears have been dried

As I lay upon the earth

And let this life subside.



Let the dark consume the soul

Pass into eternity

Thus the ending of this life

Of this forgotten sanity.


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baby can I hold you

02:04 Mar 01 2010
Times Read: 551


Tracey Chapman song







Sorry

Is all that you can't say

Years gone by and still

Words don't come easily

Like sorry like sorry



Forgive me

Is all that you can't say

Years gone by and still

Words don't come easily

Like forgive me forgive me



But you can say baby

Baby can I hold you tonight

Maybe if I told you

the right words

At the right time you'd be mine



I love you

Is all that you can't say

Years gone by and still

Words don't come easily

Like I love you I love you


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see me

01:34 Mar 01 2010
Times Read: 552


Don't you care for my love? She said bitterly. I handed her the mirror, and said: Please address these questions to the proper person! Please make all requests to head-quarters! In all matters of emotional importance Please approach the supreme authority direct! - So I handed her the mirror And she would have broken it over my head But she caught sight of her own reflection And that held her spellbound for two seconds .... While I fled.


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