run, run faster
keep on running
he is after you
and he wants your blood
he has no mercy
everyone screams
there is no way out
she is after you
and she wants your blood
she has no mercy
hiding behind a house
they'll find you anyway
they are after you
and they want your blood
they have no mercy
come out, come out where ever you are
you can run, but you can not find
for I am after you
and I want your blood
and I have no mercy
soon the world is all the same
soon no one has to run or hide
soon no one is after you
soon no one wants your blood
soon no one has mercy
soon you are also
a vampire
The chains grasp my heart
his voice chills my skin.
Silently i stare
while deep inside i scream with in.
His eyes so cold and empty
his grip tight and cruel.
he laughts so wicked
cruelly saying your a "fool".
i thought it was love
but i mistaked it for lust.
that warm feeling
evaporated in the dust.
his touch used to end the pain
now it is the cause.
believing his lies
what one of my biggest flaws.
his hits bruise my tender skin
his words burn through my soul.
i stare at the floor in silence
knowing he has total control.
over and over
night and day.
as if a barbie
im forced to play.
no longer a human more like a toy
broken and badgered yet forced to smile.
taped together by chains
i know soon it'll happen again in a while.
his lust shines bright
and even bright when i cry.
while he forces me to grin
inside i die.
he's the devil while i an angel
he's bringing hell while i stick with heaven.
not a minute late
my doom comes at the tick of eleven.
all i have the power to do
is pray to god up above.
It hurts to know i recieved lust
from the lie of love.
When the music box,
stops its timely dance,
will I be able
to save her,
from myself?
~
Will lust for blood
domiate my thoughts?
making her pale, smooth skin,
so, so inviting.
~
Or will lust for love preveil.
against all the
dirty hands of the world,
trying to pull us apart?
~
When my mouth
dare not touch
her delicate body
for fear
that I may rip it asunder.
~
Oh the love of a vampire
is peril
in its truest form.
~
Oh the tears of a vampire
are pain
in deep, deep silence.
~
To see my true love,
but not daring to
touch her.
Is an agony I cannot express.
~
To see my true love
look out on the world
she cannot be a part of,
as long as she loves me.
~
To feel nothing but
lust and
agony and
anger and
hunger, always hunger
that never stops.
no peace, no rest,
love a dangling parody;
always out of reach.
~
When the knife
beckons,
an answer to all the
pain.
~
And I tell my love,
goodbye.
And I go out,
her last kiss
lingering like
her tears.
~
Standing,
knife at the ready,
to end this
once and for all.
~
Then rain falls,
like the earth knows,
and weeps.
Like the sky knows,
and is sorrowful.
~
Then I feel.
Something I have never felt before.
Grass and rain and cold.
Stone and moss and tree.
fire and water and air and earth,
singing to save,
this child of blood.
~
Feeling the pain
and agony,
and lust,
all wash away.
~
And this new child of Elements,
flys with the birds,
runs with the fox,
howlss with the wolf,
and leaps with the rabbit.
~
And then,
I will return to my love,
not a vampire,
but not human, nether.
Twas The Month After Christmas
Twas the month after Christmas and all through the house
Nothing would fit me, not even a blouse.
The cookies I'd nibbled, the eggnog I'd taste.
All the holiday parties had gone to my waist.
When I got on the scales there arose such a number!
When I walked to the store (less a walk than a lumber).
I'd remember the marvelous meals I'd prepared;
The gravies and sauces and beef nicely rared,
The wine and the rum balls, the bread and the cheese
And the way I'd never said, "No thank you, please."
As I dressed myself in my husband's old shirt
And prepared once again to do battle with dirt---
I said to myself, as I only can
"You can't spend a winter disguised as a man!"
So--away with the last of the sour cream dip,
Get rid of the fruit cake, every cracker and chip
Every last bit of food that I like must be banished
Till all the additional ounces have vanished.
I won't have a cookie--not even a lick.
I'll want only to chew on a long celery stick.
I won't have hot biscuits, or corn bread, or pie,
I'll munch on a carrot and quietly cry.
I'm hungry, I'm lonesome, and life is a bore---
But isn't that what January is for?
Unable to giggle, no longer a riot.
Happy New Year to all and to all a good diet!
Poem on Internet dating
Have I ever told you
that if I sit really still and silent,
sometimes. I like to think
I can hear your heart beating
in time with mine?
Have I ever told you
that when I watch you speak to me
through lines and cords,
and bytes and ram,
I imagine
your voice,
whispering into my ear?
Have I ever told you
that I wait out each day
in anticipation,
wanting
only an hour or two,
just a second in space and time,
to feel close to you?
Have I ever told you
that there has been times,
when I ached for you,
ached for you so badly,
that the emotions overwhelmed me..
and so I sat and cried?
Have I ever told you
that sometimes,
I will reach out,
touching your name
on this cold screen before me,
wishing
I could reach in
and pull you to me?
Have I ever told you
that after the first time I heard
the sound of your voice,
thousands of miles away,
I sat up all night,
turning the conversation over and over
in my mind,
examining it,
like some newly discovered species of flower?
Have I ever told you
that I would give everything up,
just for one night
to be able to lay near you,
to feel your chest rise and fall
with each breath you take,
just to know that you are real?
Have I ever told you
that I dream of you often,
I dream of you reaching out
and touching my hand,
simply to let me know
that you are there,
and everything is okay?
Have I ever told you,
have I still yet to tell you . . .
that I love you?
I've captured unicorns in flight
Through twilights purple skies
Danced with Aphrodite as
I gazed into her eyes
I've been intrigued by whispering angels
Frozen by the breath of the Divine
Made love atop soft silver clouds
Built castles from the sands of time
In a breath I've taken in the
Scent of all that perfumes Eden
Bathed in glistening moonlight
Transformed rainbows into seasons
Mythic journeys through the heavens
Have never taken me as high
As the magic of her presence or the
Sparkle in her eyes
She is my goddess of love and beauty
She is my Lord Divine
Enchanting as the blackest rose
Yet radiant as sunshine
She has the smile of an angel
A butterflys gentle touch
Ti's she who mystifies my dreams
I've come to love so much
I find myself returning to the
Streams of liquid light
Condemned to suffer once again
Amidst that ghostly winter night
Forbidden love concealed in shadows
Haunting secrets unrevealed
Despair and sorrow fill my eyes for
She knows not how I feel.
In this world full of hurt and pain,
I need someone who would help me through the rain.
To comfort me when Im sad,
Doing everything just to make me glad.
In this world I need a Brave Knight,
Who would never give up any fight.
A knight who would dry away my tears,
Telling me to overcome my fears.
A knight who loves me for who I am inside,
With him there's nothing more I need to hide.
A person who will still be standing strong,
Eventhough everything has gone wrong.
I need someone who is willing to give me more,
Someone I can call my Knight In Shining Armor.
And now I sit inside my glass prison
Screaming to be let free
But all my efforts are in vain
You can't even hear me.
Look into my tear stained eyes
And tell me what you see
Am I so completely dead to you
That you don't even see me?
Watch the tears fall down my face
An endless stream of forgotten hate
Fall into an unknown world
Follow the road of fearful fate.
Banish the light from inside your mind
Let the dark consume your soul
Lose yourself inside this hell
Cause yourself to lose control.
Rest your head and close your eyes
Soon the pain will fade
Slip away into your dreams
No longer be afraid.
I feel my body growing cold
Shaking, shivering, fade away
Trembling under Death's sweet kiss
I'm too far led astray.
Leave me helpless on the ground
Left alone to face this death
Fatal numbness pass over me
And I breathe my one last breath.
My screams have been silenced
My tears have been dried
As I lay upon the earth
And let this life subside.
Let the dark consume the soul
Pass into eternity
Thus the ending of this life
Of this forgotten sanity.
Tracey Chapman song
Sorry
Is all that you can't say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily
Like sorry like sorry
Forgive me
Is all that you can't say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily
Like forgive me forgive me
But you can say baby
Baby can I hold you tonight
Maybe if I told you
the right words
At the right time you'd be mine
I love you
Is all that you can't say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily
Like I love you I love you
Don't you care for my love? She said bitterly. I handed her the mirror, and said: Please address these questions to the proper person! Please make all requests to head-quarters! In all matters of emotional importance Please approach the supreme authority direct! - So I handed her the mirror And she would have broken it over my head But she caught sight of her own reflection And that held her spellbound for two seconds .... While I fled.
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