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Gods, I wish there was a better (cheap) way to get internet where I live. I use at&t and I will have to say 'You get what you pay for'...Meaning, it is $20 a month and seriously SUCKS! It is DSLite, but that isn't what bothers me. What bothers me is this:



Reset password...Whole system crashes and won't work without telling technical support your new password and having THEM reset it. Bull$*#@! I don't want them KNOWING IT! That was kind of the whole freaking reason I changed it...Defeats the purpose.



Modem errors...I have two modems (that I paid $70 each for and both of them keep having errors and having to be reset (Ex. Port reset, or entire modem reset, or power down and reset). I am so sick of it, but all I use it for is VR. I like VR. I don't want to get so disgusted that I have it disconnected AGAIN! It is seriously not worth the service they provide.



Still, I missed VampireRave enough to deal with this crap a second time around. I am NOT here for social networking. I love meeting new people, but that is secondary to discovering things useful to me and my nature. VR provides what I need to deal with things...whether through information, or someone there willing to tell me that things will be brighter in a few days.



I am ostricized in my town. I have a few people I talk to, but only my father to count on. Even that is only in certain areas of my life. There are some things you DO NOT discuss with your dad. Of course, I can't really discuss them with anyone, so what does it matter. VR makes me feel better about who i am. That is enough.



Jenna Karro

My Gods, after several broken parts...Several boxes sent UPS overnight mail...a techie in my house for more hours than I care to admit to (while I should have been sleeping)...My internet finally works the way it is supposed to work.



In other news, my kitchen sink has broken. It will work perfectly until you rinse out one glass and then the water stops. Makes dishes an issue if I have more than one to rinse off.



Also, my air conditioning suddenly went berserk and stopped working. What? Do I live in damnation that every time my life is looking up something else has to make me miserable? It is a good thing I stay almost perpetually in a good mood, but it is annoying that my computer is frying itself in the hot room while I am on it.



*shaking head in amused frustration*

Such is my life...I am to the point that I don't cry unless it is a major disappointment. Little things are just hilariously funny these days.



Jenna Karro

ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME, KNOWS THIS:



I have been away from VR for OVER a year. I apologize to anyone who was my friend and missed me, to anyone during that time who may have liked to become friends, or to my new Coven that I had no idea I was being traded to...Granted I had asked to be gone from my old coven...before I vanished, so maybe they took me seriously. Or more probably, I was simply released for inactivity that I couldn't do a single thing about.



I apologize also to my old Coven Mates. It isn't that I disliked any of you. I promise. I simply hate editing my every thought and opinion. I have to do it at home, at work, and in public...Why would I want to do it here? I know few of you liked my opinions, much less my views about life and people. I am sorry for you, but not for myself. I won't change that. I didn't want to leave some of you, but felt uncomfortable in the Vampire Dove. I probably didn't fit in despite the friendly faces.



I will also admit I was upset about one of my friends being treated in his coven much the same way you were treating my friend in OUR coven. I didn't like it; I was out-spoken about it. I rarely get mad, but I will admit I got there swiftly on that subject. I am sorry about the way I sounded. I am not sorry for what I said. I meant it, but I could have been more polite.



Jenna Karro