I have reached a decision and now face a difficult discussion with some I both like and admire. I feel like I will disappoint them but I have come to realize that I must do what is right for myself both physically and emotionally. Ah well my brain won't slow down on practicing what and how to say what I need to say but it will take a bit of time to catch up with the person I need to speak with. In the meantime someone tell my mind to let it go! I have prayed over it and I know this is the right decision and at least my heart and soul are comfortable with my decision.
I've been trying to get some work down in the house for the last few days but I'm getting nowhere fast. Between the tiredness I'm fighting all the time and now something messing with my right hip. Even sitting here trying to type on my journal is causing me pain and as it gets worse my hands start shaking. Dang it guess time to see the doctor again. Ignore me folks just needed a place to whine quietly.
COMMENTS
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Theodora
13:15 Aug 25 2023
It is so hard to let go of those ruminating thoughts. I know this well as Queen Overthinker. :-)
Vampirewitch39
13:47 Aug 25 2023
Got to take care of yourself, family.