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Last night, once again, I had the damn honor to screw and smash someone's heart...



Its not like I WANT to do this, its not my fault! They get their hopes up way too much and FORCE me to break their hearts in cold blood.



Why can't others understand that I don't want someone who's not like me?! I don't want someone who can't understand a thing I feel and say. And the tragedy is that correctly, I'm surrounded by such people.



I can't laugh at their jokes, I can't return their feelings, I can't feel one damn thing!



And sometimes.... it just feels bad to hurt people by what you are... sometimes.

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DarknessEvolved
14:17 Jun 23 2014

When you have a big heart it's always hard to give that push, though they are often times the best to do. It took years for me to find someone who understood me.



Frankly I am glad she came into my life when she did. Now things are just the opposite, where she was my rock. I am hers. Just goes to say, that the pain you endure ends up to be something worth it in the end.

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argedion
17:07 Jun 23 2014

Go after what you want and stay strong to you

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lusting4blood
01:17 Jul 08 2014

maybe thats why i stay single

i can never open up to anybody if i told them they would either think me a bigger freak then they do already or i'd just get laughed at

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