Due to a shit if circumstances I have changed my name. Please everyone rerate and favor my journal. This is likely the only name change I will do
I dont like to eat, and will naturally go days without eating until its noticed. Well my Master had a 3 day weekend and has ensured I have eaten every day. Today his grandfather made chili, I like chili but this batch was horrible. Whats worse is I had to eat a full bowl of it. Oh I hope I get praise or something. It was too spicy and semi bland
I feel broken. I dont trust, I freeze at basic commands, and I cant remember anything im supposed to. I cant communicate right and I see myself as lower than dirt. I spend most of my time fighting back tears. Im broken, not a good slave, sub or pet.
"Not too unusual where the master, in effect, willingly wears the collar, and his lovely slave, by the practice of the delightful wiles of her sex, with scandalous success wheedles her way triumphantly from the satisfaction of one whim to the next."
~Outlaw of Gor, p.54
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