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I'm feeling down again today. I've been trying to stay ahead of it, but maybe I just need to give in and get it over with. This time of year holds so many reminders, and there are more to come, of so many people I miss, and family I'll never have.



I'll just be sad today. It will pass.

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LORDMOGY
22:30 Oct 27 2013

Eat Goobers ^_^

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Today has just been one of those days when I'm tired of living. I hope tomorrow is better.

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MasterMel2
06:41 Oct 26 2013

Hey I know how you feel. Just keep on living hon

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lordess
14:36 Oct 28 2013

I know how that feels. I get a very heavy sensation in my gut when I have one of those days. *hugz*

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I'm not usually on at this time, but I couldn't sleep.



I was thinking. You know, you can't always tell who will be your allies and who will be your enemies. You might just end up trying to survive the zombie apocalypse with the people who ride the bus with you. Think about it.



Scary, huh?

I just got the news - no re- audition! Yeah! Now I just have to practice for the next concert!

The concert is tonight. The second audition is supposed to be right after.



I still am not playing as well as I like, and I simply didn't have time to learn all the music while teaching myself to play again. But I am improving.



I don't know if it will be good enough to remain in the orchestra for now, but whatever happens, I know I did something amazing since June 29th.



June 29th I started playing again after many years. Ninety-nine days ago. I have played every day for ninety- nine days. And I'm better than I was. And I get to play in an orchestra tonight!



I will keep going. This is a part of me that was neglected for too long. I am playing for myself. I remember that now. I won't forget.

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lordess
13:49 Oct 06 2013

Playing for yourself is the first step in the right direction, I'd say. Move people with your music!

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