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Alone in a sea of despair,

Not knowing which way to swim.

Fore if I just stay here thinking I will surely be condemned.

Calling a friend on the telephone,

No response I do get.

Not knowing whether she's avoiding me or has fallen asleep again.



My mind races even farther now,

My body needing another breath.

I wonder if I've offended her,

Or if my mind's just obsessed.

I can't think of many other reasons why she would not call back.

I am beginning to see a light now,

But still alone I sit.

The wind begins to get stronger now and my body gets ice cold.

I feel my soul floating upwards fore I cannot be consoled.

The pain doesn't even faze me,

I've felt worse all of my life.

Fore my soul is floating towards Heaven,

I'd thought too long over my plight.



I come upon the golden gates and a sentry doth move in.

He says that you are not welcome here for you have failed your quest once again.

You failed to find your long lost love so you are sentenced to meditate.

I am guided to a walkway that leads to a secluded place,

And as I do sit down on a floating rock the walkway is raised again.

So all alone I sit once more reflecting on my past.

I know that I've not accomplished much but was it worth my afterlife.



A voice bellows from up above and an angelic song procures.

Fore I see the fact that I'm not alone but have a good friend upon the throne.

He beckons down now I believe you finally see,

And the drawbridge is lowered once more for me.

The sentry says welcome back to Heaven's light,

You've earned it my dear friend upon these countless nights.

And as I pass through Heaven's gates my heart is filled with joy

And I reclaim my place by his throne understanding much once more.

As I sit here thinking on the past events I'm still left wondering

Oh my dear what happened to you on that night?

But God knows it's for the best,

And I do not doubt his decision.

So I hope that you live a wonderful life

And are not plagued with human oppression.

I've become your guardian angel and though you do not know

I stand a vidualent watch over your shoulder continually protecting you now.



(PS - THIS POEM IS COPYRIGHTED BY ME SO PLEASE DON'T ATTEMPT TO USE IT AS YOUR OWN WORK.)

Emotions revolving around me,

My head spinning constantly.

God knows what's in store for tommorow or what my future will be.

My future is swarmed with uncertainties and alone in this room I do sit,

Wondering if their'll be a tommorow to post my uncertainties in.

Needing people around me,

A hermit I could not be,

But I cannot find an exit to this eternal misery.

I continue to look for a way out but no doors I can find,

My heart's beginning to flutter like a ravenous butterfly.

My social life's that of a nomad continually traveling,

Back and forth from depression I get and it never seems ending.

Only if I could find someone that was truely caring,

Maybe then I would find my way out of this maze that entraps me.



My emotions getting more limited with every passing day,

But my heart continues to search the world for a way out of this place.

My eyes go to a daze and suddenly blind I find myself inside a cabin

Which some other had left behind upon their death.

His memories surpassed me but as I come to see,

He was one of the so called friends I knew of but took off ignoring me.

His memory was all that remained so I leave this small cabin behind

And head into the mountains where a temple stood I wandered to find.



I walk into the temple and request sanctuary,

The monk senior doth turn to me and states "Yes it will be granted thee",

I move into this place and as the monks do greet me in,

I train to be a lone warrior to fight on numerous quests.

My main objective as I learn was to find peace eternally,

But for this I would need to find the one to share life with me.



I bow towards my friends, the monks,

As I depart upon a new day and it has been several years now since I have been on my way.

I find that my soul is still trapped in this room of self sorrow.

So I departed on the quest and afar I shall go.

Heading from ocean to ocean, sea to desolate sea,

I've searched for thousands of miles my legs begin to grow weary.

I see her in the distance with an incondecent light,

Surrounding her entire body in the dead of a wintry night,

I wonder if I have found her our if my eyes decieve me,

I run the groud between us then she vanishes seising to be.



My knees give way as I fall to the ground,

Alass a lost and empty soul all emotions drained from my past.

In the cold of winter I sit down upon the snow,

Making the mistake of falling asleep and letting my weakness show.

My body does get colder as hypothermia does set in,

Frostbite covers my arms and legs from the depths within.

So as I'm passing into Heaven's light,

I find myself asking where she was threwout my life.



(PS - THIS POEM IS COPYRIGHTED BY ME SO PLEASE DON'T ATTEMPT TO USE IT AS YOUR OWN WORK.)

Sitting here writing this poem,

Not knowing what to say.

Looking for friendship around me,

Becoming more blatant each day.

But my friends have all departed,

I guess I'm just a joke.

They leave me stranded all by myself,

But of this I pray I can cope.

The rational that is behind it,

Is that they are not really friends.

Fore friends stick by you in times of need

And help you threw all of the bends.



All alone in a sea,

Not knowing where to go,

I look above and see myself flying in Heaven's lows.

The sky now it surrounds me acting as a crowd,

My piloting yet not perfect leaves me feeling safe and sound.

I look upon my gauges all beginning to go berserk.

My plane starts loosing altitude as I dive from the very large jerk.

I now am blanketed in a thunderstorm,

A lightning bolt hits me.

The controls get loose and I feel as though I've met my destiny.

The plane is falling further now and I can see the crystal blue sea.

As it rushes closer I wonder how this could happen to me.

The impact comes in seconds and I am thrown threw the shattering glass,

My arms ripped off by the force of this extraordinary blast.

As my body crashes into the water,

A strange sensation hits me,

My body feels no longer a part of the soul that I knew to be.



My soul begins to dissipate and spread into the sea,

My body and mind are now aligned with the Earth's great entity.

My mentality is beginning to fade and my physical mind has gone,

The only thing that I have left is the feeling I was not condoned.

My life was not completed and now that I have passed,

I see my goals can not be reached for too much time had passed.



(PS - THIS POEM IS COPYRIGHTED BY ME SO PLEASE DON'T ATTEMPT TO USE IT AS YOUR OWN WORK.)

A world filled with sorrows and incandescent souls,

A light all around them but everyone pays their tolls.

From the day of birth until the day you die,

Problems will be known and will surely arise.



Soaring along the tree tops as one-sparrow chirps his song,

A man looks up and listens to this sparrow’s harmonious tune.

He thinks about a sparrow’s life and how he would long to be,

A sparrow in the next life so that he could be so free.



The year is 1876 and this man is a slave,

He was sold to a plantation owner from a sailor’s slate.

He remembered of the wife and child that he had left behind,

Becoming saddened even more by the memories that they’ve both died.



Slugging threw the field one-day as he labored in his chores,

Slinging the field he hears a song with a familiar beat from before.

The sparrow has returned again but as the slave raised his head,

The sparrow was shot out of the sky with the gun his master had.



He rushed towards the master screaming profanities and slurs,

As he did grow closer he heard merely a single word.

The whip followed seconds after cracking onto this slave’s nerves,

As it cracked down upon his chest only one thought seemed to emerge.



He thought to himself “Oh my God will you please help me now?”

And a bright light did strike down upon this loyal servant’s brow.

On this day the slave had lost his desolate degraded life,

But he was free from being a slave and reunited with his wife and child.



For once in this man’s existence he was consoled and somewhat content,

The pain he felt on his chest was gone and the joy he felt was immense.

God had granted his single request and in Heaven he took his seat,

To live with his wife and child in an unsegregated sheet.



(PS - THIS POEM IS COPYRIGHTED BY ME SO PLEASE DON'T ATTEMPT TO USE IT AS YOUR OWN WORK.)