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Happy Saturday...



Well I guess it would be considered Sunday now.



I really don't have anything to write. That is usually a good thing because when I do have something to write, it is usually about something bad that has happened. There is proof of that on my yahoo360 site and myspace. One of the main reasons nothing is going on is because I have not deviated from my daily pattern since early July.



Get up

Shower

Dress

Work

(once in a great while to a store to pick up something on a ready made list)

Home

Read

Dinner

Online

Sleep



That is exactly how my Monday-Friday works. I am fine with that... Last time I went and grabbed life by the reigns (as the saying goes) I ended up in tears for weeks. Every time I break a pattern something comes back and bites me in the butt...

For Saturday and Sunday they usually consist of shopping eating out (Saturday), and hiking, staying in, or some other activity (Sunday). I am such a creature of habit, if I don't leave home everyday at 7:19 AM to go to the gas station to get a cup of Vanilla or Mocha coffee and get back in my jeep turn on the engine and if it is later then 7:27 my whole day is going to be ruined cause I am a minute or 2 off my normal schedule...

I know sooner or later that pattern is going to stop working and it's going to screw me up something terrible. The reason for that, is because

a) I moved (which is in the saving up stages, well unless a certain family member will leave and then I will have to stay... That topic is for a completely different blog named something like; Why Me, F*****g life, or &*^%$&*#@!^%@*&).

b) Someone in my family died,

c) I died (though at that point I won't much care about a pattern) or

d) I get so annoyed at being stuck at 49% of level 9 for so long, i take a hammer and beat my computer, losing grip on the hammer and it bashing me in the skull, and I am in a coma for months and months...



Ok... well I am sorta exaggerating a bit on letter d... I would never lose grip on the hammer... ;)



Those above listed are the reasons why I am afraid of change... Those would be the only way the pattern of my pathetic life would change...

You might say, well what if you get fired... Actually, I do a good job, and I enjoy it for the most part, so unless the company goes under... hmmm ok add that to the list... letter e).



You might also say, what happens if you find the love of your life and you get married and move... My response is... HAHAHA... With my track record with relationships, I have a better chance at being chased by a Tyrannosaurus Rex, saved by Zeus, and placed on a Greek throne in Olympus, where a Pterodactyl will swoop me up and take me home then safely tuck me into bed.. and all within a 4 hour time frame... then finding happiness in love. Okay.. enough of my jaded, bitter sounding rant.. Goodnight everyone... *waves*

Well this passed weekend went to Cave of the Mounds in Blue Mound, WI. That was fun. I must find more caves around where I live. It was so beautiful inside. All the columns and Stalagmites/tites were so beautiful. So many blues and blacks and pinks and purples.. It is amazing. I will upload pictures some time this week.

I can't believe that the stalagmites and stalactites take over 100 years just to grow an inch.. Some of those were at least 15 feet.. That's amazing. It is still an active cave cause there was water dripping, cold, very cold water :)

There was quite a bit of phosphorus as well.. Made the walls glow... that was cool... I think I just found a new hobby... :)

*sigh* I am highly upset that this was the last weekend of the Bristol Renaissance Faire (in Kenosha, WI.) I went yesterday and it is and always will be my favorite summer activity... This one lasts 9 weekends and from what I have seen, is one of the largest ones in the U.S.A. I really wish they had the fair in Sept and Oct. Sometimes it gets so hot its brutal. It's as if even SPF 80 isn't enough up here. Between the shows and the Joust and the shops, a good is had by all. I am not doing this ren faire any justice by the words I speak, but it is amazing. I think there are about 140+ vendors there and a lot of the shows are hilarious. (OK.. the guys with long hair dressed in Ren clothing is nothing to sneeze at either, but to be fair to the guys who are reading this, there are quite a few women who are there who leave little to the imagination in the way of clothing.) http://www.renfair.com/bristol/ is the site. Even if you aren't from the area it would definitely be worth a trip to go to this one. I usually go anywhere from 3-5 times a season. Granted I only live about 60-70 miles away, but it is worth a trip of a lot longer. That is all I have for now... Thanks for reading...