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As each day comes i feel...use less , power less an not worth the air i breath.I walk throw the day half of the time happy but..the rest i feel use less,sad, blood thirsty wishing my mind is so...How u can say out of it. In my life he is the one how brings the joy in to my life. But i am not perfect i mess up....say the wrong thing.... i up set..do some thing i shouldnt...i..love him so much with out i feel as if i would die. An when i up set him i feel as if i should be.....punished..I only wish is to make him happy. To make him smile. He is the one.. that ive been hoping for , dreaming of the one i want to spend all of eternity with. The one i want to die with. Die in his arns. He is the last face i want to see be for i die. So i can tell him i love u my love . You and you alone. Smile kiss his lips an say in tell we meet agin my love.Then with a smile on my face an a kiss from him on my lips. I close my eyes an pass on. Happy

I miss him. I long for his kiss, tocth. He is the one how makes me feel loved and loved.