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Wine to my lips~
20:08 Apr 13 2010
Times Read: 667

Wine to my lips and I am thinking of you

Tongue slides over, lips wet from the cabernet but my mind is on you

Head back eyes closed I swallow warm semi sweet red liquid glides down my throat

Wish is was you I was tasting wanting your essence on my lips

You in my mouth tasting you warm as it slides down my throat eyes closed

Eyes closed my hands wander warm wonderful wine warm wonderful you

Nipples erect reaching out begging for your touch my hands caress…

Eyes closed your hands caress instinctively I arch my back lifting my flesh to your touch

Fingers rubbing stroking pinching building a fire deep inside of me

Another sip head back eyes closed.. hands roam down across my ribs my skin is electric

Feeling your touch set my skin on fire all my passion building heating my skin

swallow… wonderful sweet peppery taste warming my throat and chest and down

head back eyes closed your hands slide down across my tummy

the thousands of butterflies take flight under the thought of your touch

and heat …raw passion desire animal need to have you to feel you taking me

I want it to be soft in my head to be sweet almost innocent

But the animal in me wants lust wants desire and satisfaction wants to be taken

To climb on you feeling you under me feeling you filling me owning me

You are such a need for me, always wanting you, never seeming to stop

Thirsty for you another sip.. Savoring it in my mouth as I would you

You are the liquid to quench my thirst you are the only thing to possibly sate my desire

But no somehow somehow I don’t follow through to you, you’re not here so

Head back eyes closed the thoughts of you here your hands your lips

Only makes me more thirsty more in need of you

hands .. down slipping between my things finding the spot…

Feeling the heat even before fingertips touch moisture

Head back eyes closed my lips softly part a low moan escapes my lips

Your fingers finding me stoking a deep and powerful fire I have for you

fingers, even in fingers I sense the need.. hips forward back arched head back eyes closed

your fingers inside surrounded by warmth, by me, heat rising so powerfully inside of me

A dance forward back forward back .. Breathing is faster heart racing

I explode all I am is here now in this feeling this image of you and me

Head up eyes opened I want to see you I live to see you

Out of breath I cry out

Not a phantom not a ghost or memory past

now real here

I need you

Heat passion lust desire Love

I need you head up eyes open I wait for you

I know already

I love you

another Dream of the sub-conscious~
17:48 Apr 13 2010
Times Read: 669

Dreaming…..

Laying in the green, lush and shady though its warm, oh so warm and comfortable

I am as I am never but with you ….naked

Laying on my side half curled in the grass

All the sights and sounds like vibrations on my skin…

I am sensitive to it all, breeze warmth sounds scents senses all

I feel you there just beyond the low grass hidden in the brush

Your eyes on me i feel no I am fear, fear of an unknown feeling in me an unknown passion being on the edge of something so new and terrifying yet exciting

Its as if we are already one i can hear your heart beating strong and fierce..

I can smell you your desire your need your hunger for me permeating the air around us

This alone makes my body react makes me create the juices of my own desire for you

Knowing you’re out there wanting you close I raise up from my side I sit up on my legs feet tucked under me .. back arched shoulders back chin up lifting my head I breathe you in, in the air… and deep inside I throb wanting you to make me yours to own me

Knowing as I do you catch my scent as well and it fuels your hunger even more

My own body aching for you I lower myself head and chest to the soft grass

Turned so that my ass and feet are facing you I lay my body down

Raising my ass high into the air I instinctively lick at my hands fingers my skin

my hunger growing as well

I feel each blade of grass as it touches and bends under me

I feel how even the very earth feels cool

Compared to the heat coming from my bodies desire for you .

I turn my head slightly sensing you I feel you before I see you

Like an electrical animal connection I feel this tie to you like a rope or chain or leash

being bound to you isn’t a choice it just is, the choice is in reveling in it as I do

in less than a heart beat you are near crouched down next to me yet all around me at the same time its as if your circling me I am both your prey and your prize

you examine me with eyes fingers mouth teeth tongue nose……

not an inch of me goes un noticed

and though nervous I am proud …proud to feel your desire your need and approval of me

suddenly I feel you your weight on me over me as you cover my body with yours

you hands to either side of me you lower yourself onto me your face to my neck I feel your breath on my nape and I shiver as you lower yourself on me your chest to my back over my ass and I feel you hard just at my ass again I shiver as you push your weight and desire into me you bite down I both moan aloud and melt to the ground suddenly your hand reaches around my waist lifting me up mouth still at my neck hips still ground into my ass

you lift me both our weight shifting back as I am now on your lap

your hands reach up feeling the weight of my breasts

I am overwhelmed by you everywhere I feel you everywhere neck back thighs ass lips breasts it is fast becoming too much to take as moisture drips from me

between my thighs and onto you

I ache so that without thought I reach down between my legs just as my fingers reach my wet throbbing heat your hands grab at mine one hand holding them both behind me as the other covers the expanse of my neck again I feel your breath and teeth at my neck near my ear as you apply a light pressure to my throat. “ No woman today that “ as you say this you release my hands knowing I will keep them obediently behind my back with your free hand you cup my hot wet flower in your hand “is mine”.

It takes everything in me to not give in at just the combination of your voice your gentle force and your hands on me.. I quiver and silently in my head ..”ok ok ok “

You sense this somehow and again you speak through my flesh between your teeth

“No girl you will, but today it will be when I say and by my hand”

I feel you so hard under me I feel your heat and it makes me so much hotter so much wetter I want to cry out begging you to take me to fill me now like this so deeply inside of me but I stay silent so afraid of the desire the need the hunger I am feeling

You know me so well as if I was created for you for this

“Do you want me ?” you ask.

I nod and whimper feeling embarrassed to have to admit it

feeling embarrassed at how much I crave you

“Tell me, tell me what you want and I might give it to you”

“Tell me what you want “ barely a shaky whisper I say “you”

you curl even closer around me your lips to the vein at my neck

“What I couldnt hear you if your unsure then don’t say but other wise if its something you really want I need to know to be able to help you right”?

Shaking I feel as though I might explode…

feeling your heat all around me your body wrapped around mine

I almost cant take it anymore

“You I want you”

“ Be more specific and ask right”

“Please I need you I need to feel you, hard and hot and deep inside of me I hunger to feel you fill me take me and make me yours, Please Sir”

my heart pounding every inch of my skin on fire I feel my blood racing through me

you turn me around laying me back on the grass you are smiling your eyes looking so deeply into mine

“Good very very good you make me so happy” you kiss me I am hungry for your tongue you give it to me… my body is onfire

your hand reaches again between my legs and I feel your fingers slide deep inside of me I catch my breath.

“Good thing you get so wet you are ready for me and that’s what I want”

next thing I feel you hard and hot slowly penetrating me….i so want to raise my hips feeling such a need to have you all the way inside of me

you smile and laugh a quick soft laugh “My girl is hungry”

and you push that much further I wrap my legs around your back …

needing to feel you fill me …

everything disappears around us everything explodes nothing is there but you and me and this feeling this dark heaven this hurricane of desires*****

19:07 Apr 07 2010
Times Read: 682

Oh the stuff that dreams are made of.

This is a long one





So in the very very early morning hours I fell into a

deep though short sleep..

As I slept I was carried off to that wonderful place of dreams and fantasies..

This dream, boys and girls was amazing!!! WOOOOOF

now to try to tell it, without telling too much..

ha ha!



In my dream I was asleep, I am awakened by sounds of birds and water and the air blowing through trees.

So even before I open my eyes I know

" I'm not in Kansas anymore"

slowly cautiously I open them.

Its still night time but the moon is full and the light so bright from it its like someone put a night light here....

and where is here I wonder as I look around me?

It’s a forest a jungle of sorts I hear the wildlife all

around me but they seem to be out of sight. watching me from the shadows.

I hear water a stream or brook or something is near and suddenly I want to bathe in it.

As I stand for the first time I realize I am naked. Leaves in my hair fall to the ground I chuckle to myself and walk towards the sounds of the water. I walk a short while and find a lagoon..private and so lushly inviting I walk right into it.

The water is warm almost hot and bubbly as if from some deep underground spring.

I submerge myself delighting in this wonderful water.

Suddenly I feel something just slightly graze my legs near my ankles...then again moving up towards my thighs wrapping itself around and between my thighs like a snake but warm oh so warm and caressing..

Once more high up on my thighs and between my legs a soft moan escapes my lips.

Surprised I think to head back towards the land but I feel it again around my stomach and up more as it gently slides over my breasts just barely a whisper across my nipples but the sensation was so intense.

I couldn’t move though inside I knew I should I waited floating there bathing in this warm bubbly pool waiting for another touch.

Ahhh there it was across my abdomen once again but this time almost insistent in its pressure and speed.

Enough to shake me out of my fog and cause me to wade toward the shore.

As I walk out of the water I notice every bead of it as it slides down my body to the ground and the steam from my body creates a mist around me. Suddenly I feel eyes on me hungry wild animal eyes..From everywhere...I can feel the breath of this ...Animal, on my body I can hear it and hear its heart beating as well.. The rhythm of it is almost hypnotic.

Cautiously but slowly I walk towards the trees. The feeling of being watched is growing stronger now. I place my bare back against the tree feeling its cool I shiver slightly. I slowly slide down to the base and sit leaned back against the tree for security. The rough cool bark feeling good against my skin. As I look ahead and all around, my heart begins to pound along with another heartbeat I am hearing. The other, the wild thing out there watching me, it's as if we are connected he and I. my hands sliding along the grass find something? A peach. A beautiful ripe juicy peach. I pick it up the fuzzy skin feeling good in my hand, something about it made me feel safe. I bite into it.

It's perfect the juice spills off my lips and down my chin to my chest and still down, I hear a sound. I look up no longer concerned about the juice.

In the moonlight I see this most magnificent creature. It looks to be a wolf, long,

lean and full of pride. He glows in this nights

moonlight, shines actually!

His breath is hot coming out hard long and steady in bursts of steam into the night air.

He is staring at me. Not really knowing what to do

I extend my hand at first the empty one then (oh a

thought) the one with the half eaten peach? And I swear

he smiled!

He begins to slowly walk towards me beautiful

blue eyes on me the whole time. He gets to my feet still

out stretched in front of me, he stops slowly he takes my

whole being in. from my feet to my head and back I

shiver. He raises his head and sniffs in as if breathing

in my scent. He licks my leg one long lick up to almost

my thigh. Though I should have been petrified I was

somehow so excited. Then he comes very close I can feel

the heat coming from his body as his mouth draws near to

my hand the one with the peach. Again he sniffs it. Then

with his nose he knocks the peach from my hand and licks

my palm. His tongue going in-between each finger, Thank

God for that peach I thought. Suddenly his mouth is at

mine he licks my lips and pulls his head back for just a

second. yes yes I swear he is smiling..Slightly but

still smiling???

He begins to lick the trail of juice off my chin my neck

my stomach and down until I have slid myself down to

laying flat on the ground under the tree. Partially

afraid but yes very excited I close my eyes. The feel of

his warm rough tongue on my still wet cool skin was

driving me past any point of normalcy. Just this.this

feeling this wild natural primitive amazing feeling was

all that mattered to me now. I heard a moan but not so

sure it was mine I open my eyes, the wolf became a

man...This man same amazing clear amazing eyes staring at

me, and yes he was smiling the same smile

man, flesh blood skin bones heart and soul and I saw it

all there before me bathed in love and beauty. Then he

lowered himself back down onto his knees between my legs

and just as before licked the juice from stomach and

slowly..Soooo slowly down between my thighs this was so

much more than I could take arching my back and hips to

him silently begging him, take me taste me live me know

me now! Please now!

Though now a man he was still an animal yet he knew

enough..To not let a lady beg...for long.:)

Thank you thank you gods of dreams and sleep.

This one I

got to finish and though I wont say much more

I will say this

Funny how even though it was a dream, I know it was!! I

still awoke from it hot happy and still had peach

dripping from me,... and from my fingers as I tasted on

my lips and tongue..Yes.peach juice,

maybe lol...and

happy very very happy

Good morning world...interesting huh?

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Hungry Like the Wolf

By Duran Duran

Her First Riding Lesson
18:23 Apr 07 2010
Times Read: 685




A metaphor for my learning about myself and my interests in things BDSM related letting go of the controls



Her first riding lesson



She had always loved riding horses. That free and euphoric feeling she would always get just after they had both hit that even steady gallop. She had her pattern too, approaching him slowly, cautiously slipping her foot in and throwing her other leg over feeling the saddle under her, warm and familiar. Running her hands her fingers along this body, knowing every inch of it knowing every response to her touch. Her horse, her saddle, her choices under her control. That was the best way. They would start at a very slow walk for quite awhile, taking their time enjoying the scenery, breathing in the dewy air just enjoying each other. Then after a good amount of time had passed, she would shift her weight just a bit arching her back, rocking forward against the saddle slightly and digging her thighs and heels in. Her horse her extension immediately responding picking up the speed as well, but smoothly, both building a sweat pulse beginning to race breathing increased every inch of exposed flesh starting to tingle. Still, her horse, her saddle, her choices under her control. That was the best way. The ride her choice the speed her choice the duration the pauses along the way always her choice and best that way, no doubt! Many times she would ease herself up off the saddle lifting her weight shifting ever so slightly slowing down their speed so as not to race to their unspoken finish line quite so soon. Control over her horse over her speed over the race to the finish being able to stop pause or finish at anytime by her choice that was the true exhilaration of these rides...The control.On this one particular day she went to go for her usual ride so sure of how it would go she had done this so many times before. On her way to her horse she was attracted by the vibrations of a beautiful animal. Proud tall dark he stood pawing the ground glistening individuality an invitation to her that she couldn't resist. She approached him feeling no apprehension though she could sense his power it was more a feeling of déjà vu. Still though believing that as usual she would be in control on this ride after all its her trail her field her choices. oh but wait no saddle hmm this is interesting, but knowing herself and her abilities so well she was undaunted. Climbing on top of this magnificent animal she felt him beneath her his heat his life but, still beneath her leading her to assume she was in charge she was as always in control. Not having the saddle she briefly wondered if the ride would be as good but she silently reassured herself after all she was in control it would be her choice and as always a perfect ride. As soon as her thighs tightened around his ribs she could feel this one would be different. Before she could think he began to move in a rhythm and tempo unlike what she was used to so being momentarily thrown,she forgot that she was supposed to be in control here and rocking forward just the slightest she closed her eyes and enjoyed the ride. instantaneously a rush, breathing faster heart pulsing throughout her body feeling a thin film of sweat beads from it rolling down the small of her back between her breast on her upper lip. Suddenly but moments too late she realizes she is not in control here...no slowing the pace no controlling the ride its destination or duration and as this thought entered her amazed little head her world exploded bright white and red and purple and blues yellows breathing beating gasping surprised, she opens her eyes amazed, this had never happened not like this never before not out of her control not without her horse her saddle her choices never never like this! The horse feeling a change in his rider slowed to a trot not stopping just to let her know that the ride was no where near over and that it isn't always about control. Oh and that there would be undoubtedly much more to come. Feeling both content and amazed she leaned forward laying her face against the muscles in his neck her lips feeling his heartbeat there. she whispers in his ear "Oh wow" ...lets go home.

Riding back to the stable she realized that even though she loved her horse and having control of the ride, there was definitely something to be said about giving up the reigns and letting nature take its course. This wild amazing animal had given her a gift she had never expected. Control ?? yes it has its benefits..but damn just letting go and experiencing giving into up to and out to life has no equal!.

All these years all theses rides with her being in control only to find out now what the ride is really all about and how it can be!

she thought she knew how to ride all these years being in control. This ride this horse this time showed her she still had so much to learn. Smiling she hoped that this was only her first riding lesson. Rocking once more across him in a comforting and contented manner she again whispers with a smile on her face.." lets go home"