Love is sometimes a dream
a thoughtless wonder
beyond ones imagination
When the dream becomes reality
loves stares you in the face......
Tears stream down my face
and a cry fills me
a bottomless pool of tears is before me
love is in my heart
but my guilt overcomes me
eats away at me
from the inside out
my emotions control me
and the things i say and so,
begin to hurt those around me, the ones i love
paranioa sets in......
my unspeakable thoughts linger in my head
the guilt i feel is unbearable
just one word.....just one
everything could have been different
the one word was wrong....
Now alone i suffer with only myself to blame.
COMMENTS
~~you are a wonderful person. we all make mistakes and have regrets. please, remember how many people love you and how you deserve our love. hugs~~
tam
very intense emotions conveyed here sweetie, I really do almost begin to feel a bit of your pain from reading this...
i know its rough, but this is a good way to release yourself a little, makes for a good strong read as well as allowing you to get some things off your chest. you really are a wonderful writer, your stuff is always directly from the heart, and thats always best.
i agree with EP though, always remember there are plenty who love ya sweetie :) and stay strong.
Just remember, certain people will stand with you, even if you were wrong. Such beautiful words...
:) Guilt is a deadly poison but if you harness it and write what you feel, then you will write something amazing such as this
it has deep meaning i can feel it
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vampchica4
20:45 Feb 14 2009
I think I can relate... an amazing feeling, huh?! :)
Slain
20:59 Mar 14 2009
I love this one. Hmm hmm. Very nice.