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Yesterday was a total kick to the face. I get bouts of crippling nerve pain since my back surgery back in '06. From being paralyzed from the waist on down for about 2 weeks, some of the nerves didn't come back online like they should have. Because of that the nerves will try to fire and kick in.

I get maybe a handful of these episodes a year or so. Sometimes they are just uncomfortable and other times they leave me in tears, screaming in random bouts of pain and not able to sleep. Yesterday was an in the middle time. It feels like someone is stabbing me in random spots with an hot electrified poker.

At this point nothing helps. I've tried Darvocet, Vicodin, Lortab, a Tens unit, numbing creme and whatever tips and tricks I've found online.

If you're a person that deals with some kind of neuropathy, I legit feel your pain. It sucks. It's hard and it's a fucking struggle. Hang in there.

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DiamondRose
20:11 Aug 29 2019

sorry to hear that

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BlackenWings
20:11 Aug 29 2019

I hope you feel better

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LORDMOGY
20:18 Aug 29 2019

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MooniePie
20:25 Aug 29 2019

Thanks, guys. :)

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CrimsonObsession
20:52 Aug 29 2019

*hugs*

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I just went on a blocking spree. I am so over the garbage that I am just done. If you got blocked and your not the person I blocked, then stop signing into one anothers account.

Don't send someone to message me on your behalf because I'll block them too. Every. Single. Account.

I might volunteer my time here, but I will be damned if I deal with the ass kissing, the lies and the junk.

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immortalxkiss
00:42 Aug 28 2019

You ladies should definitely not have to put up with all the bullshit you do. You volunteer to make this site awesome, and it's silly the amount of nonsense you have to deal with because you uphold Cancer's rules. But, you, Images, Morri, you're all awesome and so many of us are thankful for all you do.

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MooniePie
00:44 Aug 28 2019

Thank you, Immy. :)

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ShadowOnTheWall
00:45 Aug 28 2019

Ooo it's like a Santa's naughty list.

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ZombieMLegendre
01:17 Aug 28 2019

Moonie be like...

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MooniePie
01:32 Aug 28 2019

I've never went to this extent. I've always wanted to remain open, except for the handful that I had blocked due to reasons, for members to message me if they have issues or problems. Maybe now the point of "I am not playing, I am done with your garbage" will hit a lil closer to home.

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LORDMOGY
01:34 Aug 28 2019

Internet Serenity 101

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Saetan
03:37 Aug 28 2019

Seems as if the admin team puts up with more and more bullshit recently. People tend to forget that y'all are volunteers and not paid to put up with our shit.

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I really hope that in the next handful of days I feel the reading my new Tarot set.

This week has just been a crap week. Between having the crud, my back going out and just emotional garbage, it's like uughhhh. I keep looking over at them, but I just have no desire to lay out cards. I like shuffling them and looking at them, but to see what they have to say, I just can't.

It's gotta be the mind set I'm in now.
It sucks.

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Morrigon
21:17 Aug 27 2019

I'm sorry to hear this and you've been so sweet and supportive even though you're going through this. *Hugs* if you want to talk I am so incredibly happy to listen.

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MooniePie
21:20 Aug 27 2019

-hugs- I am thankful for you and your friendship.

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Cartomancer
21:20 Aug 27 2019

Hope you feel better soon. What deck is it?

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MooniePie
21:21 Aug 27 2019

The Santa Muerte Deck that you have. I love, love, LOVE looking at it.

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Cartomancer
21:33 Aug 27 2019

OH YEAH! Awesome :)

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Wow.. using this old laptop makes me feel like I should be parting the Red Sea and chiseling words on stone.

Well, lovely. I'll have to break out the old dinosaur of laptops. Who knew one key would mean a whole new keyboard. Thank jeebus I still have a few months left on the extended warrenty. They'll check everything to make sure it's working the way it should. If not, bam, new innerds.

The sucky thing is a three week turn around. 😐

The old dino should be okay for a bit. It might be a bit sporatic with my ability to do things.

Let me just throw this out there so there isn't any confusion on my feelings about this-

If you are a person that is constantly involved in conflict/drama, isn't truthful or has a habit of toeing the line of TOS themselves, don't report things to me because you *think* you can get someone in trouble because you're bent at them.

I am so over that garbage. A few days you'll all be kissy-face friends again.

This is going to start being an excellent way to end up on my block list because that's just how much it pisses me off.

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imagesinwords
20:21 Aug 19 2019

I’m thinking those types bounce between a few of us in reporting members- depending on who they think will be able to tolerate them the most in the moment. They need to give up altogether.

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MooniePie
20:27 Aug 19 2019

They do. They need to worry about their own ability to follow TOS. Such stupid garbage.

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LORDMOGY
21:34 Aug 19 2019

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Son of a filthy skanky whore! My delete key on my Alienware effin' broke. The effing hinge. Mother effin' donkey balls.

Now I gotta find where to get an effin replacement.

EFFIN JEEBUS.

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Crowscat
04:39 Aug 19 2019

Ya know you're really hot when you're swearing:p

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imagesinwords
04:59 Aug 19 2019

:(

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TristesseX
06:46 Aug 19 2019

Oh dear lord. Alienware broke? Oh, man. My condolences.

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MooniePie
16:59 Aug 19 2019

lol I'm glad someone thinks I'm hot when I'm swearing, since I do it all the time.

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It must be amazing to only have to worry about the most trivial shit. The most trivial shit that doesn't have anything to do with anything once you go and find something else to do. To be able just to sit and let your mind spiral out of control to the point of thinking everything is about you or that the most stupidest shit in the world is just the end all be all. To just constantly be worried about what someone else is doing for more than, and I'm being generous with this time, 10 minutes. To spend the time to plot, plan, cheat, screw people over and etc. and not worry about the consequences of it all.

It's not the type of person I am, at least not since I've had a reality check, but I wonder what it would be like. I have to worry about taking care of a home, bills, food, my health (both physical and mental), my father's health (esophagus cancer is in remission, but there are still appointments for checkups) , taking care of a pet, cooking, functioning (being handicapped and having to rethink the way you do things is a constant struggle) and just attempting to be in a place mentally I am happy with.

I just don't get it. I really don't.

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LORDMOGY
20:09 Aug 14 2019

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Dakotah
20:17 Aug 14 2019

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Liliancat
20:26 Aug 14 2019

Thumbs up

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Liliancat
20:26 Aug 14 2019

I second that "nods in agreement"

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xRUINx
21:01 Aug 14 2019

Yep

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I wish woman innards had a button and ejection seat like they do in airplanes. When you reach that point of just being done with having them, you could push that button and eject those junky bits right out.

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Crowscat
02:34 Aug 09 2019

Omg I am rollin!!! New meaning to the word spewing guts LOL

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Holy Fuck. Ass kissers and bullshitters get on my last fucking nerve. Just so gawd damned stupid.

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Morrigon
02:33 Aug 08 2019

No ass kissing! That's how you get pink eye.

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MooniePie
02:46 Aug 08 2019

Pink Eye and E coli!

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SedeDeSangue
02:54 Aug 08 2019

Lol

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LORDMOGY
03:13 Aug 08 2019

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Morrigon
03:50 Aug 08 2019

Hahaha what the fuck?!?

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MooniePie
01:43 Aug 09 2019

Japan has some of the most fucked up game shows. lol Holy Jeebus.

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Morrigon
02:47 Aug 09 2019

I wish so bad we had the webcams up. We could watch Japanese game shows together

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It has always made me super uncomfortable when being on a site and the first thing in a message is 'You are beautiful and so sexy'. Example this whole message from a single person:


You are beautiful. You're a very sexy and attractive woman. I wanted to say hi since I checked out your profile. I think you look amazing!

(Message sent right after that one.. Mind you my profile is short. Less than a paragraph)

Oh, sorry just finished reading your profile and I'm not a "nerdy white guy" so I'm not what you're looking for. Too bad for me...hope you find what you're looking for. Good luck and take care.

(I didn't reply since there really wasn't a need. I just left it at that. Then I get this message a few days later....)

I know I've messaged you before but I had to try again. You are a beautiful SSBBW goddess and I find you very sexy and attractive and you have my full attention.



I cringed so hard. With my interested I have mentioned that is the only thing that comes to mind, to make remarks about how I look? Even if I had of been interested that would have turned me right off. I am so not 'built' for this dating site stuff.

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FluffyPuff
01:44 Aug 05 2019

*gag* I wonder if that actually ever gets them the attention they want from women. There must be some reason they keep trying like that.

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Morrigon
02:11 Aug 05 2019

Those dudes legitimately believe this is what woman want and are forever seeking: approval from them and their dicks. It doesn't matter how many negative responses they get (or how many women ignore them) they will defend their technique to the death because "some women like it."

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MooniePie
03:18 Aug 05 2019

@Fluffy I am sure they get attention from some woman. Some have low self esteem and crave that type of line.

Those types of dudes I am so over. Morri. Now I have some fucktard trying to gaslight me with 'you always disappear on me'. Fuck this horseshit. That's all it is. These are reasons why I've just stayed single. Fuckin', aye.

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w00t! I got my Santa Muerte Tarot deck! This deck is really, really amazing. Images was spot on with her opinion of it. The guidebook is the best I've ever gotten in a 'deck set'. The art is beautiful and the scenes are just so detailed.

I'm super impressed. I can't wait to use them.

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LORDMOGY
21:09 Aug 04 2019

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imagesinwords
21:43 Aug 04 2019

YEAH!

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I know.. I just *know* these last three damn episodes of Veronica Mars is going to tear my cussin' heart out. Damn. Damn. Damn.

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Owlish
01:22 Aug 01 2019

I haven't seen the ending and I need to watch it. 😬

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MooniePie
03:49 Aug 01 2019

It just made me emotionally compromised for at least a week. I just finished it.

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