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well another day w/o him. and for awhile i was really enjoying it. but now....mot so much. c i kno that he doesnt love me the same way i do him. and for a while i was hoping that he was miserable w/o me. but jus like everything else in my life, thats not the case. he doesnt ask about me to our mutual friends, he doesnt try to call text, even tho i have changed my number he can still find it,

ive been here for about a month now and i am slowly going insane. i cant keep up with the dayz cuz yesterday is the same as today and will b the same as tomaro. nothing ever changes. i need some kind of release from this monotony. there is only so much bored a person can take. i knew that wen i moved here that it wood slowly kill my spirit. and yes i do believe it is. i have slept more in past month than i ever did in the two years i lived in kentucky. i know i shud suck it the fuck up and deal with it. but were else do i have an outlet to voice my true feelings and opinions than here on the Rave.



and the real shytty part of the whole thing is that since ive been here ive had no sex drive wat so eva!!!! hell and i LOVE SEX!!! and i have no interest in it at all. thats a whole lot of bullshyt... im telling ya.



hopefully things will change, and i hope soon. until then im holding on by my fingertips.