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Heart torn,

Full of scorn,

You look at the world

With hatred.

You hate that which,

Lifts you up,

Because that’s

What drags you down.

So in that silent,

Dark abyss

Is the lonely place

In which you sit.

By choice,

And not by force?

Or were you forced

To make that choice?



You try,

And you try,

To get rid of the fire

That burns

For your deepest desire,

Yet all you do

Is destroy yourself,

Stuck forever

Within this mire.

A new chance comes along,

But it means naught to you.

To only one,

You’ll forever

Remain true.



When will you

Open your eyes

To see what’s in front

Of you?

When will you see

That the past

Can never be,

And that your heart

Needs to find

Something new?

When will you realize

That always beside you,

I’ll stand

And I’ll wait

For you?



With love,

With hope,

With a wish

And a distant dream,

I’ll wait for the day

That you call

Out my name.

I’ll await your beckon,

I’ll await your call.

With a whisper

Of gentle words,

I’ll wait for your heart.

I’ll wait for you

To let go of the past

So that forever,

You and I

Will always last.

I never knew a heart could be so lonely,

And I never knew how lonely mine own heart has been.

It never hits me

Until reality strikes again

And puts me in my rightful place.



I should learn to mind my business,

I should learn to not depend

On anyone save for me,

Lest my heart I must defend

Or risk meeting an even lonelier end.



I’ll pull my head out from the clouds

To look at what’s before me.

I won’t stare too long

At what I can never reach out and touch.

This heartache is just too much.



No need for any company

As I wander through this life.

What has companionship done for me

But lead me into a futile strife?

I can’t win it, for I am no competition at all.



I see you and I say hello,

You vow to be my friend.

But eventually you leave me.

I have nothing that you want,

And certainly nothing that you need.



I have tried to win a favor

Of even other lonely souls,

Yet always I’m outgrown,

Always left for something better.

Always left so all alone.



So along this lonely road I’ll wander

Where my lonely heart’s journey

Remains yet untold,

And I will bid passers by a fond good day,

Then wisely be on my way.



See me, do not speak.

I will just keep moving on.

There’s no place for me in any story,

So for now and forever,

So long.



Let this lonely heart die

In this sleeping wolf that lies,

Forever dreaming,

But always denied…

Let me sing my own lullaby…