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I was arrested on me and my wife's aniversary, of all days. For stabbing her children's father, that bitch ass motherfucker. I can't say I feel bad about it, at all.....Am I fucking evil for that? I wonder some times. I realize he could have died but still I feel nothing. He had it coming for a long time with all the shit he did and drama he started with us. I was locked up 3 months but it went by pretty fast for me. Plus, I was respected in there and there wasn't much drama for me. I had one fight over a bitch hogging up the phone. Shit, I needed to make a important phone call so get the fuck off, that simple, but she hit me so it was on. They diagnosed me bi-palor and despression, duh, I think everyone been knew that. Made me take meds and put me in a single cell after I flipped out and throw shit at bitches heads trying to fight everyone because they kept waking me up and I was in a bad mood lol. The day of court "bitch ass" didn't show up so they had no choice but to let me go.



I missed my family more than I could ever imagine I would. I realize a lot of shit in my life that I took for granted. Like how much I should appricate having a wife like mine. She stood by me the whole time and visited me every visiting day. She stayed in contact with my lawers and stayed on top of things that were going on or to take place or needed too. I love her even deeply now, didn't think that was even possible since I am already so in love. My mom also did what ever she could. She really showed me a lot of support and wrote me letters, I was shocked. Especially when she said "I love you", that was the first time I can re-call hearing her say those words to me. I'm hoping it doesn't end. I would like to make our relationship closer. I hope she knows how much I really do mean to her now. Hope it was a lesson learned in there for her.



I have so many things I need to take care of now. Like, getting the medication I was on in jail, which mans getting health care. I damn sure need to find another job and/or get into TESST college.