You hurt me
Now I’ll hurt you
You made me suffer
Now I’ll torture you
You ripped me apart
Now I’ll fucking destroy you
You fucked me
Now I’m raping you
You took my hope
Now I’ll make you pray
You made me bleed
Now for your life I’ll make you plead
I gave you all
Now I’ll make you pay
You killed me inside
Now I’m killing you
My beautiful queen
My love
My hope
My life
My ecstasy
My soul
Numb and cold
My hate
My cries
My pain
I can’t escape
My screams
My nightmares
My pleads
For the truth I never received
My heart
Broken tore apart
My beautiful queen
Never truly loved me
Loved you for who you were
Hate what you have become
Respected you for your strength
Despise you for how weak you really are
Admired your intelligence
Frown at the fact you stop using it
Thought I knew you
Feel it was all a lie
Where is the person I knew?
Used to look up to you
Now I look down on you
Wanted to always be near you
Now I run away from you
Thought I would love you always
Now I wonder where is the person I love?
Are you gone forever?
Our love was to last until the end
Is this the end?
If I could
I would save you
If I could
I would wipe every tear and hold you close
I would kiss away all your fear
But you are afraid to let me in cause you are hurt and you don’t want to feel this way again.
I would make it better if I could
If I could
I would touch your heart
If I could
I would heal your wounds
So a new love in you could start
I would open your doors and let myself in
Hold you close and let the healing begin
But you are afraid to let me in cause you are hurt and you don’t want to feel this way again.
I would make it better if I could
How could anyone hurt you this way?
Leaving you alone all night but you stay
Waiting for him to say “I love you so”
It’ll never be that way
I would
If I could
At first our love was true and I thought you would never leave me blue. We used to talk for hours sharing our feelings and passion for one another, I didn’t want no other lover. Then there came a day and you turned away. I never thought you would do me this way. I ask myself, “why you do me like this?” when all I wanted to do was bring you happiness. We could have shared a life in pure bliss.
In one simple kiss I felt magic taken away by your touch as you whisper “I love you so much”. So I ask myself why am I feeling blue if our love was true. You promise me this and said that but no words can over look the fact your gone with my heart crying so long. Give me back my heart cause I need it to live and without it there’s no love I can give.
I sit in my room and cry a single tear holding the rest back cause I have my pride. So I keep it all in and tell myself you are only hurting yourself in the end. See you lost a good thing all I wanted to do was love you forever and have you wear my ring. Why couldn’t you see what you had in me? I thought you and I were truly meant to be. I have to be strong because life will go on and I know that it wasn’t me but you who was wrong. I’ll build my heart back up and say to memories of you “so long”. Now I know that I will find someone new who wont leave me feeling blue. We’ll go on with our lives and start anew forever together in a love so very true.
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