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I have worked very hard for my new coven and it pays off. Not only did I beat Enchanted in the chariot race for most favors earned in 2 days but I have also gotten my positions as

Coven Message Master

Forum Master





Yes I am tooting my own horn because for once someone appreciates the things that I have done and has showed me gratitude.



Thanks Dream Syn. ((HUGS))

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DreamSyn
11:39 Jul 20 2008

You're welcome :D {hugs}

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SalemsxAngel
15:18 Jul 20 2008

Congrats!

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EnchantedWeb
08:12 Jul 21 2008

great job done thats awsome.

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I think I have said this more than once in more than one journal entry, but unfortunately it hasn't been said enough. i hate drama, want no part of drama, will not tolerate drama on my behalf or on the behalf of my family and friends here on VR or else where. The last time I checked VR was supposed to be a fun place to go. If I wanted arguments and if I wanted trouble I would just call up family that I don't like or people that i do not like and start trouble myself. But I do not do that, because I hate drama. The people that say they do not like drama are the ones that are starting it. I have close family and friends on here and I do have their back in any situation, as I have proven before in other cases, and that has not changed, nor will it change. So to those of you who want to cry and whine about someone or want to be jealous over someone or want to be a bitch or hateful just because you had a bad day....do it else where, not to my family and friends. if you have a problem and want to take it out on someone...by all means come to me, because i can give as well as i take. but i do promise you that I will have the last word when it comes to fu*king with my people.



So kids grow up and be the adults you pretend to be.



In my CCG sisters words......



Carry On.

If it wasn't for my CCG's especially for my sister Melissa, my CCG sisters Raychel and Erin, I really do not know what I would do right now. Only they know the hell I have been through, and everytime it seems to get better it gets worse. I can't seem to stop this viscious circle, the black cloud that follows over my head no matter how fast I run or where I turn lightening seems to strike at the exact moment that I should have clarity. I know they say karma is a bitch, but I can't help but wonder what the hell I ever did that was so bad to deserve this shit right now. I work hard, raise my daughter, try to do the right things, love, give, bend over backwards, help others, I think I am a pretty good friend, I tell the truth and am honest, but all it is getting me is pain. I don't understand it. I know you are not supposed to question any God in any religion, but I ask why all the time. I feel like I was put here by an accident. If I have a purpose I wish it would come to me. I thought I had found my purpose, but it was soon taken away from me. Still I move on and try to live my life the best I can. I try not let things get me down, but it is getting harder every moment. All I do now, is raise my daughter, work, help get our band promoted and that is a hard job right there, I try to love, but for one reason or another I keep getting screwed on that deal too. i know I sound like I am having a self pity party or a poor April thing, but that is not the case. This is just how things are going in my life right now. And all I know is if it weren't for those people I mentioned along with a couple others, I really don't think I would be able to deal with everyday life anymore.

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SalemsxAngel
01:38 Jul 02 2008

Aw hun, I'm so sorry to hear you going thru such a tough time.



You ARE an amazing person and the same goes for you. I don't now where I would be without you. Your a great friend. Most importantly your my best friend and I love you to death.



I know the feeling of wondering "Why"?



It's tough, but remember were alway here for you



~CCG

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rogue599
01:38 Jul 02 2008

Whether or not you want to believe this or not, I know the EXACT feeling. I was actually yelling at fate about 2 weeks as to why I was being treated that way also. It seems the ones that I'm nice to and such, are always the ones that get ahead on everything and I just seem to stay where I am or get worse. And the only ones that understand are the ones that go through it also. You, CB, and a number of others that I know on and off this site. I feel deeply for you April, and understand completely what you're going through. Take out the band and your daughter, and I've basically had the same kind of life.

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PainfulDesire
01:46 Jul 02 2008

wow i have been forgotten

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LostKitten
02:01 Jul 02 2008

No Kelly you are not forgotten, You have had so much stuff going on in your life that you have been having to deal with that I wouldn't dream of trying to bog you down with my problems. I am so sorry if I made you feel left out. See, what did I did tell you. I try and I still screw things up.

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cherryblossom
03:05 Jul 02 2008

Everyone feels like they mess up at some point in time. Heck I was feeling that way today. I have so much going in my life as well. Life is just crappy at times. You have to just take on the bad and move on to the good. I know it's hard. I have had to do it too. Just know I am here if you need to talk. I will help any way I can.

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Kontradiction
03:53 Jul 02 2008

You're here to be our wondyful friend and to be constantly reminded by us that you are a loving, kind, amazing Individual.



((hugs))



Kelly...you're not forgotten, just never on when we are.

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Kontradiction
03:54 Jul 02 2008

Oh, and btw....life can be crappy all around, no?



My day wasn't good either, but we endure and keep goin'....





xoxo

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