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the other day was a bad day i felt so ugly, sometime i wish i could feel good about myself love myself feel pretty not hot just pretty and i dont its soo hard i hate myself i feel people look at me and think eww or shes not pretty. IDK i just feel ugly these past few days maybe because i need validation from guys. Guys never teel me im pretty so it makes me feel ugly my bestfriend always gets guys and she very pretty and she tells me its attitude but i think its bullshit. guys only look at one think and thats beauty they say no i look at inner beauty but its a load of crap its like food people look a a nice plate with a lovely presentaion and another plate where the food looks well ugly so of course they are going 2 go for the nice plate even if it taste bad. so it doesnt matter that the other plate taste amazing but its not pretty so therefor its not worth the time. life is so shallow ppl r ERRRRRR- blah well good bye for know who ever is reading if anyone is.