About three years ago I was on the internet. I was very bored and decided to look up some people from North East on hotmail and see if I knew anybody. I typed up all the information and hit the search button. The very first profile that came up was a guy named Rob D. I had never heard of him before. I emailed him and told him I hung around in North East and asked if he knew my best friend Caitlin Luke. I little while later he emailed me back telling me he didn’t know her. I asked Callie at one point if she knew who HE was, she told me she had heard of him but didn’t know him personally. I don’t remember a lot of our emails, but they didn’t last very long. I stopped hearing from him at all. I think it was a little less then a year after first contacting him, we met for the first time, it seemed like instant dislike on both sides. A little while after our first meeting I found out he was calling me a stalker behind my back, because I had emailed him randomly from hotmail. So, that kind of made my dislike for him grow to the point I didn’t like running into him at all. (Which rarely happened anyway) Then I didn’t see him at all for about a year, maybe a year and a half, and I didn’t care at all, I had pretty much forgotten about him. But then my best friend told me that she had become friends with him, they started hanging out a lot. Whenever she told me she was going to hang out with him, I was pissed. Then, I started coming over, and he would walk around North East with us, I did not like it at all. But after awhile, I got used to him being around, although we snapped at each other a lot. One day me, Callie, Teila, and Rob where all hanging out and Teila came up to me and told me that she and Rob might be dating. All of a sudden a feeling I had not expected came over me, I was jealous. I responded to Teila with an annoyed “That’s great.” For the rest of the day I watched them flirt with each other and I became more and more pissed off. I guess late that night awhile before Rob left Teila asked him out. I was so mad while we were watching TV I buried my head under the blanket and cried like a baby. They were all sitting on the couch away from me, so no one realized I was so upset. After we took Rob home we all came back to Callie’s house and I tried to stay to myself and ignore the other two girls, who were wondering why I was so upset. I believe Callie, my best friend knew why, but didn’t say. A few days later I called Teila and I asked her how she and Rob were doing. She said, “Rob is an asshole, I broke up with him the same day we were all hanging out.” I actually felt happier that day then I had in a long time. Not too long after that we were all hanging out again, only without Teila. A few different friends were with us this time. I tried to spend the entire time as close to Rob as I could, without getting him suspicious that is. Unfortunately our hangout time was cut short when her mom pulled up and said Callie’s grandma was in the hospital with a heart attack. Callie, Teila, and I all went to the hospital. A few weeks after that Callie called me and told me to meet her at skateway to hang out until 10, she told me Rob might be coming.(May 6, 2005) I went and Rob was there and so was Callie and Teila. A few minutes into it Rob and I were sitting at a table alone smoking. Callie and Teila were off dancing. I grinned and told rob I had a crush on him and buried my face in my hands giggling. He looked at me and told me the feeling was mutual. I was so happy! Maybe half an hour later we were all on the dance floor and rob was standing off to the side. Callie, Teila, and I stood around him trying to get him to dance. He wouldn’t. All of a sudden Callie kissed him on the cheek, Then Teila walked around me and kissed his other cheek, after that both girls grabbed me and Callie said, “We took his cheeks now you have to kiss his lips!” and they pushed me at him. And right then and there we had our first kiss, which lead to a second and third and fourth, and so on… No one could have been happier then I was at that moment. And I don’t think anyone could be happier then I am now, almost 6 months after that day at skateway. Rob and I are totally in love with each other. And it will be that way until the end of time…
A Boy and a girl had been together for almost 3 months. Both acted as though they would be together forever. Every conversation ended with I Love You. One day the couple was at a church get-together. The girl presented her love with a gift, he LOVED it and for the rest of the night everything was amazing. The next week was fine too, everything went great for the two. After another week the girl started to notice some changes. The boy didn’t call on his own anymore, he didn’t really like talking too long(whereas before they would have hours of conversation), and he wasn’t as sweet and loving as the girl was used to. At the end of the second week the girl called her man to ask if he had managed to find a ride to church. Here is the fateful conversation:
Boy: Hello?
Girl: Hey baby, it’s me!
Boy: Oh, hey…
Girl: So, what’s up?
Boy: Nuthin much…
Girl: Oh, well I was wondering how you were getting to church. Have you called Ashely yet?
Boy: No, I don’t think im coming tomorrow…
Girl: But, you’ve never missed a week, and I haven’t seen you since last Sunday!
Boy: Sorry…
Girl: Is something wrong?
Boy: …No…
Girl: (tears in her eyes) Ok, well I’m gunna go then…
Boy: Ok…
Girl: Well, I Love You…Bye
Boy: Bye
They both hung up and the girl burst into tears. This was the very first time that he had not returned her I Love You. She knew something was wrong. After crying for awhile she called the boy back. Conversation:
Boy: Hello?
Girl: Hi, it’s me again.
Boy: Hi…
Girl: Something is wrong, you didn’t say I love you back, and you have been acting weird for the past week!
Boy: I know, I need to tell you something…
Girl: (starts crying hard)
Boy: Two weeks ago after you dropped me off from the church thing I went to a party. Everyone was drunk and high and there was this girl. She wouldn’t stop hitting on me.
Girl: (wispers) What happened…
Boy: Everything, we ended up having sex and everything…And I don’t think I Love You anymore…
Girl: Oh My God…(crys as hard as ever)…Oh My God
Boy: I’m sorry, I have to go…
Girl: No PLEASE! Lets just give it another try, I forgive you!
Boy: I’m sorry, I can’t…
Girl: Please, I love you, I’m not ready to lose you yet, please…Oh God…
Boy: Sorry, I have to go…
Girl: Please, Oh My God, Don’t
Boy: Bye (hangs up phone)
The girl hangs up her phone and walks over to her dresser, tears are still streaming down her face, her mind is completely foggy. She grabs the razor blade off of her dresser and carves the word “WHY” deeply into her arm. As the blood runs down her arm she feels a slight peace, but it didn’t last, and it never will…
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