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Surrounded by darkness

trapped inside

glass surrounds me

emotions consume me

I'm drowning inside

I'm screaming

but you can't hear me

I'm falling

but you can't see me

my glass shield is broken

you still refuse to see

I'm cut in two

my heart still bleeds

you never understand

I'm just a glass shield

and you see threw me

I am consumed

in this stuffy life

Feeling hot and sick

an open window

a chance to breathe

Take a chance

Try to touch the sky

Lean out

Reach for it

Fingers moving, almost

Reach again

Dammit, miss

Concrete sky

Coming quicker

I think I always

knew

I'd miss.

The grand orchestra is all silent now

and the old ballroom's floor is cold

dust is settling on most spots

and soon will turn to mould

there is no more laughter now

eerie silence is the norm

that reigns over this once gala place

where true love raged like a storm

there was much laughter and happiness then

musical voices harmonised in song

singing of our love so true

that would endure forever long

we would be the special ones

and love to the end of time

we would never leave each other

and life would be so fine

but the ballroom of my heart

is all dusty, diseased and grey

and the orchestra residing within it

has no more strings to play

Do not presume to know me,

as I do not know myself,

a wise man once told me,

keep your friends close,

and your enamies closer,

no enamy is as close as my self,

I am my own worse fear of a morn,

as I look into the mirror,

to see my nemissis stareing back,

steel cold heartless eyes,

gazing deep into a doomed soul,

I turn my back on my self,

out of sight out of mind,

but ever present,

does anyone of us know who we relly are?

and if we did would we stay?

or try to run away?

a never ending race,

which is impossible to win,

myself tormenting myself,

from days break untill nights fall,

who am I?

I do not know,

will I ever know?

who knows?