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Precious Memories
22:45 Sep 13 2010
Times Read: 536

Thinking



Through memories



Looking for a chance at



Finding one you can still see



Seeing one that will make you



Smile

Eye of the Phoenix
21:32 Sep 13 2010
Times Read: 537

Looking out to the sky

Ember lies on the grass

Watching the sun disappear

Beneath the horizon

Saddened by its departure

For the sun gives her strength

Walking back home

She recalls a story her mother told

Of the great firebird and his love





Intriguing by this fact

That a woman this lovely

Would never marry

Never bear a child

Never ever

Erimentha was her name

Named after an archangel

Her grace and black silky hair

Flowing through the wind

Her voice so sweet like a

Song of a mermaid

Erimentha was the girl

That all suitors had no time for

For every single one was denied her hand

All twenty-four of them

One day walking along the beach

Her hair flowing in the wind

The waves crashing at her feet

Something caught her sight

Near the shore a young person lays

Still

Silent

Motionless

Erimentha walked towards him with caution

In fear he might strike

Who is he? Where did he come from?

Is he an enemy? Is he a spy?

Is he a wizard? Or is he a criminal?

Who is this man?

She kept asking herself

As she took him away from the sea

With all her strength, she held him and helped him

Back at her home, cleaning his wounds he awoke

Startling Erimentha

The man looked into her eyes

Entranced by her stunning beauty

Erimentha stared back at him

With eyes that seem to gleam

Am I alive? he asked her

Did I die? Where am I? Who are you?

Erimentha smiled sweetly

You’re alive and well she said

Your cuts and bruises will heal quickly

You are safe within these walls of my home

And my name

My name is Erimentha

The man nodded to her

Aidan is my name

I was hunted and shot

I swam as fast as I could

But the more I stayed in the water

The weaker I became

Erimentha looked at him

Don’t you worry

You will be safe here

That night when the sun went down

Erimentha went towards the cliff to look at the sun

Suddenly a flame flew across her head into the horizon

Looking on she wondered what that streak of flame was

She went back to the house and went to check on Aidan

Missing from his bed Erimentha panicked and searched

But no luck

He was nowhere to be found

Breaking dawn, Erimentha went to shore when she saw the flame coming back

She hid behind a rock as the flame lowered onto the beach

It was a beautiful phoenix that shined its wings in the air

Slowly it turned into a shape of a human

Erimentha looked in shock as the phoenix turned back into a man

Aidan

The next few days and nights

Erimentha kept what she saw

She went to the beach everyday and night to see

To see him leave and return

A month goes by with Erimentha’s knowledge hidden

One day she made a stir upon his return that caught her

Aidan widened his eyes waiting for her reaction

He turned to go when he was stopped by a soothing voice

I know what you are

But it doesn’t frighten me

Nor does it disturbs me

It’s no horror to my train of thought

Knowing a phoenix is a wonderful creature

And would never hurt anyone

You’re the one who understands he replied

Many fear me for I can kill with fire

But you are different

You don’t hunt me down and try to eliminate me

You try and heal me

Grateful I am to you Erimentha

I must go for hunters will find me

Stay with me she said back to him

Here it’s a lonely island

Where no hunter dared to disturb

They will not come here to stir the

Tranquilized peace of this island

Here you will be safe

Here you will be cared

Aidan smiled with relief and hope

For two years Aidan has lived with Erimentha

Being taught how to live like a mortal

Then finally Aidan went to Erimentha

In the gardens of Beleth

Asked for her hand

For I have falling for you he said

You are the sun that strengthens me

And I will go weak with ache if you cannot be

A tear fell from Erimentha’s face

I will be honored to be your wife

For I have falling for you as well

Your face brightens even the darkest of days

Marriage came followed by the birth of a baby girl

Her eyes sparkled as the little girl cooed and smiled

Upon her parents

The little girl’s eyes were reddish like the eye of the phoenix

A strange color for a human

But she was only part

When the tot was just two years

Her father journeyed across the land in search of a new home

In the form of the phoenix he traveled to find serenity

Little did he know a son of a hunter was lurking nearby

Holding his rifle to his chest

This is the one he said to himself

The one my father and his father before him has never caught

Aiming his rifle at the sky

The shots rang like a pop of

A hot air balloon

Startled, Aidan started to fly back home

Shots continued to fire

Aidan let out a bird’s cry as a bullet of the son

Pierced his wing

Another shot rang out and pierced his body

He flew weakly still towards his home

He saw the shore and went down

Exhausted from weakness

Erimentha saw the crash and ran outside to the beach

There laid her husband

Wounded and broken

I can heal you she cried

I did it before I can heal you

Not this time my love he responded

For I am far along the path of death to be brought back

My only option is to continue following it to the end

Tears of grief poured down Erimentha’s face and sobbed

As her husband continued walking on the path of death

Erimentha held his body to her

Grieving the loss

Then a bright light surrounded him and flames began to emerge

Frightened, Erimentha jumped back against a rock

As his body was engulfed in flames

All there was left on the shore was the ashes of Aidan

It began to stir and a little cry was heard

Erimentha walked to the ashes and saw a little baby bird

Fussing and crying in a pile of ashes

Picking up the baby she smiled

I will protect you

For when you grow older you will be free

A few years later Aidan was old enough to be human

Erimentha and her daughter stood on the shore as she let him go

Holding the daughter in her arms she waved

Bye-Bye birdie the little girl whispered



To this day the descendants of Erimentha and Aidan

Still wander the planet

It is said that the descendants of the loving couple

Look human

But a descendant who can be a phoenix

Has red eyes



Ember knew the story too well

What her mother had told her

She thought the story was very wonderful

And also very true

She would always go to sleep

And then wake up with the sun peaked over the horizon

She ran to the shore as the sun was risen

She smiled as her red eyes gleamed with the suns rays

My Guardian Angel
21:27 Sep 13 2010
Times Read: 538

She walks with grace and serenity

Her smile and laugh brightens even

The darkest of times

Her face sticks to the mind of all who see her



She has wings that only I could see

Her once black hair is whitened with wisdom

The flowing dresses she wears

Has the flowers wrapped around her



The way she called me Gigi

The way I called her Nana

The way she said I love you

And the way I said it back



We would laugh and smile

Listen and sing

The way I sing is nothing compared

To her angel’s voice



One day she fought the deadly earth

All its unforgiving plagues

We cannot defeat them

Even she couldn’t conquer the plagues



After long years of battling plagues

She stood by me

Frail and weak

Pale and cold



Then she disappeared from my side

She was no longer with me

Her time was done

My safe guard was shattered



As I see her

Lie in peace and silence

I feel like I lost everything

So I can’t move on



Then I realize that she isn’t gone

She’s still with me watching me

Though I can’t see her she’s there

She somehow lives in me

Cause I can feel that she’s there



My voice is her voice

My skills are her skills

My life is her life

We are one



She’s with me now

My guardian angel

She looks and smiles proudly

And I say

She’s my amazing grace

Survivor
21:25 Sep 13 2010
Times Read: 539

No body sees me

The way I am

No body knows

What I had to go through



I've been through tears of sadness

Hatred Lies and Deceit

And the things that were done

And the things that were said



I've been through pain

Through rage and death

The things that occured

Cannot be spoken



All the times I've wanted to die

And the times I wanted to kill

Have not yet been done

And never will be



The things that occured

The events that took place

Were so horrid and painful

That no human could bear it



But I've been through all of it

I am not going to die

Many of them would do it

But I'm still here

Hate
21:24 Sep 13 2010
Times Read: 540

I feel no sadness

I feel no pain

I can only feel anger

And that's a real shame



I cannot cry

I cannot speak

I feel so small

So small and weak



My life is changing

And I don't care

Cause this is even more

That I can bear



I feel no love

And thats my fate

Cause my only feelings are

Anger and Hate

Regrets
21:24 Sep 13 2010
Times Read: 541

I hide in a cave

In the darkness I wait

For what will become

Of my unfortunate fate



In the Darkness I starve

In the cave I loathe

I'm dying tonight

Will I ever love



I left my lovers

I left my home

There's nothing left for me

I'm always alone



I cannot leave

My anger keeps me here

I cannot leave

For my hate is still near



I hear my family calling

I wish I could answer

For all I know

My parents are with them



They walk away

I try to call

They dissapear form sight

And that is all





Then I realized

My fate is my own

Now their gone

I'm all alone

Cursed
21:23 Sep 13 2010
Times Read: 542

Twenty-five years of marriage

But it wasn't enough

Because now

Life is rough



My Heart is broken

I'm drowning in tears

I want to wish away

all my fears



I don't want to live like this

Full of anger and Hatred

I don't want to live like this

My parents seperated



Those happy years are gone

The years to come are going to worse

And I have to live

With this dreadful curse

Pandora
21:22 Sep 13 2010
Times Read: 543

There is no emotion

To express how I feel

There is no emotion

Nothing left in me



I don't cry

Cause I used up all my tears

I don't hate

Cause I feel no pain



I don't laugh

What's there to laugh about

I don't cheer

What's there to be cheerful about



I'm not afraid

Cause my fears are going to come somehow

I'm not closed

Cause I've hidden long enough



There is no emotion

To express how I feel

There is no emotion

But Hope left in me

Premonition
18:53 Sep 13 2010
Times Read: 545

I know what's in store for me

I know of my future

I see it in my own eyes

And also in my mind



My future is dark

Full of sadness and rage

The future is seen

That I will never be the same



The vision I see

Is so horrid but true

My fate is set

And will not change







I will not fufill my dream

That I've dreamt for so long

My world will perish before me

And my heart will burn into ashes

Vengenance
17:08 Sep 13 2010
Times Read: 546

There is a place

That I keep secret

The place I hide in

The place in the darkness



The darkness makes me feel

All the things I want to feel

The things want to do

And the things I regret



In the darkness I can loathe

I can cry and hate

In the darkness I can yearn

Yearn for Revenge



In the darkness I can kill

I can torture and get revenge

On the people that hurt me

That made my anger



In the darkness I can feel rage

Murderous and numb

In the darkness I can get away with it

Cause they are my enemies



The darkness makes me feel complete now

Of the things I did

Now I have had my vengenance

And everyone is dead



To me now the darknees is soothing

So silent and serene

I'm glad I got rid of the evil

Or this never would have been



It's serene cause it's peaceful

It is silent cause Everyone is gone

And now the time comes

For the thing I regret



I regret the murder

My rage and thirst for revenge

Now everyone is gone

And I am all alone

Shunned
17:02 Sep 13 2010
Times Read: 547

There's no one with me now

All alone lying in th darkness

No one wants to be with me

Cause they think I'm nothing



When I say hello

They just ignore me

They dopn't even turn

To even look at me



I hear them talking about me

They snicker and laugh

Then they see me looking at them

And their smiles fade



When I want to hang out

They make an excuse

But I don't believe them

Not one of their lies



When we play games

Everyone is getting picked

But I just stand there

The last one there



So I can't play games

Cause they never pick me

So I sit back alone

All alone in the darkness

In a LBGT's Eyes
17:01 Sep 13 2010
Times Read: 548




Will I be ignored

Will I be hated, scorned

These things go through my mind

With every day that goes by

Why is this a sin

Why can't people feel this way

These questions haunted my mind

For so long

Will I be beaten

Will I be tortured

Or worse will I be killed

I know what I am

But people don't understand

Because I am different

From the "normal" crowd

I don't know if I'll be accepted

By my friends the world and mostly

My parents and family

I can't come out because I am afraid

Afraid that I'll be ridiculed

And looked at as the Spawn of the Devil

I can't help these feelings

It's how God made me

It's God's plan for me

To be who I am today

I have to gather the courage

To come out and be proud

I have to not care about what others think of me

Cause I am normal

Lost
17:01 Sep 13 2010
Times Read: 549

I am lost and alone

My life took a turn

But there is something

That I must learn



Don't be foolish

Don't be naive

Cause if you do

People just might leave



I am lost and alone

I am blinded and dead

Evereything's going to be alright

My Mother said



I am lost and alone

I am stranded in a cave

Now I am waiting

Waiting to be saved

Grudge
17:00 Sep 13 2010
Times Read: 550

My rage is buliding

With each day that goes by

I wish I could just

Forget this lie



My Life is ruined

Because of my mom and dad

They are to blame

Cause they've driven me mad



Every day at night

I hear my mother's cries

This situation is something

Me and my Mom can't pass by



My rage is rising

Cause they treat me like sludge

That is why I now

Am holding a grudge

Mind Control
16:59 Sep 13 2010
Times Read: 551

(Semi-Finalist in a Poetry Contest)



I don't know what I'm doing

I don't know where to go

I am lost and alone

And trying to escape the truth



I hear a voice

So soft and soothing

I tells me don't worry

It will help me



It tells me to kill

It tells me lies

And I believe the lies

The reason to kill



They betrayed me and lied

The ones they call friends and parents

They hurt me and shunned me

When I needed them the most



I am angered and hurt

Full of Hatred and lonliness

Overwhelmed by sadness and hurt

And consumed by my rage



I don't want to kill

But it tells me I have to

I cannot control or fight it

Cause my anger and pain keeps it strong



My happiness and hope

And the things I've dreamt of

Every little bit of it is gone

Now I have nothing



I wish I could go back

To when nothing mattered

But it doesn't let me

And now I lose



I've lost everything

My family and friends

And the sad part is

I lost my will

Strangers
16:28 Sep 13 2010
Times Read: 553

I walk in a place I know

And the people I don't

But they know me

I just ignore



I past by a bunch of kids

Who claim they're my friends

But All I see are Kids

Kids who has betrayed someone



I pass by a few people

Who claim they're my neighbors

But all I see are people

People who hasn't been there for someone



I pass by a girl

Who claims to be my sister

But all I see is a girl

A girl who is mean and rotten inside



I walk past a couple

who claim they're my parents

But all I see is a couple

A couple who has betrayed themselves and children

Blocked
16:28 Sep 13 2010
Times Read: 554






Everything is lost

Cause I cannot remember

All the good times

We had together



I can remember lies

But cannot remember the truth

The truth has gone away

But the lie always remains



I feel like I'm nothing

For I have no confidence

I don't think I'm strong enough

Nor I am clever



I can remember sadness

But I cannot remember happpiness

My broken heart has released it

And my tears have washed it out



No one can see it

My sadness and betrayal

But they don't worry

Cause I'll never tell

Masquerade
16:27 Sep 13 2010
Times Read: 555

I'm full of sadness

And full of pain

My true feelings have emerged

from the dpths of the cave



My feelings cannot be seen

For they will know

So I have to hide

My face behind a mask



The mask is a fraud

'Cause it's just an act

The mask is a lie

'Cause it hides everything



The mask is happy

But I fell sad

The mask is alive

While I am dead



The mask is hiding

What is the truth

And people believe it

All those dreadful lies



The mask can laugh

But I can just cry

But the mask is a lie

A lie that must go on



As the mask sees humans

As it walks by

The human saw the smile

But didn't see the frown



As the human walks away

The mask still smiles

Oh, how I wish

Wish to get rid of it



I want to take it off

So people can see

That te mask was lying

And the face holds the truth