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The Strength To Say Good-Bye





Even though I seem quiet and shy

I have a strength inside of me

I have the strength to say good-bye



If a friend had always been a lie

I would be heartbroken but I realize

I have the strength to say good-bye



Even if someone precious to me dies

My soul will be crying but give me time

For I have the strength to say good-bye



When my soul is lost and I want to cry

Over time I shall heal, for I know that I

Still have the strength to say good-bye



Katherine Sessor



I miss you Cousin

Yesterday is history...Tomorrow is a mystery...And today?

Today is the gift...That's why we call it 'The Present' ...Unwrap it with a smile! ....





One day at a time - this is enough.

Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone.

And do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come.

Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.





The key to success is to do what makes us happy.....the key to failure is trying to please everybody else.

(yet I knew this all alone but failed to see it )





A diamond is a chunk of coal that was made beautiful and valuable under pressure.

(Hmm is that why i sparkle so much ?)



With every personal commitment, there is a point of no return. Confidently attack this moment of truth and never look back.



You can't change the past, but understanding it will make for a better tomorrow.



There are days when you think you're going to die on the inside. But, you won't. It will get better. How do I know?..I've been there...



Almost all of our unhappiness is the result of comparing ourselves to others...Don't do that. You are so special. There is only one you and you have so much to offer. Start offering.

(took me a long time to see that when all I ever did was try to live up to someone else's expectation)



Don't waste time grieving over past mistakes. Learn from them and move on.

(so very true)



Have you ever noticed how your shadow follows you everywhere but doesn't harm you? Like your shadow, you will learn to accept and live with the past.



If there were no heroes, then there would only be victims.



Don't think that things need to happen in a certain way in order for your dreams to come true. Often times, it's the unexpected that makes things work out.



(You my love are the unexpected)

Woke up in agreat mod this morning, although I was up at 4 am for some reason or another, just went back to bed and just woke up. Finally got a descent nights sleep, which always make all the diffrence in the world. Its sunny out, still cold as hell, but waking up with the sun in my eyes was nice., only one other way I would want to wake up or be woken up by. *grinz*



Ya I still miss my mom, but i keep remembering what the last thing she said to me was,



"Rach if your this makes you that happy, then let nothing stand in your way, I don't want you to have to live thru the mistakes I made"



That actually makes me feel better.Because I know she saw the change in me from the end of the summer uptil she was gone, and she knows I am happy.

Woke up really early... went back to bed woke back up got Alex ready for school we went stopped and grabbed breakfast, had a nice talk about things that he would like to do and what things he needs to do now that he is a boy scout, he wants to get involved with some community services, so proud of my son. Then went and dropped him off at school. They grow up so fast...