08:18 Jan 25 2009
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*sighs*
I understand that you are attempting to comfort someone....that is fine. I understand that you are attempting to comfort someone that you care about and have helped before.
But to attempt to tell me that HG, put me and all the other girls under some vampiric spells....well wow.
Do I doubt it? Yes. You people have never met him, you have never spoken to him and you have never spoken to me, prior to me going into that yahoo chat and you are going to tell me that someone put a spell on me? Sorry doubtful. You never even asked me any questions to see if I was showing any symptoms of a spell. No, you said, you could see.....riiigghhtt. If you could see, you would have seen the doubt I had.
Do I doubt that there are things such as magic and spells? No. I am empathic, I can feel how people feel. I have felt magic, I have felt spirits. So I am not saying that they don't exist, just that there are some things that I have to question.
But sorry. Don't come to me, tell me that I am under a spell and then tell me, without talking to me, without touching me, without having an essence of me, that you have cleansed and shielded me, protected me, without my knowledge.
Yes, read that again. Interesting huh? So you cleansed me...were your using a wireless hoover? *smirks*
I wondered why LordV and Silverbow weren't being protected too. The four of us are REAL close, with a link as you can call it, between myself, Silverbow and HG. They stated they were only told and only read about the 4 of us that were hurt by him. Why wouldn't you check the other people that are close in his life???
Sorry folks. I need to say something. If you did this out of the goodness of your heart, to help ease the pain of your friend and it worked, that's fine. That's honorable. I do that all the time with my friends.
But you told an innocent, that you saved her. Scaring the shit out of her. Someone that had no ideas about spells and shielding. You scared her, making her panic, after having her heart ripped out. Nice job.
But when you attempted to tell me, that you took away my pain...that you eased my heart and took a "spell" off of me? Without speaking one word to me? Sorry that is someone just trying to make themselves look bigger, look more important. Hey Look at what I did....
Sorry. I am realistic. My heart is hurt yes. There is no spell or cleansing out there that are going to take away that hurt. A man I called my best friend, that I loved as a friend, has betrayed and lied to me. But I am not going to blame a spell for how I feel. I am not going to brush it off and say that the reason i did this or that is because of a spell. I will take responsibility for my own actions. I am a Strong minded individual....and I know where the blame lies. Within him.
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Morrigon
21:41 Jan 28 2009
Wish I could hear it but SOMEONE is watching Battlestar Galactica really loudly.
Frack it.
laurell
02:38 Jan 29 2009
I totally understand that ...LOL>>>>>