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Ughhh22:12 Jul 28 2016
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It sucks when you don't know who is who, and you don't know who you can trust :(
Long day21:10 Jul 26 2016
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Got up this morning and thought Yes the weather does not look to bad so a great day to go green laneing in Wales.
Weather was ok when we got there dry and not to cold.
Stopped at this river for a picnic.
The day was going pretty good but later on it got real cold, windy, wet and foggy.
Love Wales even when it's like this :)
Wiw23:19 Jul 21 2016
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A bad day, or better bad weeks.
Low live dad of my kids trying to get custody.
Telling lies, trying to make people belive he is innocent.
Wow that from the guy that fucked my sister.
He is trying to use my Ms for his advantage saying I can't care
For my kids.
Some days I just wanna shoot someone lol
Panic
20:40 Jul 16 2016
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Voices all around me
Never quiet
Never at peace
Seeing shadows
Were shadows should not be
Walking past me, above me and beneath.
In the light
In the darkness
Haunting me were ever i am.
Whispers, whimpers and screams. A Million voices a Million eyes.
Always there always on me.
My eyes are closed
Hearing them call my name
Trying to sleep
Before i go insane
Hearing them, feeling them
To afraid to open my eyes
To afraid to sleep scared i might not awake.
I feel my heart beating feel the pain
Beating faster taking my breath away.
My chest tightening
Fear growing
Panic setting in
My body shaking
Hyperventolating
Feeling like im gonna die
This is what i feel when i have a panic attack.
Who are you to tell me that im stupid, crazy, silly or making it up?
Vr
23:00 Jul 14 2016
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I come to vr to escape real live, escape all my problems and worries.
It's a place were i can be me, forget about my problems and the stress I deal with everyday.
Dont get me wrong I love my life but at times its nice to get away for a little bit.
I don't wanna see drama, it's silly and childish. If someone has a problem with another just message that person.
VR can be a great place full of fun and laughter, full of facts and interesting things.
Vr is what we make it :) so come on people let's make it an amazing place.
Lol00:58 Jul 14 2016
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Who am I 22:54 Jul 13 2016
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I posted this when I joined vr, thought i post it again.
A question I have asked myself allot when I was younger.
I guess when you are young you think you know it all and will not listen to anyone else.
I was a nightmare when I was a teen I ran away from home because I fell in love with a guy from the circus and lived with him for a while.And yes you heard right I ran away to the circus.I was happy the first few months but then he started hitting me and treating me like dirt but I stayed as he made me believe that I deserved it.Eventually I did leave.
I started hanging around with the wrong kind of people I was only 16 at the time so thought they were cool.
I met some one he was alot older then I was he made me feel so good about myself made me think I was pretty and that he loved me.
What I did not know was that he was a pimp.
He asked me to prostitute myself for him so we could get away and have a good life and so I did.
I felt sick and disgusted so started taking drugs to numb myself make all the horrible things go away.
When I think back I am lucky that I am still alive and healthy.
I had a gun hold to my face twice but that did not put me off.
In the end I was rescued and turned my life around.
I always hated that part of my past and felt ashamed.
But today when I think about it I relise that without that part I would not be the person who I am today and I have become to love that person.
I never speak much about that part of my life as I do not know how people react.
All I can say is that I been of drugs for the past 16 years and am not a prostitute.
I am happy and healthy and that is all that matters.
Just wow22:19 Jul 11 2016
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Had a great conversation with someone on here today.
Very interesting and made me giggle.
Even nude pics came up.
Was fun :)
Ughhh08:35 Jul 11 2016
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Got Torn out of bed at 5.30 am, far to early but could not
go back to sleep.
Did all the housework sent kids of to school and fed the
Indoor animals.
It's poring down with rain I should really go an see to the horses
But it's no fun cleaning the stables in this weather lol.
Of work again not sure what I'm going to do.
Maybe write a little have not done that in a while :)
Question22:01 Jul 06 2016
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This might be a long shot but here I go.
Does anyone still remember Maggareet and knows what happens to her?
She had a mentorship called kiss my ass baby
Of work
11:25 Jul 06 2016
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I so wish I was in work lol. Kids in school, house cleaned, showered, animals fed, walked and ridden and it's only 11.20 am. So now I'm bored.
Nothing much to do now.
Sun is shining but lots of black clouds so don't really wanna wash the car.
All my friends are at work.
Dam how much i hate time of work.
So glad
20:43 Jul 05 2016
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I am glad I came back to Vr,I missed being here alot.It takes my mind of things when I need to.
It seems alot quieter then it used to be, yes there is still some drama in journals but not half as much as there was when I left.
It's hard to keep up who is who, so many people gone, so many name changes guess that's the fun part trying to keep up.
Am alot happier now being in my old coven that was and still is like family to me.Thank you so much
Erinyes and YouthGoneWild,
You are both amazing and I cant be great full enough.
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COMMENTS
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Voelk
22:38 Jul 28 2016
Amen to that!
QueenZombiee
23:23 Jul 28 2016
Well my life rule is just don't expect much from people so you won't get disappointed when they betray you.It will hurt less.
LadyBianca
23:29 Jul 28 2016
That's a good way queen zombie
SimpleMan
03:19 Jul 29 2016
True