I joined VR around four weeks ago because an ex
Friend asked me to join.
Right away I found this site very interesting with plenty nice people on here to.
I got in the coven that I wanted to be in but things did not work out
And I was given to another coven.
Because of my ex I met an truly amazing woman called LadyPayne,
I liked her right away and found that we had a lot in common.
She took me into her coven and I am very honoured to call her my friend.
I have never met a woman like her so confident and strong.
I am glad it did not work out in my first coven cause now I am just where I want to be.
And if anyone ever hurts or harms LadyPayne in anyway I will come and hunt you down.
A question I have asked myself allot when I was younger.
I guess when you are young you think you know it all and will not listen to anyone else.
I was a nightmare when I was a teen I ran away from home because I fell in love with a guy from the circus and lived with him for a while.And yes you heard right I ran away to the circus.I was happy the first few months but then he started hitting me and treating me like dirt but I stayed as he made me believe that I deserved it.Eventually I did leave.
I started hanging around with the wrong kind of people I was only 16 at the time so thought they were cool.
I met some one he was alot older then I was he made me feel so good about myself made me think I was pretty and that he loved me.
What I did not know was that he was a pimp.
He asked me to prostitute myself for him so we could get away and have a good life and so I did.
I felt sick and disgusted so started taking drugs to numb myself make all the horrible things go away.
When I think back I am lucky that I am still alive and healthy.
I had a gun hold to my face twice but that did not put me off.
In the end I was rescued and turned my life around.
I always hated that part of my past and felt ashamed.
But today when I think about it I relise that without that part I would not be the person who I am today and I have become to love that person.
I never speak much about that part of my life as I do not know how people react.
All I can say is that I been of drugs for the past 16 years and am not a prostitute.
I am happy and healthy and that is all that matters.
COMMENTS
You are a woman of strength and experience, We all make mistakes, what is important is to learn from them. Never ever feel ashamed for your past actions,
raise your head high, life is a school where we fall to rise again.
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