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OMG - I do not clean, I do not like cleaning, I am not a cleaner, so said Kraai ... then came boredom, sitting at her computer, looking at youtube, itunes, vampirerave, email, saying this is just not doing it for me, should I dye my hair, nah .. I decided to take out pledge .. oh yes, I said it - the PLEDGE.

I decided to do some dusting ... Oh my ... dusting, hum, did you know if you don't dust for a while, what happens? You get this things called evil morphed bunnies, that attack you! I am not kidding, I had about five of these things on my shirt! Pledge tried to get them, but nope, I had to resort to masking tape and a roller! Yup, it was rather scary.

I felt like I was in the movie - Search for the Holy Grail! It was me verse the bunnies and yes, they were killer bunnies.

In the end I won, I took some benadryl, I pulled up my big girl pants, and stared these monsters in their face and said, Not Today!

Albeit a fight, one I won, it wasn't pretty. I am filing this one in the 'don't let this happen again' file.

We're all excited
But we don't know why
Maybe it's cause
We're all gonna die
And when we do (when we do)
What's it all for? (what’s it all for?)
You better live now
Before the grim reaper come knocking on your door

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Relax – everything will be okay!

Have you ever crossed a line, that you wish you could take back? Well, I did that recently. I had no limits, it was like anything goes, no matter what the rules of society states or my rules state. And for me, that is really a rare circumstance, as I normally really follow my rules and societal rules.

This time, I just went with what felt right, allowed my heart lead me, and my mind to take a seat in the rear of the plane, near the bathrooms. While, the rest of me sat in first class, drinking all the free booze, acting careless and casually, without a thought in the world for appropriateness or feelings.

Well this was certainly not my norm. I got caught up in the instant glory of satisfaction, and gratification. Regardless of the seriousness of some topics referenced, my mind just ignored the red flags. In one ear, out the other.

Then something hit me, it was during my crazy dreaming, that things needed to be reevaluated. Perhaps it was the melatonin, perhaps it was my conscious taking control, who knows. But as I woke up, I realized that I had to distance myself from the situation.

So, I worked on waking up, drinking coffee, showering, dressing and putting everything out of mind. Then, as if timed perfectly, I received notice concerning the situation that I entered into without care, was coming to close per the other persons. Now, me being me, my thinking was that by just concluding to walk away, all would be okay, didn’t expect anything to conclude / summarize my conclusion, but alas, it is funny how the energy of the world comes together to confirm your thoughts.

Needless to say, lesson is learned, and reminder is made, entering into anything without allowing your mind/conscious to play a part, will always lead to bad choices.

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DarkestTemptation
00:21 Mar 20 2020

I agree with all what you said hun.

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Kraai
22:26 Mar 21 2020

It's crazy - sometimes when you let all your built in defenses down, hell is opened and crawling out is no easy task.

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For all my outlaw renegades
Ripping up them backroads
Put up your rebel flag
Whip it like a lasso, like a lasso,
like a, like a lasso
Whip it like a lasso
If you're proud a rebel boss lady
Ain't afraid to scrap
no throw up your rebel flag
Whip it like a lasso, like a lasso,
like a, like a lasso
Whip it like a lasso

"Lasso"
~ Moonshine Bandits

So everything around me is closing ... well maybe not around me, but where I used to live .... from Boston to NYC ... I've gotten messages from all different places .. even one city has been partially blocked off due to a spread of this crazy coronavirus ... it's really freaky!

I sit hear and think WOW, if I lived up north and got this treatment of Lemtrada, I'd be locked in my room, with a hot plate, soups, and beverages, and protein bars, and of course 10000 rolls of toilet paper until June or something crazy.

But at least where I live now, there's been no reported cases, so it's business as usual with elbow bumps, foot kicks, and wash your hands 20 seconds with soap rules ... but still it's strange - -you just don't know - people are coming here to vacation now - who knows where they've been - how sanitary they are ... if they were at Costco purchasing 10 bulk packages of toilet paper, and rubbing arms/hands/etc. with someone that actually has this virus ... you just don't know ...

it's the unknown that is freaky ... especially for someone who stands to not only get sick but is in the high risk category.

So alas, I'll hang out here, in my home, and avoid those large gatherings, and what not ... and wait and see.

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Dakotah
02:42 Mar 13 2020

That is the best thing to do. Stay home, wait it out. Be safe.

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Kraai
19:05 Mar 15 2020

Man oh man - it is getting boring staying home, just got myself some new wheels and want to drive around and explore and test the wheels out, but honestly, whats the point to put the miles on when you can't even stop at a store, or well just about anywhere ... it's getting crazy everywhere!

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So, just like that I back up & running!

2 weeks & 3 days after my infusion treatment, I boarded a plane, went to Boston to attend an event & catch up with friends.

I wore a mask & used more Purell than I thought possible. I rode in more taxis than combined the last 5 years in Boston! I had meals that were so yummy, I wondered if I could somehow box them up & bring them home (no was the answer.)

Regardless, many of the 65+ club were trying to scare me, begging me not to go. Telling I’d be on deaths door if I went. Needless to say, their worries, albeit recognized as love & concern, were results of conspiracy media, were unfounded!

Yes, I wore while flying an N95 mask, yes I washed my hands often, but I hugged a lot of people, I was in close quarters with people, I moved away from people coughing and what not. I didn’t put myself in harm ways intentionally.

I would repeat this trip under the same conditions again.

Life is too short, to not enjoy it. It’s too short to live in fear!

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Spin
21:09 Mar 07 2020

mmhmm amen to that! 👍

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NikkiAidyn
05:24 Mar 08 2020

So happy to hear you're living to the fullest. Have fun for me too lol

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