so .. thanks to Juan not showing up today ... i had another LAST NIGHT at work lol ..
but it was okay... even though i was pissed at first..
i got to see several more people that i dint get to see on Wednesday night ...
and got a buncha more pics
and everyone was tickled to see me still there lol
dammit i am gonna miss these people ...
hugging "long hair dood" tonight got me lol .. cuz HE got a lil sniffly ... and Cliff came in the store just as i was leaving .. and HE got a lil sniffly on meh ...
Sandy teared up BIG time ... lol and Cherry ..
so many of these people though .. i dont even know their names .. they are just regulars with nicknames..
Loud Guy and his wife came in ... they are super sweet and OMG funny .. Loud Guy comes in the store saying "WELL HEY THERE GORGEOUS ! I AINT SEEN NOTHING AS PURTY AS YOU SINCE.... WELL SINCE I WAS IN HERE YESTERDAY!!!!" hhaha and he says its LOOOOOOUD hahaha
My Lesbian Lover came in LMFAO ... dunno her name either... but she tells everyone we're lovers and to leave her alone lmao....
Jerry came in to tell me bye ...
the Water Truck guys .. another group that offered me a job if it would make me stay longer...
Frankie came in ... and his girlfriend.. whos name i have never known ....
Scott came in ...
worked with Yoshi and Azlee tonight .. even though Azlee and i havent known each other long .. she was ALL crying when i left tonight ...
im tired .. and considering going to bed early ...
lots to do tomorrow ...
and i will be able to stay up late tomorrow night and be online ..
its gonna be sad leaving ...
on many levels ..
but its gonna be sooo good to be back with muh girlies :)
talked to them tonight ...
Bunka started whimpering .. and i cut her off lol
"Baby .. dont cry.. im coming home soon and LONG before your birthday".. that seemed to pacify her .. but she asked several more times .. "are you sure mom?!?" lol
Melly asked a couple times too .. for an exact date... i told her that i was waiting til they hired someone to replace me and i wasnt for sure when that would be ... i just wanna surprise them lol
good night VR ..
good night sue ellen
good night john boy ....
good night granpaw...
sorry .. i couldnt resist :P
CuntPunters... this is a CALL TO ARMS !!! lol
this CUNTSCAB had the NERVE to message Corrupt me and tell her she was UGLY ?!?!?!
WTF?!?!?!
i am OFFICIALLY requesting that all CPers go let this "DUDE" with a PINK PROFILE ... know what a twatwaffle he really is :)
heres a link to his profile ...
THE TARDO
and heres a screenshot of the tidbit *I* left him .. in case he blocks it :)
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is here and ready to go. Aye Aye !
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I left my comment.
(You use a purty add on for FF)
lol ty :)
its called Aquatint Black Gloss :D
and twatwaffle storms vr..lmao ;)
that guy REALLY needs to look in the mirror before HE calls anyone else ugly
Can I shank him? pweeeaaassseee *batters eyelashes* :)
Yesh muh Mitsi ...
shank away dearest :D
just felt like saying that again ...
FUCK YOU
and HIM
and the WHOLE FUCKING THING
put THAT in yer lil pipe and smoke it
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hehe love that word... cunt.
Can't say anyone has called me a cunt well not to my face anuhow...
LMFAO WC !!!!
i luff joo hahahhaha
lets see...
i have one box ready to be mailed home....
mostly cds and dvds and some trinkets i have acquired along the way ..
gone thru all my clothes and thrown away ALOT ... mostly shirts that belonged to someone else... either that or ... for some reason i bought stuff too small for me lol...
gathered up all my dirt clothes and have them ALL down in the laundry mat.. the dryer to be exact at the moment ...
earlier... someone knocked on my door... it was Juan
:-/
i didnt answer the door.....
i know he was gonna ask me to work
and i woulda said yes
and as i said in an earlier entry today ... some things have come to light that have me doubting my view of Juanito...
and i have too much to do here today ...
and
well...
fuck
i just
i dunno
ANYWAY ...
so i have about decided NOT to go out tonight ... the "TENTATIVE" plan was to go to The Hideaway, and meet up with Chris there....
and theres another i am rethinking my view of...
or rather.. going back to an old way of viewing ...
he's outta my league... and im fooling myself
i even have myself half convinced to get ANOTHER night here in the motel .. tomorrow night ...(tonight is paid for already)
guess its time to go check on my clothes ...
some of them might be dry already ...
then theres the flding to do ...
ugh
i love the original JURASSIC PARK movie ..
i luff the egg rolls at Hongs Chinese Garden, Parachute, Colorado ...
oh oh .. and Jeff Goldblum ish hawt in this movie :)
Code Red My Dew ish really good ...
I think i have a loose tooth !!
*eep*
I shouldnt have ATE that last egg roll....
Upon talking to someone today ... i am on the verge of re-thinking my opinion of Juan ... *sad face*
i am very nervous about tomorrow ... moving and all ...
im out of minutes on my cell phone .. and havent heard Melly and Bunkas voice.. in days ..
ugh i need it lol
what lil i did sleep last night .. i had another Juan dream ..might write a story this weekend based on it .. (if i can handle writing it lol)
i tried laying down again ...
and i am about to try AGAIN ... just got up for a shot of Mt Dew, and a smoke ....
OH .. i did get my living arrangements worked out .. sorta ...
got myself a room mate.. so i can stay here at the motel and be close to work .. but i may have fucked up lol
seems what i thought was just a friendship, and a perfect opportunity to save me ass here... this dude took the wrong way ..
i thought i had explained that i just needed a ROOM MATE... seems he might have a different idea lol ..
BUT HAVE NO FEAR ... i WILL set him straight if it keeps up ... he isnt moving in til this weekend .. i gots time ...
and .. i dunno whut to think about Juan ..
he copped a momentary attitude when i told him about Jerry .. and i found myself OVER explaining that he is JUST A ROOM MATE and a way to get to stay a lil longer..
the whole Juan thing leaves me totally off balance and confused...
DAMN him lol
since i was here for my last smoke break ..
Juan came in the store AGAIN
and fyi .. i hate cherry pepsi
just sayin :)
Gentle Ways ....
does it get any better than this ??
Steve in a blindfold...
could there BE anything sexier ?!?!
my eye hurts :(
i thought i had figured out what was wrong with it..
(SHUP MOONIE! lmao).. but now i dont think that was the problem ..
its swollen pretty bad ... the top lid.. just like it did when that fucking spider bit me .. in fact its the same FUCKING eye... AACKKK!!
its CLOSE to being swollen shut .. but its not red like it was with the spider bite
im tempted to call into work ... but poor Cindy werked by herself LAST night .. and this is Saturday night, a busier night at the store ...
and of course.. theres no way i can afford to go to a DR and get it looked at .. i did walk down and get my check cashed today ... cuz it hurts so bad ....
even if i HAD cashed my check ... it wouldnt cover an ER visit ...
ack
talked to Melly and Bunka last night, and Bunka cried and cried ...
maybe the eye is a sign ..
get yer stupid ass BACK HOME...
FUCK it hurts..
(SHUP Moonie lol)
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Or.. Wear better eye protection...
Just sayin :P
Or, date a doctor? *grins*
inspired by a series of stories written by OniKumo, and another series that He and i work on together, this is an entry from "A Huntress's Journal"... and in appears about halfway THRU the series ..
i hope that made as much sense as i wanted it too lol
i have had this story up here before, but for one reason and then another, its gone ...
well.. NOW its back thanks to Oni
*smiles and kisses the end of His nose*
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The Journal Of A Huntress
ONE
Five years.
Hard to believe sometimes, that its been that long since I saw him last.
But I can still taste him on my lips. I can still feel his body against mine. I can still remember.
So many times, I catch a glimpse of someone who reminds me even more.
Tonight was one of those nights.
He was beautiful really, and so much like Kodi it made my heart ache.
I saw him first in the parking lot, of a grocery store of all places. A small place, one you would expect to find at the foot of a mountain in small town. The kind that sells products in bulk because so many of the people live so far from town they only come in to shop once every few months.
As I sit in the jeep, watching him hefting groceries into the bed of his old Ford, watching his muscle ripple underneath his white teeshirt, I feel it. It has been a while, for many things, and this definently looks like a man that could satiate many hungers, even mine.
Running my tongue across my teeth to appease the itch, I climb out of the jeep and walk towards him.
"Well, " I say, words stained with desire, "I can see I don't need to offer to help YOU."
He turns to see who has spoken to him, and I cant help but smile when I see the expression on his face. He is quite pleased with what he sees, and so am I. Up close, he is even more wonderful.
"Not with my groceries," he says, leaning back against his truck and propping one elbow against, "but you can keep me company for a beer or two if you like?"
He reminded me even MORE of Kodi when he smiled. Big, broad smile, that made his whole face light up. I was going to enjoy this.
He was, thankfully, NOT the type to drink too much. In fact, we had a rather nice "date" as it were. He took me to the smaller of the two bars in town and apparently he was well known there. The waitress greeted him by name and with a big, overly flirtatious smile. We sat in a dark booth at the back of the bar and talked for a long time before he asked me to dance. The song was slow and rhythmic and he held me close as we moved in time. His lips close to my ear, but he didnt speak, he just hummed low and soft and it reminded me so of how Kodi used to almost purr sometimes when we..... well, thats for another time. As the song ended, he found his courage, and as he started to pull away from our dancing embrace, he kissed me. Just a short, sweet kiss, his tongue dancing just across my lips, and then he was smiling at me as he took my hand and led me back to the dark booth, sitting this time beside me instead of across from me. When we sat, i gingerly,almost demurely, placed my hand on his thigh, and smiled up at him. Sometimes the hunt is SO much fun.
I knew from our talking that he lived about an hour from town, and he knew that I was just a visitor, staying at the local motel while on a "road trip" to clear my head after a bad break-up, one of my more favored and most used lines. It was around midnight, when he said he needed to head home, because he had to get some sleep. He would have to be back in town early in the morning for work. He took me back to my jeep, and in the parking lot of the grocery store, I made my intentions clear. well... sort of.
"You know, you would be able to sleep a little longer in the morning, if you didnt have to drive all the way home now, and then all the way back to town in the morning.
Wrapping his large arms around me, and pulling me with him as he leaned against the passengers door of his truck, he asked with a smile...
"And where would you suggest that I sleep?"
"I hear theres a half way decent motel in town, and I just happen to have a key to a room, way in the back." I smiled back.
He pulled me even closer, and kissed me hard, and pressed against my thigh, was the answer to my offer.
We left his truck there, in the grocery store parking lot.
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The sun wasn't even up yet, as I closed the motel room door, and fumbled in the front pocket of my jeans for the keys to the Jeep. With a quick glance, I saw no one near as I climbed into the jeep and started it up. The last thing i saw as I backed out of the parking spot, was the DO NOT DISTURB sign I had left on the motel room door, assuring that he wouldnt be found until at least 11, when some poor hapless maid was going to peek in to see if anyone needed towels and such. Oh he needed towels alright.
He may have carried himself somewhat like Kodi. He may have reminded me of Kodi. But he couldn't fuck like Kodi, and his blood wasn't near as sweet.
His name had been Greg. Had being the operative word here.
if yer gonna hire fucking ILLEGALS as maids at your motel ... it MIGHT be prudent to make SURE they know at least a MINIMAL AMOUNT of FUCKING ENGLISH !!!!!!!
lets see.. might be nice if they understood.. "JUST A MINUTE"... so they wouldnt barrel in a door (and yes my DO NOT DISTURB sign was up)... in fact... it might be a GOOD GOD DAMNED IDEA to teach them to FUCKING READ the words DO NOT DISTURB.
i fucking hate people that come here, and refuse to do something as simple as LEARN THE GOD DAMN LANGUAGE!!!
you want the FUCKING American Dream?? You wanna come here for a better life?? THEN GOD DAMN DESERVE IT ... do it legal you fucking beanasses... LEARN TO FUCKING TALK and READ and ACT like an AMERICAN or GO THE FUCK BACK!!!
*exhales*
just sayin :)
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didnt you know its a foreign exchange policy they get our american maids and we get theirs this way they get maids who dont speak their language and we get maids who dont speak ours that also goes into effect for cab drivers and gas stations XD
I have lost jobs (skilled labor) to cheap laborers (the corner lurkers), when I go into those businesses (and see the terrible landscaping), I can tell they got what they paid for.
I have watched Corner labors change their wages in the middle of a job on a guy. I have cleaned up after corner labors sabotaged job sights, Now I know the difference between a natural, and a Jose come lately.
I think you made a mistake going to colorado as for this rant so they might not know the language or read it. then again they might not of heard ya. but who cares right there just beanasses like me right moms yea i'm hispanic/latino maybe not illegal cause I was born in California but still one of them
ohhhhhhhhh me thinks the lady is a little pissed off
wait did i say lady?...... lol
*stretches out half nekkid and contemplates life situations*
i lied to my daddy today.
not that its something that i have never done before lol... but today it was hard..
what i wanted to do was bust out in tears and tell him everything .. beg him to send me money to come home on.. admit what an idiot i was and promise to come home and be a good little lemming ...
but
i couldnt
i lied
said everything was fine, and that i am fine, and that i will be home by the end of the month ..
i dont even know if that is true ...
it is nice to be alone at the moment .... i may not feel that way ina few minutes, but right now its good...
jebus FUCKING christ ona cracker.. with hot sauce even... what the fuck have i done?
left home, and went FAR a-fucking-way.... on a whim .... a stupid, misbegotten whim .. and look at where it got me ..
ok
wait ..
lets look at the up0 side or a minute ...
the people i have met here...
hadi not come here i woulda never met WC and PD... THAT makes it a worthwhile trip ...
and Sue, and Debbie, and April, and Cindy, and Cindy lol... all my guys at work.. bless'em..
Jeff, and OMFG Chris ... that may have been a fucked up deal but dammit for ONE NIGHT i had it ...
seeing Wyoming .. seeing Colorado .. all the great pics i have, and will get.. Cindy O. wants to take me to Mesa one day... cuz she knows i loe taking scenery pics and she says she knows some awsome places to take me ...
Lil Dean lol bless his heart... the nineteen year old with a hard on for me so bad he cant even FUNCTION when around me lmfao .. or is that just cuz he's a tardo?? lmfao... he wants to take me fishing ... says he knows a place where i could take some great pics lol . bless him ... lol
Hershel... Deans dad... a good old boy indeed... one of those "give you the shirt offa his back" kinda guys ..
and as much as i have enjoyed all this .. and meeting all these people.. i still stand by the fact that i shoulda stayed home... had i never met these people... i would never imss them .... yanno?
and.. well.. some things wouldnt have to change .. if i had stayed my ass in Bama whereit belongs .. ..
i dunno .. life lessons i suppose .. experience i never woulda had ... i can find good points .. and i can find bad points.. at this moment i suppose the jury is still out on the final decision .. did i fuck up or not?? we shall see ....
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"jebus FUCKING christ ona cracker.. with hot sauce even... what the fuck have i done?
left home, and went FAR a-fucking-way.... on a whim .... a stupid, misbegotten whim .. and look at where it got me .."
Gee that sounds a little familiar.
;)
Things will work out in the end.
eventually, baby, it will .. i know ..
*hugs you up uber tight*
It will all work out. It always has a way of doing so.
I am glad that you went. I think it was a good decision for you.
Am I am happy about the way things have went down? Totally not. You do not deserve to be treated the way you have been treated. It baffles me that someone let a bond be broken by someone that tries to flip it out at anything with two legs.
Actually, no.. it doesn't. Scratch that.
I tell you one thing. They should be thanking all things holy that this chickie ain't closer. I'd be snatching hair and crackin' skulls whether you told me yes or no. Have me a nice set of dangle ball earrings... if you get my drift.
I luff joo, T.
I'm glad you stood up for yourself.
xoxoxox
Life... is what you make of it. ...and all of your experiences as well.
Did you fuck up? Not if you take the good and enjoy it, and take the bad and learn from it. It doesn't sound like you've destroyed your life... just had an adventure.
Live your life and embrace everything it brings.
WE got faith in YOU *hugs*
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