For some reason I can't embed this video.
https://youtu.be/tFLz3FoFPtc
There comes a time in your life where you start believing them when they tell you how much of a fuck up you are. Where you start seeing your flaws everywhere you look and you start really wondering if the whole time it was you being the one causing all the negative things that happen. I try to be a positive person. A glass half full type of guy but maybe after all this it was me. Hell maybe giving my all wasn't enough and maybe I should have found a genie or a magic 8 ball that could have given my wish to make things better some kind of power. Some way to make my wish come true. I tried with everything I knew and as hard as I could to make things into something better. Something more sound and more complete and more solid and better and it was all for nothing. And it obviously has been for nothing for sometime now and I guess it's just sinking in that I failed. As hard as I tried and no matter what I came up with to try and make you happy wasn't good enough. I'm not saying this to villianize anyone but my self. No one is the bad guy but me. I'm the worst peice of shit on this planet and maybe that's okay. The world needs fertilizer for amazing flowers like you to grow. I'm glad I could be that fertilizer to make you into what you want to be. Eventually the plant out grows the pot and it's clear you're due for a better arraignment. I just wish I could have gone with you. I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm a peice of garbage and you deserve better than me. I'm glad you see that so you can be happy. That's all I've ever wanted. That's all I've ever tried to give you.
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CryingMist
07:28 Apr 15 2016
you have to select the embed codes in the share button, not the share itself, there is a choice one is showing the embed.