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today was great. I made 2 new friends.

My parents communication skills = FAIL.

Need I say more?

I guess I always knew this, but now I am aware of it.

I can't talk to my mom. She gossips way to much, and I don't want my life on broadcast.

My dad will turn any conversation into something to accuse me of...



Two essays.

Four days to write them.

On top of my other three classes assignments.

I'm so dead. (3x for emphasis)



I'm addicted to the itgirl game on facebook. Me? Of all people? Yes, really.



I miss my friends...the ones I have not seen in forever.

I just need someone to talk to, and now that my best friend has ditched me my die-ary has been my best friend. Its that bad..

My free time is now nonexistant.

Even now I'm procrastination like crazy.

I can't even think straight after writing brainstorming/writing four pages of essay on Word. And the paper need to be at least 5 pages. It's due tommorow.

I'm convinced at times that life is something like hell...if that even exists.



On behalf of my current headache/fried brain, please excuse the flaws within this entry.

I declare this entry a emotional vent.

I can't sleep. I feel as though someone took a match and set my throat on fire.

I escaped illness through most the winter. Now the weather is starting to get nicer, my throat is killing me.

My humidifier didn't help any. Drinking water makes it feel weird. Gargling salt water only lasts for maybe fifteen minutes. Smells I like, irritate it. I've been OD'ing on cough drops but the relief is temporary.

Strangely enough, it hasn't ruined my day because I found this song I LOVED on Pandora.. :/

Tomorrow my nephew is turning 6. I'm going to his bday party. It's going to be freakin fantastic. :D

Walked a mile in under 20 minutes.

At times, I feel very socially disconnected.

Too often, it seems, I have nothing to say. I don't know how to respond.

My mind is void.

I am digusted. Cakes contain modified BEEF FAT. No more cake for me. Ever.

Other names for beef fat: glycerol, glyceride, etc.

(For the non food label savy, glucose is not beef fat.)

Why does dieting make me feel so hungry?

I lost 13 lbs.

I'm so close to my goal.

So close.

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TheArtistRose
21:46 Feb 12 2011

MMmmm Fat. ;P

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You flaw. At least I am under the illusion that I'm living a productive life!

I miss you.

Valentine's Day or Love of Money Day?

"You didn't buy me this," or "You didn't buy me that..."

While the drama is enjoyable to watch, I find it kind of sad that the showing of love has come down to how much he or she can purchase for each other. Where is the love in that? Money doesn't equal love, does it? I've never been in love, but if that's the case I never want to fall in love.

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Army
15:55 Feb 07 2011

It's nothing but a hallmark holiday. I won't accept gifts on that day. The real Valentine's Day was a fucking Massacre! How the hell did I become a day of "love"?

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Creep reference:



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tLPZmPaHme0&feature=player_embedded

My mom woke me up ridiculously early to fix her coffee and breakfast. I guess I can't complain. She seldom ever eats anything I cooked.

This really cute guy in my organic chemistry class totally talked to me today.





UPS truck conspiracy:

http://www.collegehumor.com/video:1945275

I almost caught my hand on fire in organic chem lab today. :(