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Catch-up

03:52 Nov 24 2008
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I forgot to mention us going to the Seether/Papa Roach/Staind concert about 2 or 3 weeks ago. Howard, our friend, is still running sound for Seether and got us in. I need to post the pics. I didn't get close to the stage during the shows, as we just stayed in the sound booth most of the time, so I didn't get great shots. I got panicky on the way driving to Tulsa, but was able to get a hold on it with some help of Xanax and was ok when we got there.



Last week, was the anniversary of losing Mom. I was replaying the whole last week she was here, in my mind, almost hour by hour. That was hard. Friday marked the day she passed.



I am still off Lexapro, but on anxious edge all the time. I have been using herbal shit to counter it, but it doesn't get rid of it. It's a mindfuck, I tell you. I am going to try Buspar again and see if that helps, in smaller doses than last time I used it, back in like, 1996.



Watched the final episode of True Blood tonight. It was pretty good. I just don't like seeing it end. Damn.



It's cold here and I can't go walking outside now. I miss summer. I can't wait for it!!


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Thanksgiving

03:47 Nov 24 2008
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It was Thanksgiving, and for the first time our whole family was together. Mom and Dad had to drive all night just to get here, but boy was it worth it! The Grandsters really know how to do it up right. The Grandsters being Grandpa and Grandma. We were all seated at the table, and I couldn't wait to dive into those mashed potatoes and gravy. And the smell of the turkey -- I thought I was going to faint with happiness.



"What's that, Mindy?" demanded my little cousin Sam. He can be such a pain. He is 8 years old, two years younger than I am.



"What's what?" I asked.



He pointed to a little paper cup containing just three kernels of corn beside Grandpa's plate. I opened my mouth to answer and then realized I didn't know. Ugh! How I hate admitting that I don't know something!



Grandma answered, "It is to pay tribute to the Pilgrims."



"But why three kernels?" asked the always curious Sam. Give it a rest, I thought.



Grandpa answered, "It reminds me of what a tough time the Pilgrims had. In the beginning, three kernels of corn was each person's daily food ration." The table got real quiet after he said that.



Grandpa continued, "Against all odds, they made a life for themselves in the wilderness. Let's talk more about it after dinner."



Sure enough, dinner was over and Sam wanted to know more.



" Squanto taught the Pilgrims to grow corn!" Sam exclaimed. He's never going to forget that -- he played Squanto in the Thanksgiving Day play at school.



"That's right," Grandpa said. "But at first the Pilgrims were terrified of the Indians, as they called them. Then one day a tribesman named Samoset ventured into their encampment. He was tall and dark and by many accounts quite handsome. Loudly and plainly he proclaimed, 'Welcome!' in perfect English."



"The Pilgrims must have freaked!" shouted Sam.



Grandpa laughed and agreed. "I'm sure you're right. He had learned the language from English fishermen. For the Pilgrims, life was a constant battle for survival. Later, Governor William Bradford made a decision. Instead of the colonists sharing their crops equally, he assigned a parcel of land to each family and told them they could keep whatever they produced for themselves."



"Then what happened?" asked Sam.



"At last the Pilgrims began to prosper. Governor William Bradford wrote in his book 'Of Plimoth Plantation,' 'This had very good success, for it made all hands industrious, so as much more corn was planted than otherwise would have been.' "



"Shoot! If you can keep everything you make, of course you're going to work harder. Everybody knows that."



Grandpa answered, "The first seed had been planted for the American Revolution. People were free to practice their religions as they saw fit and were free to keep the fruits of their labor. This had never happened before in the history of mankind. In the words of William Bradford, 'As one small candle may light a thousand, so the light here kindled hath shone unto many, yea in some sort to our whole nation.' "



"That William Bradford sounds like a pretty cool guy," said Sam.



"He was a pretty cool guy," Grandpa said with a chuckle.


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County by county, from Washington Post

13:25 Nov 07 2008
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Map of county by county election results.



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channeling session on future

08:16 Nov 07 2008
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Interesting! This is a channeling session. I haven't heard it all yet, but will when I get a chance. It's 15 minutes long, loads into winamp.



Here's the link that I got in email.



http://projectavalon.net/michael_st_clair_5_nov_2008.mp3



Hope that takes you there.


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Brandy - Right here (Departed)

08:30 Nov 06 2008
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I love this song. It makes me cry. It reminds me of my Mom. We were there for each other. And I think of all the times that we were.





Brandy "Right Here (Departed)"


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Joy

08:04 Nov 06 2008
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Congrats to Obama, the one that was endorsed by Iran and the Taliban. And if they're happy, I'M happy, you know.



So I have been rather down about how the election turned out. The media voted him in long ago. I am moving on and just hoping for the best. But I am quite concerned about where the country will be headed. My dad took all his 401 k money out today. I am betting a lot will, as Obama wants to take people's money and give it to others. And while I am all for giving, you know me, that's not quite fair.



And perhaps Biden is wrong about how the terrorists will test Obama within 6 months of being in office. I sure hope so. But you sure know it's inevitable.


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borked
borked
08:28 Nov 06 2008

That is economic nonsense. Redistribution of wealth is not a priority of any government. Communist, Capitalist, any government at all. Governments would not take people's money and give it to others. When that sort of thing happens we call it a revolution. Not something either party, the Democrats or Republicans want.





Jamie
Jamie
08:37 Nov 06 2008

Well, you just have to listen to the same shit I did for the past 2 years on the news, talk radio and online. But you can't just listen to the leftist media or you aren't getting all the facts, and that would be NBC, CBS, ABC, CNN and MSNBC.





Beastt17
Beastt17
08:40 Nov 06 2008

Well... we each have an opinion but no, I don't "know" it's inevitable. The terrorists, by the evidence, are mostly hype just as they were when Hitler used the same ploy to terrify the German people into war after the 1933 attack on the Reichstag building. Now that they've been given an avenue, some have taken advantage.





Jamie
Jamie
08:59 Nov 06 2008

Well I hope it's not inevitable. I really, really hope not. But they wanted a Democrat in office because they would pull out the troops, as they have stated they would, leaving that area vulnerable. Of course they want us gone. Hell, I want us gone but doesn't seem like the logical or right thing to do at the moment. Loose ends....



Now with the Obama and taking money comment...he has been speaking of spreading the wealth for-ever. Where is that wealth coming from? His pocket? Ha. No. Taxes? Hmm...Us? Definitely.





Daire
Daire
16:56 Nov 07 2008

He said he is giving tax breaks to the middle classes and increasing taxes on corporations etc... The average american is most likely going to benefit from this. All he is doing really is bringing american taxes closer to that of other countries around the world. As it stands now americas tax system is way too one sided in favour of big buisness. I know that is the complaint people throw around all the time but if you think about it, it makes sense. If you can afford to pay more taxes then you should have to and if you can't afford to pay a lot of taxes you shouldn't have to. It has to be about ratios.








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