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FUCK--
13:52 Feb 28 2008
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I accidently hit to delete one of my posts. And I tried to hit stop but it didn't in time. And I have already forgotten what it said. ha.......gawd.

I have a secret, do you?
13:40 Feb 28 2008
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I started a thread in the cat box, my favorite box, and it's the one that says, "I have a secret, do you?". It is for you to leave a secret on there that could be yours or not, you don't leave names just that you know someone that _____. It's got some interesting and scary stuff on there. Just goes to show that there is a whole world out there that we don't know about.

LOST is on tonight and it's a good one
13:35 Feb 28 2008
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Brother Justin is here for LOST. ;) We might go to a liquidation sale this morn before bed. A photographer is getting rid of some of his stuff. He is a great photographer but charges way too much. Snobby sort of thing.

I need boxes by each of these to check off which I have
06:32 Feb 27 2008
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Phobias A-Z



Acrophobia: fear of heights

Bibliophobia: fear of books

Coulrophobia: fear of clowns

Cynophobia: fear of dogs

Dentophobia: fear of dentists

Entomophobia: fear of insects

Frigophobia: fear of cold or cold things

Glossophobia: fear of speaking in public

Hemophobia: fear of blood

Isolophobia: fear of solitude, being alone

Judeophobia: fear of Jews

Keraunophobia: fear of thunder and lightening

Lygophobia: fear of darkness

Mysophobia: fear of germs, contamination or dirt

Nyctophobia: fear of the dark or night

Ophidiophobia: fear of snakes

Phasmophobia: fear of ghosts

Rhytiphobia: fear of getting wrinkles

Satanophobia: fear of Satan

Triskadekaphobia: fear of the number 13

Uranophobia: fear of Heaven

Venustraphobia: fear of beautiful women

Wiccaphobia: fear of witches and witchcraft

Xenophobia: fear of strangers of foreigners

Zoophobia: fear of animals





Fear of Jews? I wonder if that's what Hitler had?

Teehee...
06:30 Feb 27 2008
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So I am in the cat box, doing my thing, and I see this thread:



a-z mythical creatures



So I made up a creature. I got a big kick out of it. And then I decided to make a Balderdash thread. We love that in our family.









Posted: 01:28:59 - Feb 27 2008



Lepomarg - A tiny, fairy like person that is naughty and playful that lives in the forest. They are known for their love of cheese.

From the cat box. I picked from Wishmaster 2.
05:32 Feb 27 2008
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FAVORITE HORROR MOVIE QUOTE....





Posted: 00:30:42 - Feb 27 2008











Gries: What do you want?

Djinn: Your soul.

[pause]

Djinn: And a pack of cigarettes.



Wishmaster 2

Speakers came today
04:05 Feb 27 2008
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Got the Klipsch today. Yay! I am jammin' on them now. They rock so hard. Much like those rice crispy treats. Course they are the same speakers I have had for several years now, just not blown. I need bigger ones for the levels I want to listen I guess.



Went to see Linda today. I showed her my Rave profile, specifically my Mom's tribute slideshow. She wanted to see it. She also wanted to see some of my photography. Linda is my counselor. Really, I don't know if we are doing much in the way of counseling, but we chat and that is nice. She is a really nice person and her office is at the YWCA. To be able to have counseling there, you have to have had some type of abuse. So I often wonder if people think Danny has hit me or something. Two friends work there and I had to say, "I am not here because Danny hit me! It's all good." hahaha.........



On the way home, I saw a woman sitting on the curb, with several plastic bags. She was all wrapped up. I went around the block and went back by to see if she needed a ride home. We do this sort of thing all the time. No, she was ok, and waiting on the Transfer, which is a big van like vehichle that people use like big taxis or buses to get around town for $2.50 each way. That adds up!

Star Wars Parody
03:58 Feb 27 2008
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pfft
03:27 Feb 27 2008
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Some ass gave me a 3 on my pro. Theirs consisted of:



"I lick fanny.

I love Britney Spears.

I love to lick Britney Spears Fanny."





And mine gets a 3?

So much going on in the world
02:43 Feb 27 2008
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I was reading just the first lines of various journals, in the JOURNALS area and it was just interesting to me how there is so much going on right now with each of us. So much going on in the world right now. Though it's quiet here, it's chaos in some areas and there's laughing, singing, crying, etc. all over the world at this very moment. Lots of different energies around.

Damn them rice crispy treats!
02:23 Feb 27 2008
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I've been making rice crispy treats lately and I can't stop eating them. I make those really thick ones that hurts your jaw after awhile of eating them. haha....oh man, they rock so hard. And, they are almost gone. *pout*



They don't seem to be that fattening, just sugary because of the marshmallows. I have gained a pound that I can't seem to drop. Damn them.

Ron L. Hubbard did not come up with Scientology on his own
00:15 Feb 27 2008
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This was on a site, in a thread, talking about Ron Hubbard's sources, and short detail about his life.



~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

This page has the orginal text.





http://forums.enturbulation.org/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=4829



From the thread:







Re: Where did Hubbard steal Scientology from?

by lermanet_com on Mon Feb 25, 2008 8:34 am



One exec from the old days recounted a story from the National Inquirer.. that Hubbard issued under his name as an internal "LRH Executive Directive"



Another old navy guy told me that a famous policy letter called "CSW" "Completed Staff Work" - a way in scientology that you put forward a proposal for something to be done about whatever... he said the text of Hubbard's CSW policy was lifted verbatim from the WWII version of the Navy Operations Manual.. anyone with a copy of that, might look up "CSW" and send me a copy...



Another old guy called me with an interesting tale that has yet to be checked out... he said when Hubbard was student at George Washington University.. the reason he got such bad grades was that he never attended many classes, because he had gotten incarcerated at St Elizabeth's Mental Hospital in Washington DC. where he may have received Electroconvulsive shock therapy, and developed his distastes for it



And it was yet another telephone call from another very old fellow, who claimed to have been in the Navy hospital with Hubbard. He said that a psychiatric clinician had been passing around his research paper... and that Hubbard took a copy with him when he left and used THAT to write Dianetics.



That clinician turned out to be the head of psychiatry in UK, Dr William Sargant. Dr Sargant published HIS book based on his original paper stolen by hubbard, in 1955. Those ex members that I have enticed to read Dr William Sargant's "Battle for the MInd" have all told me the same thing.. Holy smoke arnie, the topics in DIanetics are the same, but the words got rewritten and changed to Hubbard's own terms... Hubbard in Dianetics, is describing Abreaction Therapy, a technique discarded by psychiatry as being of limited value and taking too long to train people on how to use it.



William Sargant's specialty was treating shell shocked British soldiers in North Africa... he abandoned Abreactive Therapy in favor of Shock therapy,, because it took too long...and took too long to train people to use it, So Shock therapy helped win WWII.. Had the British used aberactive therapy... fewer men might have been returned to service as fast as they were.



Hubbard was a Con man, and a theif.



His "TRs" or Training Routines, (TR0 and some of the TR5 and above called the "upper indoctrination routines" ) (c) 1964 ( this hasn't been webbed yet ) are amazingly similar in patter and use to the hypnotic induction techniques described in a little book from 1960.. 'Hypnosis for Salesmen"... which describes an "eye to eye" technique.



ALL Scientologists have experienced what hubbard calls "boil off" - or nodding off during TR0... That IS AN EXACT AND INCONTROVERTABLE MARKER FOR ATTAINING A DEEP HYPNOTIC STATE.



There is NOTHING wrong with hypnosis, I do not seek to demonize it. Hypnosis and trance states are VERY pleasant.. and we all know how pleasant they are.. hypnosis is regulated by various laws - that is why Scientology, in fact, is already BANNED.. and why when Id bring up hypnosis ten years ago, the old ARS newsgroup would go nutz with screeching from OSA's thought controllers...



Have you ever been caught daydreaming? that is a mild trance state. Wasn't it pleasant?



That is one of the hooks that keep scientologists IN scientology..



AND they think this is something Hubbard's discovered!



See The Hypnosis Index for more

'I'd prefer to die speaking my mind that live fearing to speak"

"the internet is the Liberty Tree"

"If the Ferengi were to breed with the Borg you'd get Scientology"

(c) Arnie Lermalermanet_com

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To find out how much moolah the countries of the world has.
07:49 Feb 26 2008
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https://www.cia.gov/library/publications/the-world-factbook/rankorder/2187rank.html

From queenmorbid's journal
08:50 Feb 25 2008
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Beautiful

23:00:49 - Feb 18 2008

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I thought that was nice. =)





Ok this is in answer to the Fucking EWWWWW journal entry I made previously. I have thought about some of the most beautiful women and the MOST classy women I have seen on VR. Some are average, some are full figured and some are tiny.



So here are my picks for the most beautiful women in VR:



1) Flannery

2) MysticMoon

3) Khayman

4) Jamie





https://www.vampirerave.com/journals/journal_section.php?section=stories&journal=queenmorbid

Borrowed from queenmorbid
08:28 Feb 25 2008
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How to keep a woman.



1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house [without notice]...they run around in their underwear just like we do.



2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem fool-proof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. If you do cheat on them do not ever talk to the girl or see the girl you cheated on them with. They will be hurt , no matter what they say.



3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the hat.



4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.



5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.



6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.



7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.



8. If you don't sleep with them, DO NOT tell your friends that you did.

If you DO sleep with them, DON'T tell your friends that you did.



9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not offended by it...



10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales.



11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a pussy..



11. Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time!



12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, ONE OF HIS SWEATSHIRTS, and a really PRETTY RING (plastic ones from machines count). Even if it's not a serious relationship.



13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely.



14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to beat the shit out of him.



15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, PULL YOUR GIRLFRIEND CLOSER.



16. NEVER, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back.



17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.



18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents, and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.



19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky.



20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like shit, so be understanding.



21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.



22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.



23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.



24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them WITHOUT being asked.



25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.



**********26. Memorize their birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life.************



27. Don't marinade in the cologne, but smell good.



28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful.



30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond.



31. NEVER, and I mean NEVER make her do anything she doesn't wanna do. Because if you do she'll think that you're only after one thing. (and I think you all know what that is)-sex.



(If you have read this and you are a girl, then some of these things are actually really true...am I right?! And if you read this and you are a guy, then these are like the best tips you could ever get!)















Re-post so EVERY GUY will know how to treat a lady

repost this as.."I don't know what guy wrote this, but he's a gem.



I AM THIS GIRL



Body: I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you...



2. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant...



3. I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care...



4. I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you...



5 .I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms...



6. I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me...



7. I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you..



8.I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss..



9. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything..



10. I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...



11. I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friends... (smiling the whole time)



12. I'm the girl who will listen to you talk...



13. I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me for no apparent reason...



14. I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the cheek...



15.I'm the girl who loves the feeling when you take me by the hand without saying a word...



16. I'm the girl who loves you for you, and doesn't care what other people say about us...



17. I'm the girl that will be there with you though the good times as well as be the rock to lean on in bad times.



SWEET HEARTED GIRLS : If you are this girl repost this saying "I'm this girl"



Guys: If you want this girl repost "I want this Girl"



LUCKY BASTARDS: If you have this girl repost "I have this girl"

Bose sucks it. Klipsch rocks it.
07:01 Feb 25 2008
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I blew my Klipsch speakers long ago, as in middle of last year sometime. We ordered another set, so now I can blow these too! haha....no, really, I don't recall when they may have blown. But my subwoofer sounds like shit. I love bass and it just rattles something awful. I still turn shit up. I can't just leave shit down low, come on! Anyway, they sell them on Wal-Mart.com now! Isn't that cool? I adore music and Klipsch is the best way to listen to it. Screw Bose.



Wish I had some Klipsch car speakers. From what I have read they don't exist? I might try some Infinity speakers. I have read good reviews on the Kappa ones. Clear highs and thumping bass even without an amp or woofer. ;)





"...I'm on the road to Sham-ba-la...". ♪

Abuse humans perform...condone?
06:52 Feb 25 2008
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How does your light shine?
23:04 Feb 22 2008
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The sun is shining and I am listening to Shambala. Love that song. =) It's finally warmer today. Supposed to be nice for the coming week. Oh I hope it is nice from here on out!

Youngest brother
11:52 Feb 22 2008
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Justin, my brother, came over to visit late Wednesday night/Thursday morn and left around 2:30am this morning. Hoping he made it home ok, as the roads are slick. It has been raining a bit on and off tonight.

Not the night to be stupid
08:00 Feb 18 2008
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I am irritated tonight and not putting up with much on here. I am more opinionated and verbal. *sigh* Sometimes it's hard to ignore shit.



Today someone wrote on my profile that it was too long and the song was only there to make people lag and they didn't understand the song. So they gave me a 7 and they said that was a good rating for them to give. This was from a mosquito.



And it pissed me off. That mosquito was annoying. I tried to blow it off.



Then later a nosy person thought it was to tell me what I did wrong like it was their job to go tell everyone how it's allllllllllllll supposed to be. Reminds me of those kids in school that run around telling on everyone and what they are doing wrong.



The point: I don't want to hear it. I didn't ask.

Valentines Day and visit from Justin
07:47 Feb 18 2008
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For Valentines Day Danny went all out and got me a Blue Diamond ring. It is so pretty. I love those Blue Diamonds! Why did I capitalize that? I don't know why. Now we have to pay off the ring before I can get anything else. *sigh*



Danny also got Harmony a emerald necklace. Her boyfriend didn't get her anything. But Dad did. ;) I thought that was very sweet of Danny to do. I have her a miniature heart with 4 chocolates in it.



My brother Justin was visiting. Dad has taken out the satellite TV, so they only have internet now that Mom is no longer there. So he doesn't get to watch LOST on Thursday nights. He came over Thursday and watched it over here. Then stayed another night after that.



My Dad sent a lil stuffed animal to me, through Justin. That was nice. Real cute. I remember he gave me a box of chocolates on Valentines Day once. I don't know if he did other ones, but I remember that one. He also gives me rocks from his trips around the country. I love gems and interesting rocks. Course I would love him to find some diamonds or the like. hahaha....he did find a meteorite once. I have it right here on the shelf. It's magnatized!



It was so cold this weekend and when we went to an estate sale Friday morning, the wind whipped right through us as we stood in line. We got there about 12 minutes early and they actually made everyone stand outside in the bitter cold and wind. They finally opened the door and let only a few in, up to us. And I had to bitch about it, along with everyone else about to tackle the guy at the door! There were even kids behind us that he wasn't going to let in. He let us in pretty quickly after we went off.



It was over freezing the last two nights, so it was raining. It stopped today and the sun came out. It was around 45 and if the wind wasn't blowing, it could have been somewhat decent. The rest of the week is to be sunny and around 60 or so! Yay, I can't wait for spring!! Normally I wouldn't cheer over 60 degrees, because that is cold too. But it's better than 4 degrees or 30.

Poem vote
04:28 Feb 18 2008
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Cadamia has a poem contest going on right now. I have a poem in it, called Kismet. She has a poll opened so that everyone can vote on the poem that was in her journal. Just in case you are interested. ;)



I am in second place right now.

Abuse caught on video, and beef recalled
04:12 Feb 18 2008
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USDA recalls 143 million pounds of beef

U.S. officials call action on S. Calif. slaughterhouse largest beef recall ever









updated 4:43 p.m. CT, Sun., Feb. 17, 2008

LOS ANGELES - The U.S. Department of Agriculture on Sunday ordered the recall of 143 million pounds of frozen beef from a California slaughterhouse, the subject of an animal-abuse investigation, that provided meat to school lunch programs.



Officials said it was the largest beef recall in the United States, surpassing a 1999 ban of 35 million pounds of ready-to-eat meats. No illnesses have been linked to the newly recalled meat, and officials said the health threat was likely small.



The recall will affect beef products dating to Feb. 1, 2006, that came from Chino-based Westland/Hallmark Meat Co., the federal agency said.





Secretary of Agriculture Ed Schafer said his department has evidence that Westland did not routinely contact its veterinarian when cattle became non-ambulatory after passing inspection, violating health regulations.



“Because the cattle did not receive complete and proper inspection, Food Safety and Inspection Service has determined them to be unfit for human food and the company is conducting a recall,” Schafer said in a statement.



A phone message left for Westland president Steve Mendell was not immediately returned.



Federal officials suspended operations at Westland/Hallmark after an undercover video from the Humane Society of the United States surfaced showing crippled and sick animals being shoved with forklifts.



Three ex-employees charged

Two former employees were charged Friday. Five felony counts of animal cruelty and three misdemeanors were filed against a pen manager. Three misdemeanor counts — illegal movement of a non-ambulatory animal — were filed against an employee who worked under that manager. Both were fired.



Authorities said the video showed workers kicking, shocking and otherwise abusing “downer” animals that were apparently too sick or injured to walk into the slaughterhouse. Some animals had water forced down their throats, San Bernardino County prosecutor Michael Ramos said.





No charges have been filed against Westland, but an investigation by federal authorities continues.



Officials estimate that about 37 million pounds of the recalled beef went to school programs, but they believe most of the meat probably has already been eaten.



“We don’t know how much product is out there right now. We don’t think there is a health hazard, but we do have to take this action,” said Dr. Dick Raymond, USDA Undersecretary for Food Safety.



Most of the beef was sent to distribution centers in bulk packages. The USDA said it will work with distrbutors to determine how much meat remains.



Federal regulations call for keeping downed cattle out of the food supply because they may pose a higher risk of contamination from E. coli, salmonella or mad cow disease because they typically wallow in feces and their immune systems are often weak.



About 150 school districts around the nation have stopped using ground beef from Hallmark Meat Packing Co., which is associated with Westland. Two fast-food chains, Jack-In-the-Box and In-N-Out, said they would not use beef from Westland/Hallmark.



Jack in the Box, a San Diego-based company with restaurants in 18 states, told its meat suppliers not to use Hallmark until further notice, but it was unclear whether it had used any Hallmark meat. In-N-Out, an Irvine-based chain, also halted use of the Westland/Hallmark beef. Other chains such as McDonald’s and Burger King said they do not buy beef from Westland.



Raymond countered a claim leveled by Humane Society President and CEO Wayne Pacelle, who said a USDA inspector was at the Westland plant for about two hours each day. USDA inspectors are there at slaughterhouses “continuously,” Raymond said.



Federal lawmakers on Thursday had called for the Government Accountability Office to investigate the safety of meat in the National School Lunch Program.



'Test our luck'

Upon learning about the recall, some legislators criticized the USDA, saying the federal agency should conduct more thorough inspections to ensure tainted beef doesn’t get to the public.



“Today marks the largest beef recall in U.S. history, and it involves the national school lunch program and other federal food and nutrition programs,” said U.S. Sen. Tom Harkin, chairman of the Chairman of the Senate Committee on Agriculture, Nutrition and Forestry. “This begs the question: how much longer will we continue to test our luck with weak enforcement of federal food safety regulations?”



Advocacy groups also weighed in, noting the problems at Westland wouldn’t have been revealed had it not been for animal right activists.



“On the one hand, I’m glad that the recall is taking place. On the other, it’s somewhat disturbing, given that obviously much of this food has already been eaten,” said Jean Halloran, director of food policy initiatives at Consumers Union. “It’s really closing the barn door after the cows left.”





2008 The Associated Press

Swear jar
23:48 Feb 17 2008
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Heal the past
23:38 Feb 17 2008
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Heal the past



"What you bring forth out of yourself from the inside will save you. What you do not bring forth out of yourself from the inside will destroy you."



-- Gospel of Thomas



We can transform painful memories by re-imagining them from the soul’s perspective of love and meaning.



Andrew Schneider says that all experiences have the purpose of serving the soul. An experience in the past blocked us because our fear at the time distorted our perception of what happened. To transform this limiting experience, we must bring what was then unconscious into the soul’s realm through consciousness.



We can do this by following these steps:



1. RECALL the past experience that might inhibit us.



2. OWN the experience (no judgment, blame, etc.).



3. TAKE RESPONSIBILITY for it and the consequences (i.e., the experience was determined by my subjective perception of what occurred, dictated by my lack of wholeness -- specifically my fears).



4. GIVE IT MEANING (the soul was attempting to gain some kind of mastery or skill, but we didn’t know that at the time).



5. RE-IMAGINE it from the perspective of soul consciousness (showing its higher purpose).



"Letting go of our suffering is the hardest work we will ever do. It is also the most fruitful. To heal means to meet ourselves in a new way -- in the newness of each moment where all is possible and nothing is limited to the old."



-- Stephen Levine

At first I was like, yikes, then read and oh, coolio
02:37 Feb 16 2008
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Which is the right religion for you? (new version)created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Satanism You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism. Satanism 95% Buddhism 90% Paganism 85% Hinduism 80% Agnosticism 60% Atheism 60% Haruhism 55% Confucianism 55% Christianity 30% Islam 30% Judaism 0%

The secret law of attraction
08:14 Feb 15 2008
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Finally back
08:14 Feb 15 2008
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Long story, but I have been stuck offline for about 3 days now due to modem/router/connection problems. No time to explain now, but it's been so frustrating.

The Secret
08:13 Feb 15 2008
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You guys recognize the hamster here from those cartoon shorts?
12:13 Feb 12 2008
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Schwans is a turd
12:01 Feb 12 2008
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For years, Schwans has tried to get Danny to take the manager's position. He won't, because they treat their people like shit, and try to squeeze all the life out of the managers that they can, giving them salary. As it is, they expect him to do everything, even though he isn't salary or management. But he has always been LIKE management, since everyone goes to him when they fuck something up, even management. He trains everyone. He works with idiots. They can't get their paperwork done right, filled in properly, straighten their trucks or plug them in at night.



This weekend, the new boss in the depot was talking shit about Danny, when he doesn't have any place to do so. He doesn't know what he is talking about, and it's not right to say those things to others while it's not true.



Danny was livid when he found out what the man had said. I mean, after all, Danny befriended the lonely man, listened to him on the phone all the time, took him out to the bar one night because he had nobody else, etc.. And then he does this?



Danny and his other boss are thinking that Schwans is trying to squeeze him and the other boss out of there, because they are making too much money in their opinion. Danny started there at $6 an hour 11, almost 12 years ago and has worked up to where he is now at $16. Sadly there are no other jobs around here that pay that and we need that level to pay on our bills, to make it. What to do.......



He thinks that the new boss wants to get rid of him to hire someone new so they don't have to pay as much, since he won't take the manager's position. Seems to me there is a lawsuit in there somewhere, because of the manipulation going on and hostile atmosphere. The one boss even wanted Danny to change out those light bulbs that are WAY up high, by putting a ladder on top of a truck. Yea right. Those ceilings are probably 30 feet in the air. Maybe 25. ?



I have said it before and say it again....Schwans employers suck ass. And their food is greasy and fattening, and overpriced. Just know that they treat their warehouse like shit.

Whoa!
10:33 Feb 12 2008
Times Read: 986

This chick has some balls!



https://www.vampirerave.com/profiles2.php?profile=rebeccadarkness

*wince*
10:00 Feb 12 2008
Times Read: 987

Gawd.



"I have recently thinked on something."



This was in the main forum. Come on people.



Also, so was this...and I was embaressed.





"ufo and uso and visators from other planets





Posted: 03:29:14 - Feb 12 2008

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i just wanna here yalls emputs on ufos and usos do we have vistors or are there other entelgent life forms on this earth we dont know about"





I mean, shit, come on.

Crush box
05:35 Feb 12 2008
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I have this crush box on my profile. It is where you can sign up if you have a crush on me. Yea, it was just one of those silly and fun things to play with. So I have 2 (Edit:3 now) so far and one won't say who they are. pfft. Not fair.



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lol Ive been watching you since day one!



- I cant tell you!





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Private Comment - sexy



- Antonio





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You can be my moll any day hamstachick



- Anonymous

In the catbox, a thread about you and a best friend, what you've done.
03:55 Feb 12 2008
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Jamie

Sire (28)

Posts: 354





In High School we drove to Tulsa in my friend's little MG and ended up in the parking lot of a club that was closing. We talked to some guys there and they invited us to their apartment on campus...at the Oral Roberts University. We went anyway, and they broke out their weed and got us high. They started doing flips and things like that and we just sat there watching them be idiots. We left and my friend driving almost had a wreck thinking something was in the road. haha....











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Jamie

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Oh, and same friend...She was spending the night one night and we decided to go steal all the flowers at Safe-Way, that were in those flat crates of spring flowers. There were tons of them, and we took lots of pallettes. My room was full of them. I had a bra on my head and was playing Peter Gun. We were laughing our asses off. We took pictures of each other laying among the flowers on the floor.



My Mom came in and saw all the flowers and freaked and told us to get rid of them all. So we went around to different houses and left them each a flower. ;)

Storage...a friend took this quiz for me.
03:06 Feb 12 2008
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Only for you, mon ami.

What Kind of Empath Are You? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Artist You are an Artist Empath, one who creates their own reality and infuses the realities of others with your energy & emotions. You are poetic and sensitive. You turn your feelings into creations and share them with the world. Everything you touch turns to song and is freed by the color of your eyes. Your spirit dances with the winds and paints delight in the evening sky. (from the "Book of Storms" by Jad Alexander at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Empaths/) Artist 85% Precog 80% Fallen Angel 75% Judge 75% Shaman 75% Universal 70% Traveler 70% Healer 70%

Oh hell, I forgot!
02:56 Feb 12 2008
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I just remembered that the 12th is when they turn off our internet for 24 hours to hook up the faster internet and take out our land line. It's the new thing with SBC/southwestern bell. You can have DSL and no land line. So I upped the speed to 3 megs. But damn, 24 hours without internet.

Cowboy Chili
02:13 Feb 12 2008
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A young cowboy walks into a seedy cafe in Prescott, Az.



He sits at the counter and notices an old cowboy with his arms folded staring blankly at a full bowl of chili.



After fifteen minutes of just sitting there staring at it, the young cowboy bravely asks the old cowpoke, 'If you ain't gonna eat that, mind if I do?'



The older cowboy slowly turns his head toward the young wrangler and in his best cowboy manner says, 'Nah, you go ahead.'



Eagerly, the young cowboy reaches over and slides the bowl over to his place and starts spooning it in with delight. He gets nearly down to the bottom and notices a dead mouse in the chili.



The sight was shocking and he immediately barfs up the chili into the bowl.



The old cowboy quietly says, 'Yep, that's as far as I got, too.'

This is supposed to be someone's profile.
09:26 Feb 11 2008
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1min i am gd the next min fepjgfpegnrpngr and hey if u think i am messaging u coz i wanna link u or shag u or wateva yes i am a flirt but not on net...Long thing i am beha than that.....wanna chat? yes bring it on

Oo, ca-razy!
09:06 Feb 11 2008
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I wrote jdenoyon the other night and gave her a short list of things that our body is actually needing when we crave snack foods/crap. She apparently put it in her journal.



When I accidently clicked on the latest journal entries a minute ago, I saw that Darksyn's was first in line and mine was second. Darksyn's words were very familiar and so I clicked them. It was the message I had sent to jdenoyon the other night! Darksyn had, "from the journal of jdenoyon" in there. I thought that was really crazy that that happened. What are the chances of me seeing that, at that time, and that it had been copied.

In the forum
08:41 Feb 11 2008
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erratik6design:



hi jamie, long time no chat. i have been reading through peoples responses to this question with great interest because it is something that i often wonder and spend many sleepless nights over.



i am going to start with another question. everyone is deciding what will happen in the 'afterlife' but who is to say that the life we are living now is but an 'afterlife'.



i do not believe in a specific heaven or hell, though i do believe our actions now will influence what happens to us later.



i have always wondered mostly of not where we will go but what will happen to our conscious thoughts and memories. if we are all living some form of afterlife in this existence with no recolection of what has happened to us previously, it makes life seem a little pointless, but i would like to believe that our lives do have a greater meaning that we will find when we pass.



This makes me wonder if our actions in our past life determine how we achieve throughout of current life, and then this continues like a re-incarnation with us always learning and forever advancing until we end in a peaceful united civilisation?



just rambling in the dark here. would love to hear your thoughts.







My response:



erratik6design, from what I have read and believed in my life, is that all that has happened, thought, felt, experienced, is and has been recorded on the Akashic Record. This information is held in the Hall of Records, which we are privvy to anytime in the afterlife. In fact we do much studying and reviewing in the afterlife. Also I have heard that we have access to this information in this life, if we could realize the way to do it. Some can access it. Most can't



They also say that we don't remember our past lives because it would interfere with what we are here for to learn this time around. It would be overwhelming and stressful to know all from past life and this life.



Now I heartily believe that our past lives can indeed mess with us in this life, as in the same behavior sometimes. For instance, our North Node is what we we are supposd to be more like and learn in this life. Our South Node is what we were in the past life that we need to get past now and what is holding us back in this life, interferring with our spiritual growth. That is in your astro chart and goes by the year and month you are born.



I don't believe our thoughts and feelings ever really disappear forever from our lives, but put aside to save us the interference of those times, so we can continue with the spiritual work at hand.

Ha!
05:57 Feb 09 2008
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I just love this lil guy!

test
05:38 Feb 09 2008
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I finally found someone to send me to code to this thing and now I have to figure out what goes where. I wish I knew just bam, just like that. You know how code is.......confusing. I have some done. I am not even sure what these things are called. Nobody can tell me, except someone said navigation box. Well I have looked all over the net for navigation boxes and all I can find are scroll boxes. Anyway, this is what I am working on. One thing I don't like about them is that when you click on them, the page goes up.

I am Jamie Passions Philosophy My animal friends Mom Creativity Paranormal TITLE HERE TITLE HERE

TEXT HERE TEXT HERE TEXT HERE TEXT HERE TEXT HERE TEXT HERE Back To Navigation TEXT HERE TEXT HERE TEXT HERE Back To Navigation TEXT HERE TEXT HERE TEXT HERE Back To Navigation TEXT HERE TEXT HERE TEXT HERE Back To Navigation TEXT HERE TEXT HERE TEXT HERE Back To Navigation TEXT HERE TEXT HERE TEXT HERE Back To Navigation TEXT HERE TEXT HERE TEXT HERE Back To Navigation TEXT HERE TEXT HERE TEXT HERE Back To Navigation TEXT HERE TEXT HERE TEXT HERE Back To Navigation

Oh yea, last weekend...
05:06 Feb 09 2008
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Did I mention that last Friday was Harmony's 18th birthday party? We threw her a bowling party, where she could invite 10 of her friends to bowl. Hell, that was the $7 package each. It goes to $10 a person.



We got 5 pizzas, and of course drinks, and a picture cake for her. Everyone had a good time. I was taking pics and my brother Justin was in charge of the video camera. He was running around just like the other kids but he was the only 25 year old kid. Course I was a 38 year old kid and Danny, 43 year old kid. ;) My other brother, the middle child didn't come again this year. He never has come to any of her parties. I thought he would make it to at least her 18th. But Neil showed up. He is my friend from years back. I love Neil. I have known him since he was 16. Well I got he and my brother alcohol, so I must have been 21. I think I am 5 years older than he is.



The next day we went to OKC to go to Danny's Schwans Banquet. That's where they talk all day and evening about how great the shitty company is and how much money THEY are making and how much more the workers can give of their souls. Then they feed us and then there are 2 hours of awards given out to the drivers. Never to warehouse, which is what Danny's in charge of. So we sit and we watch others get prizes, money and diamond jewelry.



Then we went to the room and changed, went to get an Icee and went back down to listen to old music, while others got plastered and danced.



We ate the breakfast buffet they had out, around 11:30pm.



Neil came back to the room and we went to the strip club. It was so smoky, that smoke rolled out in huge clouds as I opened the door. I could hardly breathe. It was so thick we choked on it. Of course the place was standing room only.



Neil came back to the room with us and spent the night in the other bed. Did I tell you about when Mom was in the hospital and Neil stayed at our room with us? Harmony had to sleep in the bed with Danny and when I came back to the room after staying with Mom, I would sleep with Neil. Of course Neil sleeps commando. haha...I thought it was fun and naughty. ;) I told Mom that. She got a kick out of it. We always giggled about naughty things.



The next day we went to The Old Paris Flea Market in a bad part of town. It was also packed. Good thing my anxiety wasn't flaring up. Neil, Danny and I walked around, seeing all the tacky shit around and head shops, booths to get a grill, etc..



We went to Pet Smart to get some hamsta stuff and went home....and went to bed for a nap! Hell, we got up early to check out of the hotel!

test
04:41 Feb 09 2008
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Some place to play
13:06 Feb 08 2008
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Ok, I am checking out this site, www.imvu.com. I am Jamiethehamsta. It is interesting. A chat program with avatars.

Nifty!
10:32 Feb 08 2008
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What Kind of Empath Are You? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Universal You are a Universal Empath, you possess all the qualities of the other seven empath groups. You are what is known as an "Implicate" or Imp, a product of evolutionary design and genetic mutation. You are a psychic hybrid. (from "The Book of Storms" by Jad Alexander at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Empaths/) Universal 100% Judge 95% Artist 90% Fallen Angel 90% Shaman 85% Traveler 85% Healer 85% Precog 80%

*sigh*
09:03 Feb 08 2008
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I wish there was a button on the search in profiles for:



HOT GUYS





That reminds me of a movie I watched the other night. Notes on a scandal. It rocked. I was surprised that it was so good. It had Judy Dench, I think her name is, and Cate Blanchett. I saw it on HBO and decided to give it a chance. Loved it. Gonna have to see it again. It's something that I could probably find myself lost in. A scandal. It's because I am young at heart.

Arg.....
09:01 Feb 08 2008
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I can't ever find my new comments in my journal. It's frustrating. I mean, I click on new comments and it just takes me to my journal. I need it to go right to the comment.

Yikes, hamsta!
06:47 Feb 08 2008
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Have you seen this video on youtube? Well someone has made an animated gif of it! hahaha.....poor hamster. Still, it gets right back up again. What a ride....Ok folks don't get the idea to do that to your hamsta!

Immigration
06:44 Feb 08 2008
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Hmmm, but I don't do drugs
06:44 Feb 08 2008
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We were going to go to Mom and Dad's tomorrow. He was going to make up a dinner list tonight with me over the phone. I guess he was happy we were coming, despite his request. "Do me a favor, don't bring any drugs. Justin is trying to get a job.". Yea right like we would be stopping him from getting a job. That is all up to him and his habits. I didn't know what to say. I said, "I don't do drugs.". And it was true. I don't.



I thought about saying, "Hell, I am sure Justin has his own stash. Ask him about that!". But I didn't. He caught me off guard. What, like it's my fault Justin won't get a job? Pfft, yea right.



Dad has always been the one looking in at all of hanging out together. It's too bad he couldn't relax enough to just chill and be, and let us do the same. Too bad he can't just stop judging so much and enjoy more. Oh he does enjoy us kids there, I know he does. He lightens up a lot when I am there, to be the comic relief between he and Mom when she was there. Still, he has said stuff like bring some food, because we are low on money, things like that, even though they make 4 times as much as we do.



So I had the misfortune of calling him to tell him we weren't coming. He was sad about it, and told me about the roast he had bought, along with hamburger for tacos. I felt bad. But besides the fact that Danny has to work Friday due to his co-worker having the flu all week, Dad and Justin are sick too. It sounds like they have the flu too. So even if Mike, Danny's helper, could come, there's that flu thing. I just don't want to get sick.

Hamstas
06:36 Feb 08 2008
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I love these hamster pictures. I love the small ones.

For Jason
06:31 Feb 08 2008
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Next time maybe
09:50 Feb 06 2008
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I had a dream about Marilyn Manson the other night. I was in a room with him and several other chicks. I was somewhat in the background, watching as he picked a few of them and sent them in the other room. I stayed and it was the two of us. I was doing something sexual with his nuts (hahaha) and we then went into the bedroom to have sex............and then I woke up.



Damnit.



I have been craving him ever since.

awww...
08:46 Feb 06 2008
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At first I laughed, because hey, we have all been there with that damn thing. And who hasn't showed someone else to fuck with them too? But then it was really sad to me and I almost cried with him. Poor guy is traumatized. It really hurt his feelings.



*thinking* Hmm, I bet my dad hasn't seen one of those yet.

Planet Unicorn Heyyy
13:05 Feb 05 2008
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Removed, as it was irritating me
09:34 Feb 05 2008
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Took out this video. It played everytime I went to the journal and it was irritating me. haha...no off button!

Poll time
07:00 Feb 05 2008
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"Your Poll: Most of which Astro signs we have on here



Has been approved by BillytheJust."

Hmmm....I don't know....
06:56 Feb 05 2008
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	Hillary ClintonScore: 40	AgreeIraqStem-Cell ResearchHealth CareAbortionEnergyMarriageDeath PenaltyEducation	DisagreeImmigrationTaxesSocial SecurityLine-Item VetoGun ControlEnvironment
-- Take the Quiz! --

Below are the candidates ranked by how much you agree with their stances.



Hillary Clinton

Score: 40



Agree

Iraq

Stem-Cell Research

Health Care

Abortion

Energy

Marriage

Death Penalty

Education





Disagree

Immigration

Taxes

Social Security

Line-Item Veto

Gun Control

Environment





Mitt Romney

Score: 39



Agree

Taxes

Stem-Cell Research

Social Security

Line-Item Veto

Energy

Death Penalty

Environment





Disagree

Iraq

Immigration

Health Care

Abortion

Marriage

Gun Control

Education







Barack Obama

Score: 37

Video Agree

Iraq

Stem-Cell Research

Health Care

Abortion

Energy

Marriage

Death Penalty





Disagree

Immigration

Taxes

Social Security

Line-Item Veto

Gun Control

Environment

Education





John McCain

Score: 28





Agree

Taxes

Line-Item Veto

Marriage

Death Penalty

Gun Control

Environment





Disagree

Iraq

Immigration

Stem-Cell Research

Health Care

Abortion

Social Security

Energy

Education







Mike Gravel

Score: 22

Agree

Stem-Cell Research

Health Care

Abortion

Marriage





Disagree

Iraq

Immigration

Taxes

Social Security

Line-Item Veto

Energy

Death Penalty

Gun Control

Environment

Education







Mike Huckabee

Score: 18

Video Agree

Iraq

Line-Item Veto

Death Penalty

Gun Control





Disagree

Immigration

Taxes

Stem-Cell Research

Health Care

Abortion

Social Security

Energy

Marriage

Environment

Education







Ron Paul

Score: 18





Agree

Taxes

Marriage

Gun Control

Environment





Disagree

Iraq

Immigration

Stem-Cell Research

Health Care

Abortion

Social Security

Line-Item Veto

Energy

Death Penalty

Education