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I'm really in my feelings. My brother met a girl probably 4 months ago on xbox, who lives in Paducah, Kentucky(we will call here PK). One of his buddies he has known for a while through xbox lives in South Carolina(we will call him SC). Well SC said my brother could go visit about a month and a half ago. He went was gone for a week, had a blast. He ended up staying a couple of nights in a hotel in Paducah with PK, and I had to go pick him up afterwards. So, on the 26th of June, my brother went back to South Carolina with SC and PK. They had another good time, which I am glad. PK went home and got into it with her family and ended up moving to South Carolina to live with SC.... so now my brother is also moving in with SC in South Carolina. I am in my feelings for a few reasons over this.

1. I have three siblings; two brothers and a sister. All older. The one moving to South Carolina is the only one I interact with on a daily basis. Fishing. Swimming. Drinking. Hanging out. I feel like I am losing him.
2. Since going to South Carolina, I have learned he has been doing other drugs than just smoking weed. He has never been one to even experiment because our father was a drug addict and he saw what that that did to all of us. I don't want that for him.

I am also in my feelings because we are still battling infertility, and all of my friends and family who have always said "I don't want kids" are getting pregnant and having babies. I never got to be there for Junior's infant stage because his father and I weren't together yet. Jake just started a new job. 100 days in and his union benefits start, so I'll set up some appointments then and get things checked.

We are still moving, but haven't found anywhere to move to yet. I wanted to buy a house, but trying to keep everything together I have had to dip into our savings for a house. I am hoping by January we will be able to start looking again.

Ugh. There is a lot more but I just lost all will to type. Guess I will have a part two eventually.