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So, anyone who knows me knows that I have always had issues with my family. I no longer talk to my brothers, but I do talk to my mom and sister... atleast til recently. My sister has a son now, he is just over a year old. So, here goes.

My sister and her husband met through my husband. Her husband used to be my husbands best friend. They lived with us for about 9 months, and they moved into her husbands parents basement. I am not knocking anyone for this, but they did it so they didnt have to help pay bills. My husband and her husband had a falling out, and hadn't talked in a while. My sister has never been a fan of my husband either, so fast forward to June of this year.

My husband and her husband began talking again, and we thought all was okay. I called and asked my sister what time we should get to my nephews birthday party the next day. She asked if my husband was going and I said yeah, cause him and her husband had "made up". She then proceeds to tell me that her in laws are going to being a gun, because she invited someone that my husband beat up at our wedding reception. Another story for another time. So I told her that if that's how it was going to be, then we we weren't even going to show up.

Now, she has basically barred me from knowing anything about my nephew or the new baby she is having in December. She told me in may that she was going to get a blood test and then she would find out a week after my nephews bday what she was having. I still haven't been told.

I have just been tore up for the last few weeks. I need an outlet. I may start walking and stuff again. I just feel so defeated and abandoned. My mom has pretty much taken her side, and won't tell me what shes having either. I dont understand.

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ThexAngelxMianna
04:52 Jul 23 2020

Family fights hun, its best to BE staight with your feeling's in some form of communication maybe a email or letter would be better so it doesnt get heated over others. I have had many fights with my sister and brother for many years in the end family comes together. Believe me as time goes by even the petty fights we had become memories when one of your siblings are no longer with us.

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Anyone play Fortnite?

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MoonlightSinners
21:34 Oct 01 2020

i use to

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So, at Saturday at midnight rolling into sunday we discovered we had no ac. It was 81° at 4am and 97° at 10am. We went all day with no ac. The maintenance man shows up at 2 and tells us we need a new thermostat. Leaves at 230 to get one and NEVER comes back. Dodging phone calls and everything.

I went and bought a window u it from a friend and it has cooled off IMMENSLEY. I am still pissed he left us hanging like that though. He better come fix it tomorrow.

Back to premiuuuuuum. Yaaaas.

So glad to be off today. 50 hours of overtime this period. And scheduled for another 50 hours of overtime on my next pay period. I love the money but damned, I'm tired.

51% of level 13!! Slowly climbing. It's going to take me AGES to get to Sire again...

What House or Coven should I try to go to?? Hmmmm...

445pm to 922pm...

Thank goodness it's back on. I hate being here in the dark, worse with no power.

Nothing is worse than trying to explain to your Individual who has no conception of how things work that the power went out because of the storm and therefore he cannot watch tv... that escalated quickly. His dad came to get him, but am I allowed to go home? Ofcourse not. Sit in that muggy ass house til it comes back on.

I guess I can get paid 22.50 to sit in my car outside in the air with my tunes until it comes back on. Sure can.

I feel like I get less and less sleep... and not because the opportunity for sleep isn't there, but because I just cant fall asleep. I sit there and stare at the walls, and I feel as if I am being watched. As if at any moment something is going to slip into my already sleep crazed view. So I sit and play games on my phone, watch Netflix, or just... stare at the walls...

The only time I feel as though I fall right asleep is in his arms. I dont have a moment where I feel like I am "trying" to fall asleep with him.... I just lay down and the next minute I am feeling him wrap his arms around me and tell me that he loves me, and i am completely at peace for a time.

1.1.2013♥

So, I made it to level 8. I started looking at the new leveling system and realised there are 100+ levels. I remember way back when there was only 28! Hah. Here's to grinding it out, again! Kind of wish I would have kept my Sire back then, but changes needed to be made. I miss TheBox too. That thing we used to have fun in, depending on who was around.

Sigh. The good old days before all the drama killed the spirit.

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TheHaunted
04:56 Jul 15 2020

I have been here awhile aslso started in 2005 but deleted in 2007 then come back shortly after. But one thing i miss now is the 5x5x5 game. it was awesome.

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Hatfield
06:45 Jul 15 2020

5x's was pretty awesome. I wish Cancer would bring it back, even if it is no longer a way to earn favor.

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